If you liked it, here is the actual beginning. The actual prologue.
Disclaimer: You know the drill don't own Twilight series or anyone of Stephanie Meyers wonderfully written characters.
Author's note: This is after Jacob has run away. My perception of what would happen.
PROLOGUE
"He left?" Bella questioned. She should have known the news of her and Edward's impending marriage was enough to send her best friend, Jacob in a spiral. But leaving Forks? How would the rest of the world that isn't nearly as supernatural informed recieve a werewolf?
Questioned haunted her mind and she felt the color drain from her face as Sam shook his head in a somber motion. "He left, Bella. He's no longer a wolf anymore and no one can figure out where he is."
"Well, go search for him!" She couldn't help but exclaimed. He may be far from helpless, but he would be alone, and it was all her fault. No one else was around in the isolated place in the woods outside of La Push. The rest of the pack already knew and so Sam had taken her aside to tell her the news.
"Bella, think reasonably. We want to go find him, sure, but he doesn't want to be found. Jacob will come back in his own time, his own way."
"Is it so much to ask that he can come back now?"
"No, but, you see, he just needs some time alone. The news of you and Edward's engagement didn't do much for him." Bella jumped up from where she was sitting in a wooden chair.
"Is that what you think? Is that what everyone thinks? That I just lead him on until he fell in love with me and then I purposely shredded the heart that he had sacrificed to me?"
She was almost at a loss for words. Almost. She was already guilt ridden, she didn't deserve anything more then the werewolves hatred and she knew.
"No, well, some." He corrected. "I want to be honest with you. You might want to lay low for awhile. Just a few days, maybe."
She let a humorless laugh pass through her lips. "I'm now officially banned from La Push now?"
"No," Sam gently held her arm. "Just for a little while. You can still visit, but don't expect the warm welcome that most have given you before."
Bella sighed, knowing the truth of the matter was that Jacob did need his space. He deserved some time on his own. Some time to find himself. And she hoped that he would find what he really wanted. To find what was really out there for him and maybe that wasn't here in Forks or La Push. Maybe it was somewhere else.
Little did Bella know that Jacob was in a crowded street in the warm sunshine. He turned his brown eyes upward to the clear blue sky thinking the exact same thing.
