Neon Genesis Evangelion - Nothing Will Ever Change That
A/N- This is my first fanfic, and I hope it is good. I will be the first to admit that each chapter is not that long, but expect many of them, so please don't make a comment on it.
Disclaimer- I do not own Neon Genesis Evangelion or any of the characters. I do, however, own the characters that I introduce into the NGE storyline.
Chapter 2: Not My Fault
Misato's Apartment- After School
"What do you mean you haven't seen her!" I yell at Misato. Apparently, when Misato tried to stop Asuka, she punched Misato and ran.
"After she ran off, I just thought she would go to you" She is using this as an excuse?
"She did but, she ran away after slapping me…" The last part had some sadness in it.
"Why did she come after you? Why didn't she want to talk to me?" I told her what happened last night and what I said this morning.
"So you didn't have sex with her… but… oh my God!" She cut herself off.
"What is it Misato?" At first, I saw that her jaw was wide open, and then it came to me.
"Could she be… pregnant?" I asked. What if she was? What would we do? I that why she didn't want me to leave, because she realized this too? No, she just wanted me to be with her.
"I doubt it, but it is a possibility" Ouch. That hurt, it is just now hitting me that Asuka lost her virginity to a complete stranger. I know it sound selfish… but for some reason I always thought it would be me to…
"Hello?" Misato is on the phone, "Yes, Asuka Langley Souryu. Yes. Okay, thank you" I think she is talking to Section 5.
"Section 5 has lost track of her. She's gone." She said with great regret.
"I'm leaving. I going to look for her" I said. I knew that Misato was going to try and stop me.
"I'll help" She said flatly.
"No you won't"
"Why?"
"Because," I said. I'm starting to get sick of this. I start to walk towards the door.
"Because why?"
"Damn it Misato! First, you made Asuka punch you, and now you doing the same thing to me! I swear, if you don't leave me alone, I will follow in Asuka's footsteps!" Just then, an ear-piercing alarm goes off.
"An Angel!" We both yell at the same time. Within minutes, Section 5 agents are at our door. I get in the car, next to Rei, and we're off.
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NERV Headcounters- 4:45 PM
"Sync ratios are 89 for Shinji, and 78 for Rei. Evas are ready to launch! Unit 01, Launch! Unit 02, Launch! Both Evas are on the surface!"
My comm. screen pops up and I see Rei on my right and Misato on my left.
"We have no clue what the angel looks like or what it can do or even where it is, but the MAGI is 100 sure that it is an angel." Ristuko yells.
"Then how will we engage it?" Rei replies calmly.
"No idea. Just wait there until I say otherwise." She replies flatly.
"So we just wait here to get attacked? That's all your computer can come up with?" I'm in a really pissy mood right now, so I was in no mood to fight right now. I needed to find Asuka and this damn angel is preventing that.
Two hours later
"Damnit! I'm sick of waiting! Ritsuko! Get me out of this Eva, now!" Just then, I hear a girl screaming.
"Angel detected! Shinji! Watch out!" A huge crash soon follows.
"Angel is in orbit around Earth! Not another one of these…" A NERV staff member says.
"Shinji? Shinji! Are you okay?" Is all I hear. I think that it's Misato, but I'm not too sure. All I see is black. All I hear is Misato yelling my name.
"AAAAHHHHH!" I'm in excruciating pain, it feels as if my brain is about to explode. Now I can't hear anything. Images start to develop in my mind;
"Mom? Mom! I'm coming!" I yell as I see her face. I'm running towards her, but she is disappearing. Now I hear my father's voice;
"Failure. Useless. Not my son." At least he got the last part right. He's gone, now I'm able to see Asuka. She seems mad, but I can't hear her. She looks like she did on that one night after her… rape. Her shirt is torn, and her pants are un-zipped.
"You did this" she said, and it hurt.
"N… no I… didn't…" I'm close to tears at this point. She starts to walk away; soon, she's out of sight. I just lay there, crying at her words. Then, I hear a baby crying, and then I see her again.
"You did this to me," She looks very pregnant. 8 months into it at least. I try not to look, but I can't help it. This sweet, 14 year old girl that I saw as the most beautiful girl in the world was pregnant.
"Please… stop… I didn't… do anything!" I'm yelling so loud that my throught hurts.
"You left my side at that party, you let me go into that room, and you let me run away. You're no better than Gendo." That hit hard. Was it my fault? It was all too much.
"AAAAAAHHHHHH!" I can't take it anymore. I'm about to crack.
"NO! NO! NO! I'M BETTER THAN HIM! I'm not a monster… I'd rather die then be like him.
"You destroyed the ones you loved. You're the same. You ruined my life… and he killed your mother. Like father like son." What?
"M… mother? He killed my mother? And… I ruined… no. I didn't do anything! It wasn't my fault!" The pregnant Asuka walks away. I'm left alone crying in the dark.
"No… please… help me… Misato… Rei… ASUKA! Help me! I can't take it anymore! What the fuck is this?" I just can't stop sobbing. I look down to see my legs slowly disappearing.
"Oh my god! No!" I'm clawing at my legs, as if trying to get away. "No! I won't die! I still have to help Asuka! Asuka! I won't leave you! Not ever again!" I black out.
A/N- I think I'm getting better at this! What will become of Shinji? Was the mind-rape too much for him? Will he die? Find out in my next chapter; Asuka's Room, until then, keep on keepin' on!
