Okay sorry taking so long to post this chapter, it was intended as a one-shot but a couple of people asked me to continue. Not sure if there will be more after this or not but keep your eye out just in case.
Kate,
I think you know you're the one I want to be with I'm a one detective man, you've done that to me. I think of you every day, what could have been, what should be. I want to see you, to say hello. No more than that, to hold you tight, to be with you. I want to hear your voice, to hear you speak. Yet I know it will hurt too much. That's why I haven't been to see you.
She is a wonderful, smart, funny woman, I can't deny that. But she's not you. Kate all I want is you but I don't know what to do, how we can move on from this, I just don't know. We'll never be normal again, then again when were we ever?
You said you're sorry, but so am I, you're not the only one that did something wrong. I promised you always and I broke that promise. I can never forgive myself for that.
It hurts just to read your words. Who knew you had such a way to cause pain in writing, certainly not me. But that pain isn't because you broke my heart, it's because I know how much I still love you and that
Don't say goodbye Kate our lives are entwined something that can never be undone.
Rick
