Continuation to Under the Mistletoe!

Will smiled tentatively at Sonny, who was patiently waiting for Will to affirm their "No more secrets promise".

"Would you mind if we went back to your apartment, I have to talk to you, and I would rather we talk in private." Will said nervously.

"Sure, anything you need, Will, you know that." Sonny said. "Let's go!" Sonny laced his fingers through Will's as they ducked out of the entrance way.

It was chilly, but not bitterly cold like it had been for the last few days. Sonny had decided to walk over instead of drive, so that he would have plenty of time to think about what he wanted to say to Will. "Sorry, I walked over" Sonny said, as they left the square.

"Oh, that's fine!" Will said as he took a deep breath, sending up a silent Thank you, for the extra few minutes, to feel the warmth of Sonny's hand in his.

The rest of the walk over was pretty quiet, each one wrapped in their own thoughts. Sonny was oblivious to the nervousness that Will was feeling, as he was silently reveling in the knowledge that all has been forgiven. He thought to himself that he will never make that same mistake again. He knows now that he loves Will, Truly loves him, and never wants to be separated from him again.

Will was nervous and trying to work out the correct way to say what has to be said. I cannot keep this secret anymore, but please God let him understand… I can't lose him.

Once they arrived at Sonny's door, he reluctantly dropped Will's hand and pulled his key's out to unlock the door. When he had the door opened he motioned for Will to go in first and then he followed him in.

Will had only gotten a couple of steps inside the door when Sonny closed the door behind him and grabbed Will's arm, he pulled him around and moved in close. I've missed you, he said as he pressed his lips to Wills. Will closed his eyes against the guilt that threatened to take over and put his arms around Sonny. He slid his hand up through the back of Sonny's hair and held him close, as he tilted his head and opened his mouth to Sonny's exploration.

I have missed this so much, Will thought to himself, just one more kiss and then I will tell him… I have to tell him the truth!

The kiss seemed to go on and on, Sonny pulled back just a little and pulled Will's bottom lip between his teeth and gave him a little nip. Will moaned into his mouth, and that was all the encouragement that Sonny needed. He slid his hands between their bodies and began unbuttoning Will's shirt, without breaking the kiss. He slid his tongue over Wills lip to soothe him. Will took control of the kiss, then as his hands were on each side of Sonny's face holding him still while he devoured his mouth. Sonny was drowning in the sensations of Will kissing, licking, sucking and biting gently on his lips.

Once Sonny had Will's shirt unbuttoned he quickly pushed it from Will's shoulders and let it fall to the floor. Then he pulled his undershirt from his pants and slid his hand's underneath to glide them over Will's stomach and chest, pulling a moan from Wills throat. Will reached down unbuttoned Sonny's pants and pushed them down over his hips, They fell in a pool at Sonny's feet and he kicked his shoes off and then pushed his pants off of his ankles with his feet. He surprised Will by sliding his hands down over his bottom and lifting him off of the floor! Will immediately wrapped his legs around Sonny's hips and rubbed himself against him. Sonny shuddered and started across the room toward the bed. Will slid his lips away from Sonny's and Sonny issued a protesting whine, until he felt Will's tongue tickling the sensitive spot just below is ear.

Sonny felt his knees hit the edge of the bed and he laid Will back, and pressed a quick kiss to his lips. Then he reached for the button to his jeans. Once he had them unfastened, Will lifted his hips to allow Sonny to strip them from his legs, taking his boxer briefs with them. He looked into Will's eyes as he reached up and started to unbutton his own shirt. Will sat up brushed his hands away so that he could finish the buttons himself. Once he had the shirt open he leaned in and kissed Sonny's stomach, swirling his tongue into his belly button. Will hooked his fingers in the waist band of Sonny's boxers and tugged them down. Sonny reached down and ripped the tee shirt off of Will and tossed it to the floor, before shrugging his own shirt from his shoulders.

They tumbled back on the bed together, in a tangle of arms and legs. Sonny was kissing a line along Will's neck and shoulder as Will wrapped his hand around Sonny's hard length. Sonny gasped and sank his teeth into Will's shoulder. Will explored and teased Sonny's length, touching and caressing, but never giving exactly what he needed… not yet. Sonny wasn't sure how much more of this he can take…. It has been a while since they were together like this.

Suddenly Sonny is sure that he can't take it, not this time… there will be time enough for teasing and achingly slow love later… Right now all he can think of is burying himself in Wills welcoming body over and over again…

Sonny pulled Will's hand from him roughly, and Will looked up with fear and uncertainty in his eyes. Sonny met his eyes, and smiled sheepishly, "Sorry, I just need more…" Sonny reached over to the bedside table and grabbed a condom and the lube, Will's eyes followed his movements and his eyes darkened as he understanding dawned in his mind. He moved to turn over, but Sonny shook his head, and guided Will's legs apart.

Sonny took care of Will first, making sure that he was ready for him, then he rolled the condom on and fell over Will, he took his mouth in a scorching kiss as he swiftly buried himself to the hilt. Will whimpered, into his mouth and Sonny stilled for a moment to give him time to adjust.

It only took a second for Will, to start squirming beneath him, moving his hips, in a silent invitation asking Sonny for more. Will pulled his lips from Sonny's and moaned, "Sonny, Please…" Those two little words seemed to be all Sonny needed. Suddenly he was pounding into Will over and over, going at a punishing pace. Will was matching him thrust for thrust. Their bodies were glistening in the darkened room with a fine sheen of sweat that was covering both of their bodies.

Will kissed the curve of his shoulder, caressed the damp skin of his back, his hands stealing down to grasp Sonny's backside. Sonny was so close to that edge, he shifted a little looking for that spot that he knows drives Will crazy, suddenly Will Grasps Sonny's hips, holding him so tight that tomorrow there would probably be bruises, and he knows that he has found it. One then two more strokes and Will is screaming out, as he feels himself flying apart, Sonny is right behind him trying to hold back just long enough to know that Will is completely satisfied, then he slides home one last time. He cries out as his orgasm is ripped from him.

He collapsed beside Will and pillowed his head on Will's chest. Will automatically wrapped his arm around Sonny's shoulder. Sonny sighed in contentment, and lazily trailed his fingers across Will's chest, up and down his forearm. Touching him because he couldn't stand to not be touching him, This is where he belongs.

Will was drawing circles on Sonny's shoulder with his fingertips, feeling guilty as hell. Silently ranting at himself. He cannot believe that he let this happen, as amazing as it was, he should never have let things get this far before telling Sonny the truth.

"You're quiet, Will. Are you Ok, I didn't hurt you did I?" Sonny said as he raised up on his elbow , and looked at him. "No, No I am great, that… that was …incredible!" Will said as he smiled a sad smile.

"Okay, Will" Sonny said as he sat up, and adjusted the comforter around him. "What's wrong, you haven't been yourself in weeks, something has been eating at you." "I know that you don't want to talk about it, but I feel it, whatever it is, it's tearing us apart, and I won't let that happen!" "Please Will, Trust me, trust in my love for you!" "Let me help you…"

Will scooted up in the bed until he was leaning against the headboard. "Sonny, I…" Will hung his head, and covered his face with his hands… Sonny grabbed Will's hands and pulled them away from his face, and held them in his own. "Sonny…there is something that you need to know, a lot actually, but I know you are going to hate me!" He raised his head and looked into Sonny's eyes.

"I could never hate you, Will!" Sonny promised. But Will shook his head adamantly, "You don't know Sonny, you have no idea what I have done." Will protested. "I'm the father, the father of Gabi's baby!" suddenly the truth just burst out of him, he could not hold it in any longer….

Sonny looked at Will with confusion and hurt raging in his eyes… He pulled his hands back and put them in his lap. "Will, What are you saying?, more importantly why are you saying that?"

"Because it's true." Will moaned… "I am so sorry Sonny…I… I wanted to tell you… the whole time I wanted to tell you." "I was just so afraid of losing you…. I couldn't… I didn't want you to… to be… disappointed in me…."

Sonny sat there, perfectly still while Will struggled with his words. Suddenly he picked up his Boxers off the floor and jerked them on. He walked away from the bed, as he ran a hand through his hair.

"Let me get this straight, You have known the whole time…. The first night we made love, that's when she told you right…. She told you that night that you were going to be a father… and you did not think that maybe you should share this with me… I am supposed to be your boyfriend" Sonny said dejectedly.

"Sonny" Will said desperately "Let me explain, please!"

"Yes, please… Explain to me how this happened, and while you're at it… can you help me understand why you came here tonight… why you let me make a fool of myself…"

"No, Sonny stop! I came here tonight because I love you, Because I have missed you so much, I am miserable without you."

"It was the night after the tunnel explosion, when you came looking for me, I had just had a horrible argument with "T" and he had really gotten under my skin with all his gay bashing. I was still struggling to be comfortable and confident. That's when you found me, and you took me by surprise when you kissed me. I didn't mean to push you away that night… Then after I thought about it I came to the coffee shop to apologize to you, to see if we could try the kiss again, When I got there, you were with Brian and he was touching your lip, it looked like you two were…. together" "So I left, I thought that I had screwed up any chance I may have had with you…"

"Anyway so I ran into Gabi, who was having a bad night! She and Chad had a terrible fight and he kicked her out." "We were hanging out together, trying to console each other, and I don't know how It happened, but we ended up having sex that night…." "The next morning we agreed that we had both made a terrible mistake. " We were never going to talk about it again…. Until this happened….

After Will was done, he fell silent, and covered his face again, he still hadn't moved from his place on the bed. But Sonny was up and pacing around the room in agitation. He could not sit still… so many feelings to deal with… Anger, hurt, jealousy, fear….

When he heard the rustling of clothes, Will raised his face from his hands, and looked at Sonny as he buttoned his pants and reached for his shirt. "I need time to think, Will." I am going for a walk….I….I don't think you should be here when I get back." Sonny said sadly.

Sonny pulled on a jacket and headed for the door. "Sonny, wait, please… We can work this out!"

"Maybe, maybe not, I need to think…" Sonny said as he walked out the door.