A/N: I'm sorry this chapter is so short!!!! It is the same as chapter 2 in the other til death story!!!!! Um... I will update tommorow again hopefully and then again on Saturday if i can!!!! Thank you for reading so please Review!!!!

Amber

BPOV

Jacob slowly got up, kissed me on the forehead and left the room. I was all alone again. I had to think this through I had to decide who I wanted to be with and I had to decide while Edward and Jacob were probably down in the cafeteria deciding what to get me to eat. Deciding who knows me better they will probably come back up with all the food down stairs!!! Ok so I have about 15 minutes to decide who I want. Oh great, my life depends on the next 15 minutes! Maybe I should just make a list. Yeah, that's what I will do, I will make a list! I searched for a notebook and a pen then Alice came in my room handed me the notebook and a pretty purple pen and ran out, before I even said thank you. (A/N: Anything on the list not in bold in parentheses is her thinking not writing.)

Why I want to be with Edward: (underline means cross out!!!)

1. He's always making sure I'm okay.(Oh wait Jacob does that too!!!)

1. He's very careful around me. As not to harm me. He's … Protective that's the word I want. (Even my mom noticed that one! She brought that up the last time I went to go see her with Edward. I believe her exact words were "The way he watches you - it's so… protective. Like he's about to throw himself in front of a bullet to save you or something." Wow, I really miss my mom. When I do decide I should go visit her and tell her instead of over the phone.)

2. Were connected through some parallel universe like we were meant to be together.

3. The way my heart beats whenever I'm around him. (Jacob could and never will be able to make me feel like that.)

4. The way that I felt when he left me. (I don't think I could go through that again. I don't think that Jacob would approve of me being around him though, just as friends. They both are getting tired of me not being able to make up my mind.)

5. I don't think I could trust him to not leave me again. (I mean if I could then why would I even be making this stupid list? I guess this has to be number one on my list. But, part of me says there is no way possible that I wouldn't be able to trust him that I should be able to. Why would I ever doubt his word? He's lied to me only once and that's because he thought he was keeping me safe by doing that. Oh well, let's move on to Jacob's list.)

Why I want to be with Jacob:

1. I'm pregnant with his kid! (I really do want this kid to grow with 2 loving parents who don't constantly fight. So he doesn't have to go back and forth all the time.)

2. I love Jacob. (I can't really measure whether it is more then Edward or not because how am I supposed to do that I love them both differently.)

3. He could have imprinted on me and not have told me. (But what if he didn't imprint on me? What if we get married and then he imprints on someone else? What if he leaves me for her??)

4. I can trust him. (He has never deceived me. (Well other then kissing me when I didn't want to kiss him but that's different) He truly does love me will all of his heart)

5. He would be an awesome, loving father and husband. (What more is there to say about that? Yeah I think Edward would too but what if Eric is a Vampire, what would Edward and I (Being a newborn vampire do then?))

I have to choose and I have to choose NOW!!!! They will be back any minute with my food and I have to have decided by then! Or do I want to just talk it out with BOTH of them? And decide fROm there? That's when Jacob and Edward entered. Edward entered first with an Arby's bag and Jacob right after him with a Pizza from Pizza Hut. What did I say about them not being able to decide what to get me? About thinking they both now what's better for me?

JPOV (back to when he left Bella's room)

I walked out of Bella's hospital room after giving her a kiss on the forehead. All I had to do was think that "Bella is hungry and wants something to eat, what should I get her?"

And Edward volunteered to go get Bella's lunch.

"No, that's ok I will go get her something from the Pizza Hut around the corner."

"Wouldn't you rather stay with Bella anyway? I can go get her something from Arby's across town."

"No! She is my fiancée I will get her food!" That's when we started a scene. Everyone stopped what they were doing and stared at our beginning fight.

"I tried to be nice and volunteer to get Bella's food! It's not like I'M TRYING TO STEAL HER FROM YOU LIKE YOU DID TO ME!!!"

That's when the bloodsucker's dad came to get him and calm him down. His brother, the one who controls emotions, came to talk to me.

A/N:I will put the next chapter up tomorrow hopefully!!!! um... for those of you reading both stories i will let you know if they differ on each chapter they won't yet, but they will in the future!!!Thank your for reading now push that little mezmerizing button please!!!!!

Amber