Hey all this just a little filler to hold you all over while I finish the next chapter ;) (i'll post the songs name so not a bunch of songs will take up all of this story)
After I stormed out, I went to the park and sat down. I looked at the sky and knew that whatever happened from here on out would be for the best, out the corner of my eye I saw Nari sit next to me. We stayed silent until I was ready to talk, she took a deep breath and sighed.
"I know your pain all too well…" she looked down
"I've been down your road before once too many times. I wanted to be with someone who always looked the other way, after years of being alone I ended up with someone who was verbally abusive."she looked at the sky
"he was always bring up my past sex life every time we got into a fight, he'd basically call me a whore and stuff. It was more so before we met when I slept with someone else, he then lied to me about going out with a friend to go and try and have sex with another girl. After that all my walls went up and I pushed him away." she let out a breath
"but I refuse to let that happen to you. Honestly it's easy to get up and move on, but it's harder to let someone in." she put an arm around me and we stayed silent.
After a while I felt her move and look at the time.
"they should be done setting up by now." she looked over at me.
"we can always do a face reveal tonight"
"If we do that people might try to find us"
"they don't know our real names though, unless the figure it out. So friends might know who you are, But the random people won't." she lightly nudged me.
I took a deep breath "Alright let's do it."
We both stood from the bench and made our way over to where the stage would be in the park. We saw the black curtain and made our way to the back of the stage, we went into her trailer to start getting ready.
I looked at myself in the mirror I was in a black and dark pink skirt, a tank top and black tights, I saw her drap a black with a pink splatter designs cape around my shoulders and put up the hood.
I looked at her and anna, anna was in a black and orange striped dress with a sunburst cape on.
Nari was in a black tank top, ripped jeans, and dark purple hightops, her cape was so dark that when it moved in the light it gave a bluish purple tint to it.
We walked out of the trailer and got with the guys Alya and Nino were ready with Alya wearing a cape that matched her hair and Nino in a green cape.
I looked at Vinnerix and Xriku, Vinnerix was in a navy blue cape while Xriku was in a white one.
With all our hoods up the lights came up one by one but mine, I watched from the side as Nari walked up to the mix.
"Tonight is a very special night you know." She said with a smirk.
"It's the night everyone has been waiting for, for years" I watched Anna say with her guitar.
"But you will only see it when a special guest decides to join us." Xriku said on bass
"So let's being" vinnerix said on drums
"This song is to our special guest" i watched them all give a sad smirk
Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free—
I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free
This was such a dark song but enjoyable for the most part, i thought with a smile.
And maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change and it all will fade to black
Will tomorrow ever come? Will I make it through the night?
Will there ever be a place for the broken in the light?
Am I hurting? Am I sad? Should I stay, or should I go?
I've forgotten how to tell. Did I ever even know?
Can I take another step? I've done everything I can
All the people that I see I will never understand
If I find a way to change, if I step into the light
Then I'll never be the same and it all will fade to white
I watched the crowd dance to this song
Ever on and on I continue circling
With nothing but my hate in a carousel of agony
Till slowly I forget and my heart starts vanishing
And suddenly I see that I can't break free—
I'm slipping through the cracks of a dark eternity
With nothing but my pain and the paralyzing agony
To tell me who I am, who I was
Uncertainty enveloping my mind
Till I can't break free
And maybe it's a dream; maybe nothing else is real
But it wouldn't mean a thing if I told you how I feel
So I'm tired of all the pain, all the misery inside
And I wish that I could live feeling nothing but the night
You can tell me what to say; you can tell me where to go
But I doubt that I would care, and my heart would never know
If I make another move there'll be no more turning back
Because everything will change and it all will fade to black
If I make another move, if I take another step
Then it all would fall apart. There'd be nothing of me left
If I'm crying in the wind, if I'm crying in the night
Will there ever be a way? Will my heart return to white?
Can you tell me who you are? Can you tell me where I am?
I've forgotten how too see; I've forgotten if I can
If I opened up my eyes there'd be no more going back
'Cause I'd throw it all away and it all would fade to black
I knew who the song was aimed at i gave a sad smile while they played another song
-songs-
Two black cadillacs
I can fuck you betta
Discord
Fuck away the pain
I heard the music change i knew what time it was now i took a deep breath and someone handed me a mic.
Nari:
I'm in the business of misery, let's take it from the top
She's got a body like an hourglass that's ticking like a clock
It's a matter of time before we all run out
When I thought he was mine, she caught him by the mouth
I waited eight long months
She finally set him free
I told him I couldn't lie, he was the only one for me
I took a deep breath and joined her
Both:
Two weeks and we had caught on fire
She's got it out for me, but I wear the biggest smile
Whoa, well I never meant to brag
But I've gotten what I wanted now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so
It just feels so good
Me:
Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change
Once a whore, you're nothing more, I'm sorry that'll never change
And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged
I'm sorry honey, I passed out, now look this way
Well there's a million other girls who do it just like you
Looking as innocent as possible to get to who
They want and what they like, it's easy if you do it right
Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse!
I watched the crowd and saw them look at me with wide eyes from what i said to her before i stormed out on them earlier.
Both:
Whoa, well I never meant to brag
But I've gotten what I wanted now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so
It just feels so good
I watched his wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving you
Just watch my wildest dreams come true
Not one of them involving
Whoa, well I never meant to brag
But I got him where I want him now
Whoa, well I never meant to brag
But I've gotten what I wanted now
Whoa, it was never my intention to brag
To steal it all away from you now
But God does it feel so good
'Cause I got him where I want him now
And if you could then you know you would
'Cause God it just feels so
It just feels so good
We smiled at eachother with a smile, she put her hand on my head and leaned down if i wanted to do a song on my own. So i nodded we have 2 more songs to do and the final song the final song im gonna sing will be our reveal. I sighed i knew that only our friends and family would know who we were, the fans only our stage names.
Come at me
And you'll see
I'm more than meets the eye
You think that
You'll break me
I watched everything and everyone dancing, screaming, having fun. Things i wished i was able to do with him, we were planning on telling him i was apart of this band, and that we were going on tour and to bring him with us. And be apart of everything, but noooo his ass just had to be fucking chloe.
You're gonna find in time
You're standing too close to a flame that's burning
Hotter than the sun in the middle of July
Sending out your army but you still can't win
Listen up, silly boy, 'cuz I'm gonna tell you why
everyone:
I burn!
me:
Can't hold me now
You're nothin'
Everyone:
I burn!
Me:
Swing all you want
Like a fever I will take you down
Reign supreme?
In your dreams
You'll never make me bow
Kick my ass?
I'm world-class
And super sayian now
You're starting up a fight that you just can't finish
Watch the little hearts while they scrape you off the floor
Bringin' out your rockets, well shoot 'em up, baby
High as you can go, but I'm the one who's gonna soar
Everyone:
I burn!
Me:
Can't hold me now
You're nothin'
Everyone:
I burn!
Me:
Swing all you want
Like a fever I will take you down
It doesn't have to be this way
Let's kiss and make up and you'll learn
You can fight your life away
I get what I want, so don't bother and just watch me burn
Xriku started up and i turned to him as he smile and started going
Hotter than the sun
Feel my fire
Pyromaniac, my desire
Thought that you could see the truth
'Til I just burned down the booth
Human Torch can't fuck with me
Johnny Blaze: Suspect B
Strike 'em quick, lightning fast
Melt them bitches down to ash
Gasoline, Kerosene
Strike the match, ignite the scene
Shit will never be the same
Feel the fury of my flame
Beg for mercy: It won't help
Embrace the ending you were dealt
Seems you fucks will never learn
Now sit back and watch me burn
Everyone started singing with me now:
I burn!
Can't hold me now
You're nothin'
I burn!
Swing all you want
Like a fever I will take you down
I burn!
Can't hold me now
You're nothin'
I burn!
Swing all you want
Like a fever I will take you down
We ended the song with are fits in the air and the stage going black, a screen was moved out onto the stage and i got behind it taking my cape off. I readied myself for the reveal, i saw Alya and Nino ready themselves as well. Nari and the others gave a nod and Nari walked off the stage to get ready for this. I took a deep breath as the music started. Kind of ironic that this song is called secret. I giggled to myself well here we go.
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?
I looked at Nari with the hood down walking out onto the stage with a mic singing the next part with a smile on her face. All you heard were gasps when they saw her on stage.
Why do you smile
Like you have told a secret
Now you're telling lies
'Cause you're the one to keep it
But no one keeps a secret
No one keeps a secret
Why when we do our darkest deeds
Do we tell?
They burn in our brains
Become a living hell
'Cause everyone tells
Everyone tells?
We looked at each other and started singing together as everyone started removing their hoods.
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?
I walked out from behind the screen and the crowd was silent as i sang.
Look into my eyes
Now you're getting sleepy
Are you hypnotized
By secrets that you're keeping?
I know what you're keeping
I know what you're keeping
She joined me on this as the crowd started cheering again. She put her hand on the side of my face with a smile and looked out to the crowd.
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?
We giggled at this part, we did this to just confused people
Me: Alison?
Nari: Yes, Katherine.
Me: I have something I want to tell you, but
You have to promise to never tell anyone.
Nari: I promise
Me: Do you swear on your life?
Nari: I swear on my life
I started singing again. But with a smile, i was still depressed inside but eh what are you gonna do?
You swore you'd never tell?
You swore you'd never tell?
You swore you'd never tell?
You swore you'd never tell?
Me, Nari and Anna started singing together.
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?
Got a secret
Can you keep it?
Swear this one you'll save
Better lock it, in your pocket
Taking this one to the grave
If I show you then I know you
Won't tell what I said
'Cause two can keep a secret
If one of them is dead?
Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is Dead
Yes two can keep a secret
If one of us is Dead
Everything just went dead silent after that, a spot light came on and Nari thanked everyone for coming and hopped to see them again. When we started tour again.
As we were walking out we heard our names called we turned to see adrian running up to us. More so to probably ask us questions. But before we could we heard screams to our left and us getting yelled at to get on the bus. We saw the crowd and ran to the bus and loaded onto it. The bus speed off and took us out of there, leaving behind and adrian who wanted answers and my own questions to never be answered as to why he did what he did.
Little did i know that'd we'd met again.
RL has been busy sorry
