OH MY GOD. She knows... that's why she's avoiding me. She's not spoken to me in over a week. That sounds obsessive but she's my BEST friend. There is something up, I know there is. I bet Harry told her. Damn it I knew I shouldn't have gone to that party.

Just some backstory for ya, I went to a party, invited by Her of course, and I got completely and utterly drunk. It was embarrassing. And I may or may not have admitted my undying and horribly clichéd love for 'mione to Harry when I was sitting basically on his lap and fondling his hair. I'M DYING OF EMBARRASSMENT.

OH DEAR GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE. I have to sit next to her in transfiguration. AAAAA I really would rather be sucked into the void than have her find out. What about the friendship? What about the times she's spent crying to me about Ron and their crappy relationship(although I totally saved her from that shit bag... just saying!) All the advice I gave is going to look like I gave it for my advantage. Shitshitshit.

Ok. Its transfiguration time and all I need to do is act normal. Yep. Tis going to be simple. *SARCASM*

~~~~~~After transfiguration~~~~~~

HOLY CRAP! She kissed me. She actually kissed me. Oh and I punched Goyle in the face. I think I'm still in shock. Once again, have the story.

So I walked into the class and dropped my stuff onto the desk, she was already there …. so I just sat down and said

"Hi 'mione!" And gave her a little head ruffle. ~not weird! I do it all the time~ aaaaanyway..

She looked up at me and she had puffy, red eyes so I instinctively slipped my arms around her, pulled her into me and kissed her head. I hate seeing her sad. But she wouldn't tell me what was wrong so I was forced to sit through that WHOLE HOUR with her sniffling next to me.

After the class she pulled me into an empty classroom and sat me on a desk. She pressed a finger into my chest and said

"You've been hiding something from me Malfoy." I went bright red and ruffled my hair, a sure sign I was embarrassed..

"whaaaat? Noooo.. I've hidden nothing." I barely managed to talk. DAMN IT SHE'S SO CUTE WHEN SHE'S MAD...

"Harry. Told. Me. What. You. Said." She stepped closer with every word, by this point we were nose to nose. I just giggled and inwardly cringed. She looked so pissed. So I moved my head back slightly and smirked at her, and that's when it happened. Her expression changed to mimic mine and she put her mouth to my ear and just whispered

"I love you too" and she pulled away and just laughed at me. I mean I did look like a deer in the headlights but my god what happened next... she slipped between my legs and just kissed me. Actually kissed me. Jesus Christ it was the single best moment in my entire life. When we pulled away to breath I held her away from me and said

"Waitwaitwait. Were you all red eyed just for effect? Just so you could have your way with me? I feel shocked! And slightly aroused but we'll ignore that."

"well of course I did." She giggled and replied "no, my life doesn't revolve around you sweetheart, and keep your mind out of the gutter you disgust me.*insert ADORABLE giggle* I had a pretty crap morning to be honest"

Now this is where I got very protective and 'manned up' you know the whole puffed up chest and the "WHO THE FUCK HURT MY PRINCESS?" And the threats to murder who it was.. turns out it was Goyle. He decided that she was his victim for the day. He'd called her a slut, a whore, a bitch and just to cap it all off he called her an 'M' word. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK! So I stormed out with Hermione following me yelling at me to stop but I found Goyle and told him what I thought of him... and then proceeded to punch him in the face.

OK don't judge me! he called my GIRLFRIEND(I know I love it! And her...) an 'M' word! So um yeah. Still totally worth it. I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND AND ITS HERMIONE FUCKING GRANGER! FUCK YEAH! SHIT I should spend some time with her. Step two is to plan the best mother fucking date she's ever been on.