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Jake

Its been a couple of days since Bella left to save that blood sucker boyfriend of hers. I fuckin can't believe it. That kiss I just thought I had her. I thought she would leave him. I can't believe I love her so much. Ever since I was little, I loved her so damn much. Now she's gone and I can't do anything.

"Jacob, you up? Its 8 o'clock. The pack is here. They wanna talk to you." I heard my dad say behind my closed door.

"Send em in dad." I already knew what they were going to say. they were gonna complain that i gotta give up on Bella and let her be with the damn blood sucker and blah blah blah.

Sam and Quil barged into my room. Almost breaking my door for like the tenth time.

"Hey Jake man come on. Get your ass up and lets go for a run. Forget Bella. You don't need her." Quil yelled out.

"Quil, shut up. Look Jacob, This isn't healthy I know how you feel for her, but you need to focus on your duties right now. Victoria is still out we need to make sure she does no harm to people." said Sam.

"Fine. Ill meet you guys outside." I say getting up. There really was no point in arguing between them. It was just a waste of time.

I got everything ready and walked outside. I tried to avoid Billy so i wouldn't be lectured about being all depressed with Bella gone. But my dad sorta understood why i was like this. Im just glad I didn't imprint on her. From what Sam has told me, once you imprint on a person, your with them for life. They are all you can think about, all that you want and need. I thought that maybe someday, Bella and I would be like Sam and Emily. Hell id give anything for that to happen. Anything to be with Bella.

I walked outside and was greeted by a pack of wolves standing outside my house waiting for me. I quickly morphed into a wolf and ran. I ran away from the pain... But not from the memories...


Bella

Im waiting in my room for Edward to come. I looked at the clock. It was already 8:20... Where was he? I decided to fix up my room a bit before he got here. Since he was taking forever. Luckily Charlie wouldn't be home till 12 so i had a long time to spend with Edward. Man that whole thing with the Volturi was scary as hell. Im glad nothing bad happened to us. But now i have chosen to be a vampire. Not like a have much of a choice anyway. It was either that or die since I knew about the vampires. I didn't mind though. I was going to spend the rest of my life with Edward. That is what I wanted... Right?

I fixed up my desk and noticed a picture that im surprised I had never noticed it lieing there before. It was a picture of me and.. Jacob. We were making mud pies together. We were probably like four or something. We were so close. We still can be... What am I thinking I have Edward back with me now. I need to forget Jacob.

I threw the picture away in the trash. Thinking so much about Jacob wasn't healthy for me. Especially since Edward is here. I just hope Jake can understand. I dont want to hurt him any more. He'll be better off with out a girl like me to bring him down.

"Hey sweet heart." i jumped and turned to see Edward by my window. God we was so hot. He came and hugged me so tight, but not tight to the point he would crush me. I kissed his neck gently.

"I missed you Edward.. Im so glad your back in Forks."

"Bella im so sorry I did that to you. But now im here and we're gonna spend our whole lives together." he said smiling as he kissed my head.

Yea just me and Edward... I looked over at the trash can that held the picture i disposed of Jacob and I... Yea just us together.. Forever...