I walked with her to her Husband Clay I smiled and everyone whistled I blushed to the roots of my hair which I am currently pushing away from my face. "and she rises clean!" bobby said laughing I snorted and crossed my arms over my chest.

"Am I really always that dirty?" I asked putting my hands in my back pocket and they all nodded. Jax got smacked in the back of the head and gestured to me. I smiled at him and he smiled back.

"wow…amber…you look great" he said I shrugged a bit and gestured away. "come on…you can come with me for a beer" I said smirking he nodded and followed after me. I turned when we were near the bikes.

"what are you doing?" he asked with a slight laugh I handed him his helmet and took him to my bike I sat on it and smirked.

"come on we are seeing your son whether you like it or not.." I said putting my helmet on he shook his head.

"I cant…the club-" he started prtoesting I sighed and shook my head.

"Listen Telller…family is in important...okay…so lets go or I shall hogtie you to the seat now get on" I said firmly he sighed and ran a hand through his hair and got on.

We drove in silence and he went to see wendy and his son. He stormed out after I took a drag and he did as well fuming and handed it back to me. We drove to his house and I got off seeing his moms car there which is curious. We went inside and she is cleaning I sighed and stood there for a minute and I saw her smack him and I cringed a bit memory flying through my head.

"i-I will just go.." I said starting to walk back "I kind of don't belong here.." I said edging more but Jax and Gemma stopped me.

"wait…" gemma said I stopped and jax sighed a bit.

"listen he will make it if you both have faith and know in your heart he will…I don't belong in this conversation.." I said moving towards the door. Jax took my arm and sighed abit.

"I don't even know why I am doing this.." he said looking at his arm and pulling me to the table.

I sat down and listened to them and Gemma left I saw jax get up and I followed him and he flushed Crank down the toilet and looked at me. I sighed and went to my bike jax picked me up and put me on the back and drove me to the bar he got off and looked at me I smiled at him and nodded he nodded as well.

I went with gemma the next day to the hospital I smirked and saw Gemma pull up taras shirt and there was nothing there. I lifted mine up and pulled my pants down to show my crow and she glared at me I wiggled my fingers and gemma pulled me to the side and told me what the boys want me to do for them I went wide eyed in shock and gulped a bit nervously.

The next couple days were spent with me in the shop practicing hand to hand combat. I saw Donna for the first time she freaked and jax put a hand on my shoulder then slid it to my waist. I stood there and sighed a bit we went to his bike and we went to his dorm. I changed into leather pants and my push up bra which I don't normally wear. I sighed and jax looked at me through the mirror I blushed and looked away. I looked around and couldn't find my top I sighed annoyed and turned around hands on my hips my top is pretty tight and leather.

"jax where is my top!" I said annoyed he looked at me and raised an eyebrow at my belly scar I cringed at covered it. He also saw my tat.

"when did you get that?" he asked I sighed a bit.

"when me and belle went together and gemma along with clay said it was fine." I said he walked over and pulled my hand down and traced my scar I shivered and he handed me my leather tank top along with my long sleeve shirt. I blushed and put them on and followed him out to our bikes I got and followed him to the place.

We got followed by the others slowly and Clay nodded to me. We slid inside and I wired the place with bombs and such and I smirked as I worked I couldn't help but grin but something happened I stood stock still jax and the others went out and I sighed a bit and when I heard guns I flinched at each shot. Then I saw a man go after jax and I saw him shoot and I slit his throat. Jax gaped and I looked at him.

"don't look at me like that jax.." I said annoyed I wiped it and went inside and did my part with the fireworks..they set them all up and I stuck on in one the guys asses and nodded at my work. I got onto my bike and followed the car.

I went to the hospital and saw gemma and wendy I smirked and stood in the door. "listen wendy is it?" I asked and she nodded scared I smirked and looked her in the eyes.

"you come near abel….or even jax…I will kick your ass to the curb do you fucking hear me?" I asked and gemma looked impressed.

I saw tara and she told me the news and jax came around and I ran to him and hugged him laughing. "hes going to make it!" I said excitedly he grinned and I pulled away after hugging him and I felt like kissing him and I hesitated not sure how…sad as that sounds…he brushed his lips against mine and I felt him tense and we both pulled back I looked him in the eyes I swear I saw forever in them..but I wasn't sure how to go around with this.

"your bleeding" he said I looked at him and then myself

"just a cut..you have blood on you too go get some scrubs for us and lets go change.." I said and he nodded at me and got them I was already getting it off and I sighed a bit I got the dirt and such off as well. I stood in my bra and boy shorts panties that are lace both black and I sighed a bit. I was handed the scrubs and I quickly changed into them I went to leave I stood outside and we stood around abel and i smiled a bit and looked at clay.