ARE YOU GUYS CRAZY?
I go shopping with my mom for a bit..come home and see
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I was out of my mind. Seriously, all seven Cullens in my house? With my baby girl...our baby girl. We were all connected in a strong way, and I would have Edward, me, and Kallie in the same room. Like a family. NO! Bella, no. Don't think like that..we are not a family. He doesn't care about you, and if he does, it's because he feels sorry. I took deep breaths and glanced at the clock that read 5:58pm. Alice was never early, and never late. They would be here at exactly six o'clock. I gripped Kallie tighter who was coloring a kitten yellow, red and blue in her coloring book.
"Mommy, when Rosie coming back?" she asked, in her cute voice. She couldn't even pronounce Rosalie right.
"Soon. They will be here soon." I murmured, and for once I wish my assumption wasn't true. Soon. I swallowed hard. Edward, Edward, Edward. The name was always sliding down my throat slowly...haunting me. I wonder how he felt about all this.
Edward POV
I feel sick. Sick, and angry, disppointed, and sad. Bella. I was going to see the love of my life, again. I wanted to see her long brown hair, her beautiful chocolate eyes, and her soft skin. I wanted every part of her. But this time I was afraid to. Alice said Bella had a "surprise" for everyone. A surprise? I tapped my foot nervously on the car floor. Well, the emotions must have been too much for Jasper.
"EDWARD CULLEN! PLEASE, PLEASE STOP! CONTROL YOUR EMOTIONS IT'S DRIVING ME CRAZY!!!! YOU FEEL LIKE PUNCHING THE WALL, THEN YOU FEEL LIKE CRYING, THEN YOU FEEL SICK SO PLEASE STOP I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE!" He blew up next to me. I could of swore I saw Alice lose control of the car for a second. We all kept quiet after that. I looked out the window, trying not to think about Bella so I didn't put Jasper in a mental phase.
We were here. I swallowed anxiously as we all piled up on her front porch to the white house she now lived in. The scent hit me hard, like I had been punched in the stomach. A smell of freesia, and lavender. But there was something different...it was less strong but it too was lavender and freesia. It was muted, and mixed with a smell of roses or daisys. I drew a deep breath as Rosalie hit the door Bella. Door Bella? Oh man, I can't do this. I had my hands into fists at my sides. I nearly broke down when I heard her light footsteps come to the door. Then finally, the moment I've been waiting for. Her beautiful human self was in the doorway, looking at Alice. She gestured for us to come in.
"Come in, guys." she said quietly. Everyone passed through the doorway, but she decided to travel along just before I passed her. Probably so our eyes wouldn't meet. I needed to get control of myself or I would lunge and kiss her right now. I bit my lip, and that is something I do not usually do. Just when we all got into the house, a cry met our ears.
"Mommy!!" the soft voice cried.
"In here, hun." Bella answered. Mommy? I nearly passed out, if such a thing were possible. I almost passed out, and I would probably take the house down with me. Then, a small little girl came walking in and ran straight to Bella's leg. Bella picked her up. The little girl pressed herself into Bella's hair as she stood up, but then she peeked out and her eyes met mine. She only stared at me. My lips twitched into a VERY small smile, and that was enough. Her lips formed into a small "O" and she blushed. She tore her eyes away from mine and dug her face into Bella's hair again. How cute, I just dazzled her.
"Kallie, there's Rosalie, remember?" Bella soothed. Kallie. Kallie, Kallie, Kallie, Kallie. Kallie looked at me first, a little confused, then she looked at Rosalie. Her name tore my heart out. It was so sweet, and calm, and the way Bella said it I just wanted to cry. Kallie peeked out again and reached for Rosalie. Rose took her eagerly. I couldn't believe my eyes, and finally the thoughts hit me.
Oh my goodness, Bella has a daughter? Oh no, Edward I'm so sorry. Esme cried to me.
Wow...Bella...and a daughter? Kallie. Edward should of known she'd move on..he wanted her too. Emmett said.
Aw, I love you. Your so cute, Kallie! Rosalie cooed.
Edward, I'm sorry. If it makes you feel better, the father is gone. Bella doesn't know where he is..at all. Alice tried to cheer me up. It didn't make me feel better. It made me feel WORSE. Some idiot had the nerve to get Bella pregnant, then LEAVE? Who the heck does that? I'll tell you, a selfish complete jerk does, that's who.
"Guys, if you want to come in here, and we can talk?" Bella said, but it sounded like a question. Carlisle nodded. I began to notice Bella never even looked in my direction, not even to Jasper or Emmett who were standing next to me. We all followed her into a living room. She sat on the couch, Alice sat next to her, and Rosalie sat with Kallie on her lap. I kept my eyes on Bella.
"Bella, Alice had a vision that Laurent attacks you..and then Victoria runs down a hallway-" he didn't finish.
"A...hallway?!!?" Bella choked out.
"Yes.." Carlisle started.
"What color were the walls?" she asked, a little frantic. I knew the answer, it was white. Alice took Bella's hand.
"They were white Bella." Alice said softly. Bella swallowed.
"She was after Kallie..." she murmured, gripping the edge of the sofa. I growled, and then Bella met my gaze. Her brown eyes stared into mine, and she melted. Her eyes had tears in them, and I had the urge to reach out and hug her. My hand twitched forward a little, but Bella looked away at Carlisle.
"Carlisle we have to do something, she can't have Kallie. I'd rather she took me...she can't." Bella told him..or herself.
"Bella, we won't let her get to you. We all will protect you, stand guard and watch you..be with you whenever you need us." he soothed. Bella nodded and then turned to Rosalie.
"Rose, give me Kallie." she demanded, and Rosalie freely handed Kallie over. Kallie dropped her crayons and hugged Bella. Bella hugged her back and began humming to her. Everyone in the room was filled with awe.
"Okay, so... how is this going to work?" Bella asked, with her eyes shut.
"We were thinking on having someone company with you for a while, at different times of the day." Jasper spoke for once. Bella nodded.
"Sounds fair. So...who is going to be with us, first?" Bella asked, a little worried. This was the tricky part. I knew she wouldn't agree to this...I wouldn't if I was her.
"Well, um. Bella we need to hunt and prepare if we are going to be around your scent and Kallie's and...the only one who has recently hunted and would be under control with you is....well, Edward." Esme stuttered out. Bella's eyes snapped open and looked at me. Then she sighed, and closed them again. She nodded at Esme.
"Are you, fine with this Bella?" Carlisle asked. Bella nodded.
"Alright. We will get going, and do not worry about tonight. Our scent lingers here, that should keep Victoria and Laurent away. We won't be far, Bella. Your safe." Carlisle soothed. Rosalie and Alice were already by the door. Kallie was still on Bella's lap. Bella was watching us leave. We all turned towards the door and I was the last out. I gave Bella and Kallie one last look, before I reached to close the door behind me. Goodbye, Bella. I love you so much..I love you. I went to close the door but something stopped me.
"Kallie, what are you-" Bella's soft voice cried out, and then Kallie was yelling.
"NO!! No, no, no, no." Kallie came running down the hall and she ran straight to ME. I froze. I didn't know what to do. Bella stopped, and looked at me then Kallie. I had a face of shock on.
"Kallie, let him go and come over here. NOW." Bella said through gritted teeth. Kallie shook her head, still holding my jeans with two hands.
"No mommy, don't let him go." she cried. Kallie looked up to me. Bella took one step, but Kallie saw that, and she went to the other side of my leg, where Bella couldn't barely see her. "Mommy, don't let Ehward go." she said, making my name sound like a slur. Bella raised her eyebrows.
"Why, Kallie? Edward needs to go home. He'll be back." she said, crouching down to floor level. I just stood there like a complete idiot. What was I supposed to do?
"Because he said he woved you." she said, in that same slur. I froze. I didn't say that out loud...did I? No, I didn't. Jasper would of sad something...or Emmett would of made a joke. I didn't say it..well, I thought it but.....how could she know that? Bella gasped.
"Kallie, get over here." she said. Kallie walked over a little and reached for Bella's hand, but her left hand was still clutched onto my jeans.
"Come." Kallie said. Bella sighed and took her hand. Kallie dragged her over so me and Bella were about a foot apart. Close enough for me to lean down and kiss her.
"Say it gen, Ehward." Kallie demanded, looking up at me. Say WHAT? "Say you wove her, that's what." she answered me. Wait...I think...she just read my mind.
"Kallie, please, come on. Edward really has to go but he'll be back tomorrow." Bella sighed, scooping her up. Kallie had a face of hurt on, but she nodded, and let go of my pants finally as Bella took her into her arms.
"Ok, but Ehward needs to come back. Come back, Ehward, come back toworrow." Kallie said, waving goodbye. I nodded to her and then turned to Bella.
"Bella..I'll..see you." I said, and then turned for the door. So many questions. Why could Kallie read my mind? Why did she want me to come back SO much? This really was messed up. I headed past the car to see Esme smiling, Carlisle smiling, and everyone else laughing their heads off. I growled, but ran across the street to watch over Bella from a safe distance. My family drove away and I whispered.
"Your safe, Bella. I promise you..your safe. Both of you. I forgive you." I murmured, as I watched her turn the radio on and put Kallie on the floor to color. I waited patiently, but then a song came on and Bella started to softly sing.
Oh there's something 'bout a man in black,
Makes me want to buy a cadillac,
Throw the top back,
And roll down to Jackson town,
I wanna be there on the stage with you,
You and I could be the next page two,
Hear the crowd roar,
Make 'em want more,
Kick the footlights out,
I wanna love like Johnny and June,
Rings of fire burnin' with you,
I wanna walk the line,
Walk the line,
'Till the end of time,
I wanna love,
Love ya that much,
Cash it all in,
Give it all up,
When you're gone,
I wanna go too,
Like Johnny and June,
I wanna hold you baby right or wrong,
Build a world around a country song,
Pray a sweet prayer,
Follow you there,
Down in history,
I wanna love like Johnny and June,
Rings of fire burnin' with you,
I wanna walk the line,
Walk the line,
'Till the end of time,
I wanna love,
Love ya that much,
Cash it all in,
Give it all up,
When you're gone,
I wanna go too,
Like Johnny and June,
Like Johnny and June,
More than life itself,
No-one else,
This endless promise,
They don't make love like that anymore,
Is that too much to be askin' for,
I wanna love like Johnny and June,
Rings of fire burnin' with you,
I wanna walk the line,
Walk the line,
'Till the end of time,
I wanna love,
Love ya that much,
Cash it all in,
Give it all up,
When you're gone,
I wanna go too,
Like Johnny and June,
Like Johnny and June,
And when we're gone,
There'll be no tears to cry,
Only memories of our lives,
They'll remember, remember,
A love like that.
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DONE! A little short, but this chapter was important.
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