Chapter 2: Shouldn't Kiss Me Like This
Sure I had cheated on Kurt, my husband, with Randy and he had left me. But in my heart I know that I never really loved Kurt. I had used him to get over the Spirit Squad leaving me. When I was with Nicky, a member of the Spirit Squad, he was so flirtatious and so physical that I didn't have time to have a personal and thought based relationship. When I was with Kurt, he was just the opposite. He made sure that he didn't touch me until we were actually married and even when we were we didn't have much of a physical relationship. Randy isn't too much of either. He keeps a fine balance between the physical relationship and the mental relationship and when I'm with him I know what I want in life.
I got a funny feeling
The moment that your lips touched mine
Something shot right through me
My heart skipped a beat in time
Right now I'm waiting backstage for Randy to get out of his locker room. He had a very violent fight tonight with Dave Batista and he was fortunate to have won that. I was proud of him, very proud. So here I am, waiting for him to get done. As soon as he steps out of his locker room, I smile. He's wearing a tight black muscle shirt and his tattoos are showing. My favorite of his tattoos is the one of the tribal design on his right arm. I love it. Anyways, that's beside's the point. Right now he's wearing a tight black muscle shirt, tight black jeans, black buckle shoes, and a pair of black sunglasses. He looks to die for. He pretty much is. "Hey baby," he smiles, holding out a hand.
I take his hand and smile, "Hey sweetie."
There's a different feel about you tonight
It's got me thinkin' lots of crazy things
I even think I saw a flash of light
It felt like electricity
Randy kisses me on the cheek and smiles, "How is my little cupcake doing tonight?"
I blanch at the pet name, "I told you I don't like yeh calling me yeh little cupcake. I ain't a piece of food."
"But you're as cute as a little cupcake." Randy smiles at me. He puts an arm around my waist and leads me out to the limo. "Where to tonight my sweet?"
I blush as Randy opens the door for me and helps me into the limo. Though as sweet as this may seem, it's been the same for months. I'll wait for him after a match, he'll wrap his arm around me and lead me to the limo, we'll go some place nice for dinner, and then we'll go back to the hotel room for sex. The next morning I won't even find him laying next to me. Then, when I get backstage at where ever the show is that night, we'll the start the cycle all over again. For once I wish that I was more to Randy than just someone to have fun with.
You shouldn't kiss me like this
Unless you mean it like that
Cause I'll just close my eyes
And I won't know where I'm at
I sigh, "We should go to a bar."
Randy smirks, a familiar light playing in his eyes. "Sure, that sounds like fun." He just sits there and stares at me like I'm going to do some sort of trick or something. I'm not just something pretty to look at. He knows that. He knows how deadly I can be when I want to be. Finally, we arrive at the bar and he helps me out. I can hear the country music blaring from inside as he opens the door for me. His boys, Ted DiBiase J.R. and Cody Rhodes are sitting at a table and they signal for us to join them. I don't want to. I want for one night, Randy and I to be an actual couple on an actual date. To my surprise, Randy leads me as far away from the two as he can. He smiles as he pulls out my chair, "Is this a good place?"
I nod, hearing the band start to play a slow song. I blush and gesture towards the dance floor, "Wanna dance?"
He smiles at me, takes my hand, and leads me to the dance floor.
We'll get lost on this dance floor
Spinnin' around
And around
And around
Randy pulls me tight and I inhale his masculine scent. The smell of his deodorant, he uses Ax by the way, mixed with the hormones makes me sigh. I love him. I really do. He's handsome and perfect. I let him hold me and I don't protest. Before him I would have never been caught in public being held by a man as we danced like two kids at the high school prom. But with Randy it's different. Randy doesn't make it awkward and I'm almost positive that if someone was going to make a rude comment, he'd hit them and hurt them. Before I know it the first song has ended and we're going into the second. And after that we go into the third and then fourth. We are lost in each other's eyes and not even Ted and Cody can tear us away from each other. I like it. Softly I sigh, "Thank yeh Randy. I don't think that tonight could have been any better."
He turns to me, "It could be."
And around
They're all watchin' us now
They think we're falling in love
They'd never believe we're just friends
I laugh, "How could tonight possibly any more perfect Randy?"
He takes my face in one of his hands and softly kisses my lips. This is something new for me. Though we have gone as far as to have sex, Randy has never kissed me. He's always considered it to be to personal for a woman who was already married to do. I mean, c'mon, if we have sex then we should have kissed. But that's neither here nor there. The point of the matter is that those perfect kissable lips are claiming mine and I sigh. His tongue darts against my teeth, silently requesting entrance to my moist depths. I sigh and before I know it, we're full fledged French kissing. After a while he breaks the kiss and smiles at me, "That's how tonight could get more perfect."
When you kiss me like this
I think you mean it like that
If you do baby kiss me again
Everybody swears we make the perfect pair
I smile as I let a few tears drop down my face. "I…I love yeh."
"Why are you crying? Did I do something wrong?" he asks, terrified that he's hurt me or made me upset.
"I wanted this moment to last forever. I love yeh Randy and I dreamed of the day that yeh would actually treat me like I was more than just a booty call for you." I smile. I don't care who sees me bearing my heart and soul to him. I love Randy and I always will. The world deserves to see how much I love my man. I mean, I showed love for Nicky every time I went to the ring dressed in that god awful cheerleaders outfit and I showed love for Kurt every time I wore that god awful red, white, and blue top. The least I can do for the man of my dreams is let him know how much I love him and dream of being more to him.
But dancing is as far as it goes
Girl you've never moved me quite
The way you moved me tonight
I just wanted you to know
He wraps his arms around me and asks, "You really thought that that was all you meant to me?" He sounds concerned.
I nod, "Yeh never show up until after the show and then what do we do? We go out to dinner just so yeh can wine and dine me before we go back to yeh hotel. I've always wanted more with yeh and yeh just don't seem to understand that."
He smiles, tipping my face up so that I can look him in the eyes. "You have always meant more to me than that. I've risked life and limb to make sure that you can be happy. I never meant for you to feel like that and I hope you never feel like that again." He slips off the ring that he wears on his right hand and smiles, "Until I can get you a real ring would you wear this so that you can be reminded of exactly how much I love you?"
I smile and slip it onto my right hand, "Whenever I feel down, I'll look at this ring and remind myself of how much you love me."
I just wanted you to know
You shouldn't kiss me like this
Unless you mean it like that
Cause I'll just close my eyes
He smiles as he walks me out of the bar, "Now, would you like to go on up to my hotel room."
I nod and for once I don't feel like I'm nothing to him.
And I won't know where I'm at
And We'll get lost on this dance floor
Spinnin' around
And around
And around
And around
They're all watchin' us now
They think we're falling in love
They'd never believe we're just friends
When you kiss me like this
I think you mean it like that
If you do baby kiss me again
Kiss me again
