ONION P2
Setting: Alternative Universe. Chloe's room.
Shipment: Kara & Chloe
Ranking: NSFW
Trigger: Insecurities
Tagline: Hiding the fact that we're all too human.
Word Of Gay: Sometimes our parents are our voice of reason and they appear in the most inappropriate of times, sometimes they are just what we need to get us by. Chloe continues her internal struggle of carrying her fathers weight on her shoulders while trying to coexist with Kara by her side. Her first real relationship isn't what she expected.
Still, on-going with Chloe's POV, and the previous rules regarding italics are still present in this chapter.
The font is so atrocious here that I rather just show a picture and redirected you to where the fiction actually is. The 'read more' option never worked for me on mobile so I rather spare you one massive post of text. Because even when added in, it's ignored on the app for me.
We could get a cab? But really, what was the fun in that? It was just more fun to walk home, get lost in the train. Stand side by side, a journey is what Chloe wanted. And the destination made her blush.
Chloe purposely dismissed the driver her father sent out for her that afternoon. She was fonder of returning home her own way, this was nothing new to him and obeyed her request. Traveling and doing things for herself was something she enjoyed for a change. A caveat due to her shelter time, and one that she now appreciates.
She knows her father means well, and it was a courtesy above all due to the weather, but the sun was out. And more importantly, she was standing beside Kara.
(Be good.)
It echoed again. For a moment there it surprised her. And just as it came, she pushed it out and turn her attention back to her girlfriend.
Fingers.
Chloe glanced down and was smitten by Kara's fingers intertwining with hers as they both walked back to her home. My home. My place of protection. My room. My bed— Chloe froze for a half second and resumed her train of thought turning a slighter pink from her cheeks dropping her gaze. My bed... A bed was something of comfort on its own, and it was the bare necessities of privacy, being in the same bed is the ultimate intimacy act available. Nothing more private than my bedroom. My bed. It had suddenly dawn on her that she didn't even make the bed. She was so excited that morning to be ready for her girlfriend that the bed itself was the least of her worries. It had done its usual job, it provided a restful nightly rest and comfort. Chloe thought nothing more of it. But things have a different meaning today that she developed a lump in her neck.
(Stop it, Chloe.)
She shook her head and tries to block it out almost looking over her shoulder. Sensing him that close.
Taking a quick breath, she glances at her hand once more being locked in with Kara's who was smiling at her in return as they continue walking not saying very much to one another. Both anxious, excited and very nervous. To them, this is a conversation.
She started to feel a little better. More connected than ever.
This was the first time she would have her over without her father's consent.
For an invitation to your house overnight with your girlfriend was anything but having tea. You know father would only approve if it was just that. Only that. Chloe had never actually formed any real opinion about how her father felt about that subject, it wasn't their day-to-day basic conversation. Because for that, Chloe was certain she may need some tea if the opportunity ever arrived.
This was also going to be their first time together not being timed by a horrific school alarm. And a first time for them to be together without anyone for many hours. Alone. Overnight. Chloe's heart started to beat faster than before realizing the gravity of it all. It started to get heavy and she had a variety of alarming questions going off in her head.
She felt Kara's hand squeeze hers. She blinked coming back to reality. Even if this reality was making her paranoid by the second, Kara noticed.
A squeeze. Gentle and firm. She was thankful.
Fingers have many uses. . . Chloe began turning redder than before becoming aware of where these fingers might end up in come tonight. Or sooner. Chloe may be a virgin but she wasn't ignorant about these types of things. She was grateful for the internet, more than she was with her awkward conversations with her father.
Suddenly fingers were a very erotic thought. A very perverted device for wrong-pleasurable-uses. They can make and break you. They can hurt you and heal you. They can... (what are you thinking about?) be pleasurable. Chloe finally submitted to her desire knowing that Kara had long slender fingers. For a brief moment, she even wondered just how deep they can go and felt an incredible itch inside her.
I want— (Want what?)
—To find out.
Her eyes widen suddenly being hand conscious, she looks at her own and sees their tidy manicure she allowed herself earlier. They were delicate and more refine with longer nails. A true feminine hand, whereas Kara's had some roughness to them which she learned to adore. For they had lifted heavy things before, work even, thanks to Rose in her back garden. Kara wasn't spoiled into the high life like Chloe was. But that wasn't the least of her problems since there was nothing she could do about it now, but a new one took its place—would I be able to please her? Chloe stopped. She really had to consider this possibility, and her heart became very heavy again. This simple motion actually floored her as she came to a sudden stop noticeable by Kara as she was held back.
"Something wrong?" Kara asked in her usual unfazed tone. Chloe was nervous and she knew Kara could see it as well. Chloe had dug her left hand inside her hoodie's pocket hiding it from her, hoping for a moment that Kara had never notice her fingers until now. She looked to the side with a full blush and it was Kara's turn to be concern. She inched closer wondering just what was so wrong.
Chloe quickly bolted her head back up to face her and blurted out "Do you think my fingers are inadequate?", freezing Kara in her tracks. Still with her hand tucked away and with the other gripping on tighter in efforts of not having them fully reveal. Kara blinked.
Silence. Complete utter silence.
There it was. Kara's poker face. I could never read it.
(You're beautiful, Chloe, and I love you.) At times like this, she replayed the very message her father would tell her often. Each time she wanted to find clothes to look presentable in, he would tell her that she was beautiful and didn't have to make such an effort. Each time she felt inadequate he would hold her hand and smile. Reassure her. It was always comforting to think about her father when it came to self-doubt.
But now.
Chloe was quickly regretting her question, the silence made it that unbearable. Kara finally spoke without letting go. "... Not if you know what you're doing." Her cheeks quickly fluster matching Chloe's as her jaw dropped. She didn't think Kara would actually go there. "They're beautiful... like their owner." She added with a small smile before bringing her hand up to her lips to kiss it.
And there it was, Kara had simply replaced her father and her words were all she really needed.
Chloe gasped, took a tiny step back, enough for her bookbag to shift on her back. Her shoulders relax falling back down. Feeling dazed by witnessing the amazing display of affection being offer to her by her girlfriend.
It was overwhelming. Something she had only read about and seen in movies. But to experience it?
Chloe had to seriously wonder if she ever loved anyone this much before. Her heart started to ache, she couldn't take what Kara was doing to her. Whatever second thoughts she had, they were quickly obliterated. Chloe wanted Kara now. "My house is right around the corner!" She blurts out as she grabs her girlfriends hand once more-interlocking her fingers in place and takes off having one thing in mind. Kara blinked at the sudden change and just smiled following suit with a nod.
Chloe burst through her front door at full haste, pulling Kara in, dropping her bookbag wherever she saw fit and ordering Kara to do the same. Kara wanted to be humble and respectful of being allow just inside her house, but Chloe wasn't giving her the time to do so. She was pulling her from her hand upstairs towards her room. Chloe didn't had to state where, Kara had good sense of direction, and it was pretty obvious too. She was really surprise by how anxious Chloe appeared before her, she hadn't seen this side before, not this open. As Chloe lead the way, Kara was unexpectedly rewarded the sight of Chloe's nice rear courtesy of her jeans since she was so adamant about leading. Because really, the last thing Chloe needed was a lost Kara that would never make it to her room.
That's just unforgivable. Punishable by Law.
Entering her room, the same way she entered her home, Chloe prided herself in with her secret, and with no limitations, she kissed her fiercely, releasing all those times she wanted to but couldn't.
Her hands moving on their own all over Kara's figure. Hadn't Kara not push back she would had trip all over her girlfriends' clothes. Bewilder of the how fast things were happening around her she found it best to have Chloe lean against her door and with force shoved her against it releasing a soft thud. Chloe was taken by surprise and gasped as the kiss broke. Not being minded by one bit.
Trust.
Is that what it was? Is that what my father believes when it comes to me? (You don't have to believe someone in order to trust them). Chloe wondered as her father's words echo into her. Just as swiftly as they enter, Kara was moments away from doing the same with her tongue as she started to kiss her roughly against the wall removing her hoodie along the way.
(Trust was something that was earn between family members, not given Chloe.) Especially in Chloe's case. She was even surprised by her father's comment, it didn't add up to the events that lead to it, first, he was aware that Chloe was meeting up with someone, and then to trust her enough to leave her alone for the night?
Ignorance is bliss. (Or I just trust you.) Chloe closed her eyes hard trying to block it out and focus on what was happening not just in her mouth, but all over her body. Kara was really in such a haste this time. Using her knee, she forces in between Chloe's legs parting them and presses it against her crotch making her released a pleasurable sound.
Trust. That's what it was. And the more it began to sank in faster than Kara's tongue Chloe started to feel guilty about taking advantage of that trust.
Disappointment.
Chloe felted it. It had built itself from several prior arguments that it manifested itself in the form of shoving Kara off her.
Disappointment was heavy. Disappointment you can feel all over.
But above all, I'm angry at herself. Kara looked back confused as there was now a gap between them and saw a panting Chloe standing before her, both feet firmly at the floor with her chest beating. Suddenly Chloe pushed her again, this time with such force that Kara cried out falling backwards onto her bed.
Chloe blinked softly and stared back at a very hurt and confuse girl on her bed. "Chloe, what's wrong!? Did I do something to upset you?" Kara cried out as she tried to lift herself up looking at her. "No." Chloe answered and just as quickly jumped into her bed, crawling over her. Resting her hands on either side of Kara's head looking down at her as she straddles her. "No." She repeated smiling softly this time.
"You're perfect." She said in her most honest sincere tone. Chloe pressed her lips against her and tried her best to regain the energy she had earlier, before that sudden abruption that she regrets displaying before her. Surely, little by little Kara was getting heated herself as Chloe kept kissing her as she felt Kara's fingers slide their way under her blouse once more. Letting her fingers trace away at her soft skin.
Chloe closed her eyes tighter feeling a shiver all over, and as much as she was enjoying this new sensation her earlier thoughts still bother her. I'm sorry I'm not perfect dad. Her mind shifted as she felt Kara moving her thigh up sensing that she wanted to change positions. Her eyes widen and pins Kara down breaking their kiss. "Forget about it." She boldly states catching her breath forming a decent gap between the two. "Who says you can top me?" Kara responds.
"You think you can top me just because you're more masculine?" Chloe glares as she makes that statement.
"You think you can top me just cause you're rich?" Kara strike back just as quickly.
"My room." Chloe declares with a smirk leaning down some, believing that it makes the absolute rule for calling any shots.
"My girlfriend." Kara boldly states stating a fact raising her head more towards her being less than an inch away from her lips. Chloe's eyes become wider, her expression gradually soften as those words slowly sink in. She stares deep into Kara's eyes and sees fire in them. She knows that Kara would put up a fight, a very good fight. Chloe was silence for a good 6 seconds, and she starts to lower her eyes some, and Kara believes for a moment that she has defeated her, that she has won this round, eagerly waiting for her prize by taking over.
Satisfaction starts filling Kara as she continues to stare at her intensely, and just as it came, it's quickly obliterated by what she heard next.
"My body." Chloe boldly states as she whispers it into Kara's lips shocking her.
(Chloe.)
These words slowly echo into Chloe's ears, and it becomes the loudest silence Kara has ever heard simply overwhelming her. Chloe's chest is about to burst, and she can't decide if it was the right wording or the way things have led, but it set an immense fire inside her that if Kara didn't do anything, she would seriously go insane from it. She pushed back at her father's words. She was too far gone.
Hiding the fact that we're all too human. Was something Chloe couldn't denied herself anymore.
We can't hide that fact. I have urges. I feel things all over. Father...
I'm sorry.
Still keeping the close positions of their lips Chloe whispers "Give it to me." Her request was in a low raspy voice more sexual than the one before that only made Kara shiver upon hearing it. It also very much set her off.
Departing herself from her, angrily, Chloe suddenly grabs Kara's from her shirt and pulls her up from the bed blurting out. "Fuck me now!"
Final Note: Oh. We're there. Finally. But it's the end and you're disappointed. I'm sorry. :(
