Chapter2:

As I was sitting on my bed thinking about the stuff that I said to Edward my when my phone vibrated next to me.
"hello?" I sighed, knowing it would be Edward.
"BELLA!" Emmett's booming voice filled my ears
"Hey em what's up?" I smiled.
"Look Bella, Edward is pretty upset. He just wants you back…."
I cut him off immediately
"Then why are you calling me and not him?"
"Cause every time he picks up the phone to call you he crushes it. Mine was the last one left and I didn't want Edward to crush it cause I just installed a cool new game…"then there was a smacking sound, probably Rosalie.
"Emmett!" she shrieked "Stick to the subject or I will crush that god damn phone!"

"Jeez babe calm down. you don't want to get frown marks, do you?" there was another smacking sound "Oww! that hurt!"

"Idiot" Rose muttered. I heard her stomp away.
"Ummm...Emmett?" I said, guessing he had forgotten me.
"Sorry Bells…uh, like I was saying he's upset with himself and Alice and Esme really want you to come over and talk about the stuff that you said-not that I'm not proud of you Bellzi, you should do it more often. This family needs a bit more drama. …but you know that Victoria is out there waiting to strike and we have to protect you" he sounded gentler towards the end.
Deep down I knew he was right. Victoria is trying to destroy me and not that I blame them or anything, but it is kinda their fault. I do love Edward but ever since Alice's stupid vision of Victoria and her army, Edward is acting a 100 times more protective than he was and I don't like it. I don't like it one bit! He's smothering me. Isn't love suppose to be all colourful and happy and make you have butterflies in your stomach, an all that jazz? Even in the worst situations isn't the one you love supposed to make you feel calm and loved? and when in his embrace or the sound of his voice you want to explode with happiness? At least that's how I once felt the with Edward-but not anymore.

Now, when I see him I want to hide or run away from forks and never look back.

I am seriously sick of all of this! Its been 2 months since I last saw Jake or any other of my friends outside of school. I miss everyone I even miss mike and uber bitch Jessica!

But still, maybe love isn't always that gooey and warm. maybe there's dark side to it too…..
"Okay Emmett I'll come there in 30 min, k?"
"Yay! Okay Bellzi. Love you, drive safe and don't forget to wear something warm…."
I hung up the phone and walked to the mirror to see how I looked, skinny jeans check. cute gray shirt with cute skulls on it check. black converse check….so all I need is a black jacket. I turned around and spotted my jacket on my chair, I grabbed it and went to find my keys.
*20 minutes later*

I pulled into the Cullen's drive way and saw Edward standing by the door waiting for me. I tried not to groan.
"Bella, I'm really sorry! You know I'm only doing this for your own safety. I cant lose you, you are too important to me…without you I cant exist, even for a day!"
Yeah right that's why you left me for 6 months! For my safety! My emotional side said.
Well he only did it cause he thought we could move on! He didn't want too hurt us! My logical side fought back
"I…um…well its okay, I guess" I smiled at him.

My mind was screaming at me, telling me I was a fool. But of course. When did I ever listen when it came to Edward?.
"Thank you Bella! Soon we will get rid of Victoria and we can do everything you want!" he lowered his head and kissed me. As soon as are lips touched it felt wrong. I ignored it. He grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me closer to him, his tongue swept over my lower lip and found its way inside my
mouth. Still ignoring the feeling, I kissed him back until I couldn't take it anymore. I broke the
kiss and headed inside. Amazed at what I had just done, I sat on the couch.

I couldn't believe I broke the kiss! I always wanted more. That's his job to pull away, not mine. But still I felt good and the wrong feeling vanished.
I know this chapter was crappy but…I didn't know what to write!
I want to bring riley in the story ASAP! But I don't know how!
People please give me ideas for the next chap!
AND I WANTED TO THANK MY BETA: VAMPIRE-ADDICT-22.
WITHOUT HER MY STORIES WOULDN'T BE AS GOOD!

Oh and there's a new film coming out in September-vampires suck-and their basically making fun of the twilight saga! Itsss so funny I would totally see it when it comes out!

Here's the link to the trailer:

http:/www(dot)vampiressuckmovie(dot)com/

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