DarkN: Well, since I got a lot of positive response for this story, I'M GOING TO CONTINUE IT!

Kendall and James: NO!

DarkN: YES! SO WE ALL GET TO WATCH THIS STORY BLOSSOM! :) Lol Disclaimer.

When Kendall opened his eyes, they were quite blurry and staring up at a bright ceiling light. ''What the hell someone turn that off.'' He murmured groggily. His bottom lip felt stiff, like he had stitches on it. When he touched it with one of his fingers, it really DID have stitches on it. His neck had gauze wrapped around it, and it looked like it needed to be changed. When he went to sit up, a shot of pain coursed through him, coming from his lower area. ''Ghng..'' He muttered in pain. Were is he? It looks like a hospital. But why would he be in a-?

That's when it hit him. James, biting his neck, the rape. The tearing of his hole...

The pain.

The absolute searing pain he had felt as James plowed into him. Just the thought about it made hot tears start to drip out of his eyes. He felt a soft and warm hand push him back onto the bed. Kendall started to panic. Was it happening again? Was a nurse or somebody going to rape him just like James had because he's vulnerable? Kendall started to push against the hand but another pair, this time a pair of rough and cold hands started pushing him back. Kendall fought against them, which only led to more pain from his neck, and lower area. ''Stop...STOP!'' Kendall yelled as he lashed out against the hands, whacking one of them in the face.

''Kendall honey please calm down...'' Came a familiar sounding voice. It sorta...soothed Kendall in a way. ''The doctors are only here to check on you.'' Kendall finally recognized the voice. His mom. Kendall finally relaxed and let the doctors push him back down onto the bed, the pain of Kendall's neck and lower area subsided. ''Kendall, we repaired what we could to your...er...area.'' The doctor said sorta uncomfortably. It looked like to Kendall, the doc. Was used to telling that to females.

No surprise there.

''There was some broken tissue in your neck and lip that we had to repair also. With that said you need to stay another night, just so we make sure you don't do anything drastic with the new stitches in place. After tomorrow, you won't a loud to play any sports, ride skateboards, rough house, or anything like that until the stitches are healed.''

''But what about BTR?'' Came a another familiar voice from the doorway.

It sounded like Carlos.

The doc. Sighed. ''The only thing Mr. Knight here can do for that would be to rehearse new songs. But he's not allowed to jump around or do anything like that until the stitches are gone. Now, Mr. Knight, do you remember who did this to you?'' Everyone's gaze turned on Kendall, waiting for an answer. James gave him a look that said, if you tell, I'm going to fucking hunt you down and kill you.

Kendall gulped. ''I-I don't remember... its all a blur.'' He heard a few people sigh. He knew he had disappointed them by not telling them who it was, but he just...couldn't. Especially because of that death glare James just sent him. ''Mom, can I come in now?'' Came Katie's voice from behind the door, out into the hall Kendall was guessing. Ms. Knight, and Logan moved out of the way for Katie to get in. She squeezed in and ran to Kendall and hugged him. ''Are you ok bro?'' She asked worriedly. Kendall could only crack a smile.

''I'll be fine Katie...don't worry about me.''

''How can I not? Some grade A a-hole raped you!'' Kendall say James somewhat stiffen at that comment. The doctor glanced at his watch, then looked up. ''Visiting hours are over, say your good-byes and go.'' Katie gave Kendall a hug, and Ms. Knight kissed his forehead. ''Night, Kendall.'' The guys said before following Ms. Knight out of the door.

Kendall sat up and brought his knees to his chest and wrapped his arms around them. He barred his face into his knees. What does James have planned for him tomorrow since he's coming home and they have to share the same room. He was still confused on why James had raped him...

Kendall felt empty inside now...like nothing will ever fill the space. He didn't felt like this yesterday...well...before the rape at least... Now it feels like...there's one part of life he's missing and will always miss. Is it...love? Or is it simply just sex? Kendall wasn't sure...but he knew one thing for sure.

That the 'one time' rape, would turn into molesting. He was sure of that. Especially since he and James share the same good damn room, and James was known for his addiction to sex.

He knew James was only going to use him for sex. He'd basically be a whore to James. Someone he could fuck without James having to pay Kendall. A tear dripped from Kendall's eyes. That was not what he wanted to be to somebody.

He didn't want to be a sex toy. He wanted to be loved and cared about. Not just a quick and easy fuck. He hated his life. A nurse came in a moment later, frowned and forced Kendall to lay down on the bed. ''Try to sleep, ok?'' She said sweetly.

Kendall could only nod groggily. It only took a second for Kendall to close his eyes and drift into sleep.

With the others

''I hope the find out who ever did this to Kendall! Because they, WILL PAY!'' Carlos yelled as they walked through the parking lot to the car. James fidgeted a little. He didn't like the feeling he got when they talked about James raping Kendall, although they don't know James raped Kendall. It made him feel funny. He got what he wanted. He had taken Kendall's virginity. It just seemed it wasn't enough. ''James, are you going to get in the car?'' James was jerked out of his thoughts by the sound of Logan's voice.

''Of course I am.'' James said as he got into the car and shut the door.

Time skip...the next day before Kendall's departure.

''Well, it sleeps the stitches are holding well...in er...both areas.'' Kendall nodded. ''Come back in about a month to get them taken out.'' Kendall nodded, making a mental note to tell his mom. ''Well...see you in a month Mr. Knight.'' Kendall got up from the chair he was sitting in, slowly. Then he walked out to the parking lot, and saw Katie and Ms. Knight standing out by the car. Carlos was there, and Logan was too...but it seems like someone's missing.

That's when it hit Kendall.

James.

Where could he be though?

Kendall's insides twisted. 'He's planning something.' Kendall thought. Something bad. Kendall got into the car and on the way back to the Palm Woods, his stomach got tighter and tighter. ''Mom...pull over.'' Everyone looked at him in surprise. ''Why?''

''Just. Do. It. NOW!'' Ms. Knight quickly turned the car onto the shoulder of the road and unlocked the doors. Kendall threw the door open and spilled his lunch and breakfast onto the side of the road. Logan, who was sitting in between Carlos and Kendall, rubbed Kendall's back sympathetically. Kendall hurled one more time before he shut the car door and whipped his mouth on the edge of his shirt sleeve. ''You ok Kendall?''

''Yeah...just a little sick I guess...'' Ms. Knight looked at Kendall, then she pulled the car back onto the road.

Once to the Palm Woods, Kendall, Logan, and Carlos walked up to 2J, while Ms. Knight and Katie went to the store. When they got into 2J, Kendall was somewhat pleasantly surprised to see James just sitting there on the couch. 'Maybe he isn't going to do anything to me.' Kendall thought, although he knew that wasn't the case. ''Hey, whatcha watching James?'' Carlos asked as he plopped down besides his friend. ''Grown Ups.'' James replied as he watched Adam Sandler shoot a arrow into the sky and scream, ''I LOST IT IN THE SUN!'' and a blonde haired dude yell, ''I LOSE!'' before running away from the circle, along with Adam Sandler, Kevin James, and Chris Rock. The only dude left was the one with the toope. James, and Carlos laughed. Logan smiled at the scene and sat down besides his boyfriend (Carlos). Kendall couldn't help but smile and sit down besides Logan and watch the rest of the movie with them.

About 2 Hours Later, when Ms. Knight and Katie came home.

When Ms. Knight and Katie got home two hours later, they was surprised to see the boys asleep on the couch. Logan's head was leaning on Carlos' shoulder and Carlos had a arm wrapped around Logan's shoulders. James was slumped in the chair and Kendall had completely fallen over and his face was barried into a pillow. Ms. Knight smiled and motioned at Katie to not wake them up. Katie nodded and left to her room, and Ms. Knight soon departured to her own room after kissing each boy on the forehead.

DarkN: Yesh its longer than the first chapter but it is very short. I SWEAR TO GOD THESE CHAPTERS WILL GET LONGER! I PROMISE! :) Also, I don't plan on having James as dark as he was in the first chapters but he will be VERY dark in other chapters. Also, yes I DID bring the Cargan shipping into this. There will be SOME chapters were its just Logan and Carlos and I might add some sex scenes for the shipping too so, what I want to know is, do you want Logan submissive and Carlos dominate or Logan dominate and Carlos submissive? Or do you want them to take turns? R&R