AN: I hope you guys are liking this story cause I haven't gotten very many reviews D: I hope it's not because the story sucks. :p anyways this is very odd because I can only update on the weekends I may be able to update during the week occasionally but it will most likely be on the weekends. By the way, THIS STORY WILL ALWAYS BE IN HERMIONE POV! IF IT CHANGES I WILL SAY SO.
Disclaimer: Unfortunately I do NOT own the harry potter series. If I had Hermione and Ron would have been together WAY sooner.
"Anything but that," He whispered and walked away leaving me stunned behind him.
I was so caught off guard by him turning so cold and walking away so soon that it took me a minute before actually regaining movement of my body and going after. He was already half-way up to his room by the time I caught up with him.
"What the heck do you mean 'anything but that'?" I asked angrily
"I mean I would've answered anything but that! Are you that thick?" Ron hissed at me. I could see the regret in his eyes once again immediately after this statement.
"Excuse me? I am NOT thick! I am so sick of you being so bipolar with your emotions! One minute your loving and caring and I remember what made me fall in-" I stopped abruptly. It may seem odd that Ron and I hadn't said those three special words to each other yet, but we have just gotten together. I do love Ron and I would like to tell him but suddenly it just seems like he hates me more than ever.
"'Fall in' what?" he asked slowly looking at me suspiciously.
"Nothing, that's not the point anyways. I am not thick and I want to know why you act like you hate looking at me and anything to do with me, acting like you hate me." I said
"I don't hate you I could never hate you," he muttered under his breath "unfortunately". I caught it though and I wanted to know why.
"Why 'unfortunately'? Why do you want to hate me? What did I ever do to you to make you want to hate me?" I asked getting angry at him for having absolutely no reason to want to hate me.
"You know what? I don't want to talk to you about to, and since I'm being honest I don't want to talk to you at all right now." He yelled at me.
"No! you are not walking away this time I am sick of being treated like everything I do is wrong. I want answers and I want them now." I stated firmly.
"What makes you think you can make me do anything?" he asked walking up to me.
"I can't make you do anything, but I can make you wish you had." I said threateningly.
"Blimey, now I remember why I liked Lavender so much more." He mumbled. I once again heard this and my stomach dropped. He seriously needs to learn how to mumble better if he didn't want me hearing this. But maybe he did, maybe that's the reason he said it. He wanted me to hear him. Tears were already welling up in my eyes. I won't stand for being compared to her, and I most definitely won't put up with being treated like this. I'm strong and independent, sometimes stubborn but personally I think these traits are good. I don't like push overs and I don't want to be one, this stops now.
"What did you say?" I asked in a calm voice. His eyes widened considerably.
"N-not-nothing." He stuttered. He knew he was caught. I took a deep breath and steadied myself for what I was about to do.
"I heard what you said, I just was making sure I heard right, apparently I have. Ronald, maybe I haven't been the amazing girlfriend Lavender was because I don't like you snog me every second of the day. I'm sorry I have some modesty and self-control. I'm sick of you treating me like this, I can't stand it. I'm done Ronald I have tried to put up with it thinking it was just a bad mood, but it just hasn't gone away. I don't know what I have done to make you treat me like this but I'm so sick of it. It's-" I choked on my words. I hated myself in that moment as one traitorous tear made its way down my cheek. "It's over Ronald."
"You're lying. You're just angry, you're not actually breaking up with me." He said disbelievingly.
"Yes I am. I can't stand it anymore I am physically drained from it." I stated.
"Well, where are you going to go? You can't possibly think that you're going to stay here do you?" he hissed. I hadn't thought of this, I guess I could always live alone in my parents' house until I go and get them.
"I'm going home." I said evenly. I knew he could see through it though.
"To what, no one is there Hermione." He said coldly. I felt my heart drop; I knew my parents weren't there. Most likely Death Eaters had gone and trashed it when they were looking for me.
"I know that. Doesn't mean I can't still go there. I don't even see why you care you haven't cared about what I do since two weeks ago." I said, "It doesn't matter anyways I'm leaving now. Goodbye Ronald."
I said as I walked by him to Ginny's room. I was really hoping he would stop me but he didn't. He didn't come after me, didn't burst into Ginny's room to stop me and beg for my forgiveness. Ginny on the other hand came rushing in while I was in the middle of packing.
"What the heck is going on? Why are you packing? Why is Ron upset? Are you ok?" Ginny asked all in one breath.
"Ron and I broke up. I'm packing because I can't stay here obviously, and I'm fine." I said my voice quivering.
"WHAT? You- you what?" Ginny exclaimed.
"You heard me. We broke up and I'm leaving." I said.
"Where are you going to go?" she asked quietly. Ginny came and sat on my bed affectively stopping my packing.
"I'm going home." I said pushing her off of my bed so I could continue packing. I really didn't want to talk about it but I thought she should at least know where I'm going.
"Hermione, you know you can't go back home. Death Eaters most likely know where you live it's not quite safe yet. In two weeks you can go back but not now. You know this. They might have already been there and trashed it, or set traps you can't just go alone." She said, talking to me as if I were a five-year old. I didn't want or need this. Gosh these Weasley's are getting on my nerves.
"I know that. Who said I'm going alone?" I asked.
"Who are you taking with you?" She asked questioningly.
"I don't know yet. But I'll find someone first I promise." I said while closing my trunk and standing up. "Well this is it. I'll see you in about two weeks. I have to stop by before going to get my parents. I have to tell someone in the ministry when I'm leaving so they know where to look if I don't turn up." I said.
"I'll go with you, and we will take Harry too. Go wait at the end of the steps and I'll meet you down there with Harry, ok?" I nodded and made my way downstairs to outside. I couldn't believe this was happening, I loved him so much and now I was leaving him. We had just started our relationship and now it's over. I've loved him for five years and now I'm never going to see him again. As I was mulling this over in my head Harry and Ginny came down the steps. I knew Harry had been with Ron and I didn't want to know what horrible things he had most likely said about me.
"Let's get this over with." I said with a clipped tone cutting off all possible conversation.
"ok." They both replied. We apparated to right outside my parents' house, Harry, Ginny, and I all pulled out our wands so we could be ready for anything. The house seemed clear we cast all kinds of spells making sure it was safe to enter without a curse flying at us. I walked in first and looked around, everything seemed fine. We searched all through the house everything was in order and looked as if it hadn't been touched since my parents left. I should have known this wasn't true.
It was in my room that the Death Eaters had destroyed. They had torn the room apart writing 'Mudblood' all over the walls in what looked like blood. It wasn't so much the word 'Mudblood' that hurt me and caused the tears, it was the fact that they had come into my home and my childhood room and destroyed it. Tears began to fall and I heard Ginny, and Harry gasp. Harry walked over to me and wrapped me in a hug and Ginny followed not to shortly after. I heard them cast a spell. I wasn't listening to which one it was but when I turned around my room was back to normal, clean and tidy. I still couldn't look at it though I was going to have to stay in the guest room. I didn't want Harry and Ginny here anymore I wanted to be alone with my thoughts.
Harry and Ginny left shortly after me telling them I didn't want them to comfort me, that I was fine it didn't hurt me that bad, that it was just a shock. All of it was lies but I didn't want them to know I just wanted them gone.
It was raining now, pouring actually. I was staring out the window thinking about everything that had happened I was thinking so hard that I didn't see the person apparate right outside the front door. We had put wards on the house so no one could apparate inside the house. The knocking on the front door pulled me out of my reverie. I pulled my wand out and slowly made my way down to the door and pointed my wand in front of me and opened my door with one quick jerk. I wasn't prepared for what was on the other side of that door. I had thought that he wasn't going to follow me that he didn't want to stop me from leaving but here he stood soaking wet and standing at my front door.
"You want to know what you did to make me want to hate you?" Ron asked. I stood there with my mouth gaping.
AN: Cliffy! Hahaha sorry! I had to! Please please review if you want me to continue this story! I have to have some kind of motivation you know!
