After Dr. Cullen got there everything started to go good, but I wouldn't dilate, so I had to have an c-section. "okay "I'm just going to cut you open now Taylor" don't need to know, I thought to myself "hey Tay, I'm going to record this" Jay said "sure go a head" I said not caring. I heard a baby scream after about 3 minutes, then the doctor saying "a boy", then "another boy" 15 second later, "and then "a girl?", and then right after that "a boy". what the hell I thought to myself, I thought I was just having three boys.

"a girl?" I think everyone just got in throw there heads. "what do you mean, she was suppose to have just three boys", "yeah", "that's weird", "I wonder how that happened". after about 5 minutes of asking the doctor the same questions over and over again, all I wanted to do was hold my babies.

"okay, Taylor, your first born was, 5/pds, and the second was 5/pds,4/oc, and the third was 4/pds, and the fourth was 5/pds." I didn't know what to say so I just shook my head yes, "umm, can I hold my first son, now?" "sure thing just a second" then next thing I know I'm holding a little blue bundle. "I'm going to name you, Drake Nadien Meekiss" I said giving him a kiss "what about this one sis?" Jay said "umm, Julian Jay Meekiss", "and that one your holding will be Jadien Jamie Meekiss" I was trying to decide on a name for my daughter, I never really thought about girl names because I thought I was having all girls, Emma, Sunny, Rose, Kim, Ashley, no I like Sunny and Rose but then again I want my mothers name too "and for my little girl, Sunny Julia Autum Meekiss", "that's beautiful my dear" my mom said

About twenty minutes after giving birth, I start feeling a little light headed, then dizzy. I didn't want to worry anyone so I didn't say anything. After a few minutes I started feeling worse, so I got up and went to the washroom, that making it worse then it already was, I made sure not to show it in my face. Once in the washroom I was standing at the sink washing my face off. I started to feel dizzy so, I was griping myself on the sink. My vision started to go fuzzy, I tried to blink it away but it made it worse.

I felt my forehead and I was burning up. My legs were giving up and I feel to the floor hitting my head on the toilet. Then everything started to go black, I tired to yell for help but nothing came out, I also tried to kick or something but arms and leg weren't moving. I figure that, this was meant to happen, believe me, I wanted to spend the rest of my life with my kids, but it looked like that wasn't going to happen. I most of layed there for about a good 15 minutes and I was fighting my hardest to stay awake but I was slipping. Finally, the blackness just took over me.