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Chapter 2
I watched as Naya pulled her lips away from mine. "Are you really ok with everything that has happened so far tonight? I don't want to wake up tomorrow with you upset at me for touching you."
I lean into her lips, kissing them lightly. "I won't be upset at you. As long as I wake up next to you in the morning I'll be happy."
"Ok, I'm just making sure. I don't want to lose my friend over my feelings."
"You won't ever lose me."
I run my hand down her stomach and up under her shirt feeling her toned stomach. I could feel her body grow under her hotter under my fingers. The warmer her body got the more I wanted to run my fingers over her body.
"You're burning up, can I take this off?" I tug her shirt and she nods. She helps me pulls her shirt off and I throw it on the floor. "You're beautiful Nay." I run my fingers over her abs. I rest my hand on her heart feeling it race a mile a minute. All I can do is smile at her, I've never seen her more nervous and it seems like the more I try to get her to relax the more tense she gets.
I sit up against the headboard of the bed and swing my leg behind her body. Naya backs her body up closer to mine. "You need to relax." I rub my hands over her shoulders, down her back and up to her bra. I fumble trying to unhook it.
"Heather, um it unhooks in the front." She reaches behind her back grabbing my hands, running them over her boobs to the hook of her bra. She let's go of my hands to let me take it off. "Wait, before you do this are you sure? I don't want you to feel like I'm pressuring you because I don't need this."
"Naya do you trust me?" Within the past few hours my passion has grown so much for this girl. Feelings like this don't just start over night, what I feel for Naya is something that has been buried in me since the day I seen her. Had I been single the day I met her god only knows how close we'd be now. "I trust you Heather."
I climb out of bed and walk over to the light switch, turning them on but dimming them enough I could see her face. I could see she looked confused by me hoping out of bed. "Trust me."
"I trust you."
"Slide you bra off and lay back."
She looked at me and her eyes told me that she was scared, nervous but happy. I took a deep breath and climbed into bed next to her. "You were willing to let me slip your bra off a second ago so what's wrong? Is it the fact that it's not dark in here?" She nods.
"I want to see you naked but I'm scared that you'll undress me and realize you don't want this as much as I do because I am a girl and I don't have man parts."
"Baby, shhh. I turned on the light because I wanted to see your face. I want to remember exactly how you look during all of this. You are sexy... and I don't need man parts to make me happy. The only thing I need is you."
I grab her hips helping her move her body to my lap, she faces me and I lean in to lightly kiss her. Slowly my hands run up her sides, hitting the bottom of her bra and dragging my fingers across to unsnap it and slide it off. "Seriously who needs any man when I have a women with 2 sexy perfect boobs right here?" I see her face calm and start to relax as my mouth wraps around one of her nipples.
"Heather." I hear her moan out. I drag my hand up to her other boob. "Stop."
"Am I doing something wrong, I've never done this?" I start panicking as she pulls away.
"You're fine now hold on." She pulls up and back on my legs enough for me to fall flat on my back. She tugs on the waist band of my sweatpants. "May I?"
I nod. Naya slowly pulls them off and tosses them. She kisses the inside of my thighs and then lays her body down between my legs. She brings her face up to mine kissing my nose.
"You're beautiful Heather, like insanely beautiful." My heartbeat quickened as she looked down on me. "I want to make love to you."
I cup her face with my hands pulling her down on top of me. "Me too."
At first her lips were soft around mine, as they hardened I part my lips enough for her tongue.
We pull away for air and I open my eyes to see her staring at me with a goofy smile. "You look so happy, did I cause this?" I trace her lips with my index finger.
She grabs both my hands intertwining our fingers… "Yes." I barely hear her whisper.
She let's go of my hand running her now free hand between our stomachs, she stops at the top of my underwear. I feel her hand start to shake. "Nay, baby I want you too but only if you do."
Naya lets her hand slide into my underwear. She starts rubbing small circles into my clit. I didn't realize how bad I needed her until now. Slowly she inserts one finger; I wrap my arms around her back digging my nails into her skin as she inserts a second finger and starts pumping in and out of me. My nails dig further into her skin as she quickens her pace. "Nayaaa." I moan into her ear. Slowly she pulls her fingers out running them up to her mouth, licking my wetness off.
She slides down the bed and pull my underwear off throwing them off to the side.
I watch as she positions her face between my legs. Leaving warm wet kisses on the inside of each of my thighs. I close my eyes and feel her reach for my hand, intertwining our fingers on my stomach.
"Open your eyes." I look down at her; slowly she enters her tongue in me and then out. She inserts two fingers in me getting a steady rhythm and brings her wet tongue to my clit. That was it for me, my back arched and she quickened her pace and started making bigger circles with her tongue. I squeezed her hand tight as I throw my head back into the pillow. The room felt like it was spinning. As if we had done this a million times she slowed down her down her fingers to almost a complete stop. She kissed each of my thighs. "Come for me baby." She thrusts her fingers out then back in and that was all it took.
She waited until I came down and pulled her fingers out, she cleaned up licking every part of my causing me to shutter one last time. I opened my eyes when I felt her tongue leave my body and she licked her fingers clean. That drove me crazy, I wanted her again.
I helped her pull her body back up to me. Kissing her soft lips. "That was-"
"Hot, sexy, beautiful."
"Yes." I brush her hair out of her face. "Did you want me to do that to you?"
"Not now, that was about you. Just a little taste of what life could be like if we were together."
"A little taste?" I lick my lips. "That was my first."
I watch Naya get a huge grin on her face. "Your first? You aren't a virgin."
"My first real orgasm." I feel a bit ashamed admitting it. Naya laughs and it doesn't make me feel any better. "Stop laughing."
"It's just funny that you have to fake it with your boyfriend. Has he ever gone down on you before?"
"No."
"Honey why at are you still with him? Any guy who doesn't please you in all ways possible isn't worth it. And the fact that you have to fake it because he doesn't know your body well enough says a lot." She leans over giving me a light peck on the lips. "I think I'm better qualified for the job. I can give you pleasure in bed and I always put that dorky smile on your face." I start smiling. "Yes that one."
"You think you're qualified for the job?"
"Do you not think I am?"
"Honestly Nay, it's not weather or not your qualified, right now the job is still taken and I shouldn't be talking about Taylor like this." I felt bad, I mean Naya was over qualified for the job she and I would make a great team and couple. I wanted to be with her but I cheated on my boyfriend. Even if I was slowly falling out of love with him, I was still in a relationship with him.
"Well maybe you shouldn't be here then."
"I guess I shouldn't." I jump put of bed grabbing my pants from the floor and walk to the bathroom.
"Come on Heather really?" I hear Naya knocking on the door.
I send a quick message to Ashley explaining that I need a ride. I take a deep breath, open the door and see Naya standing there. "I'm leaving so if you could please move?"
"No. I don't get how we can make love-"
"Have sex." I believe so much that Naya and I were having more than sex but the fact is you can't make love with someone unless you are with them 100% and Naya only had my body, emotions, passion and heart; the only thing she didn't have was my commitment and my word which is with Taylor until I break up with him.
"Sex? That was more than sex. You don't have an orgasm like that with someone you don't have feelings for. What is your deal? Why are you acting like this?" I let myself show no emotion. I think Naya was buying into it because a tear slipped from her eye and it suddenly made me feel like I got kicked in the stomach. "Please Heather."
"Get over yourself it was just sex. And now I want to leave so please move." I try to hold in my tears as I watch her mascara run down her face.
I know you should never hurt those who matter most to you but she deserved someone who could give her everything right now. If I could I'd wrap her in my arms and protect her from myself but I couldn't I needed to break up with Taylor before I could ever trust myself alone with her again.
"Heather I love you." And there was the knife twisting into my back.
The tears I'd been holding in quickly roll down my face. "I didn't mean to make you love me."
"No you didn't but you shouldn't have let me touch you if you knew you couldn't be with me, it's not fair. You hurt me so now I lost someone who I love and my best friend."
"I'm still your best friend." "No, I can't even look at you. I don't go around sleeping with anyone. I told you I didn't want to be the other woman and you still got me to seduce you. I don't know you."
"I care about you. I do Naya. I just have-"
"I know you have Taylor, I'm sick of fucking hearing it. If you love him why did you let me have sex with you?"
Why, that was easy because I was falling for her. Was it right, no but I feel like a teenager falling in love for the first time. "I'm sorry."
"Oh good you're fucking sorry. I guess that un-does the last few hours."
"Naya do you think I would ever try to hurt you?"
"I use to think that but like I said I don't know you anymore."
I hold my hand out for her. "You know me better than anyone else."
"I don't think you're understanding me. You make me feel cheap for sleeping with you. If a guy that you loved slept with you and then went home to his girlfriend afterward what would you say to that?"
"He's an ass?"
"Well I guess you're an ass and those are your words not mine."
I don't even know what to say, I am an ass. I look like an idiot crying. I hurt my best friend. "You know just because I made a mistake doesn't mean you need to make me like shit."
"Whoa, did you just say mistake?"
My chest felt like the wind got knocked out of it, I guess I didn't think of what I said and how it could be taken a few different ways. "Naya, I didn't mean being with you."
"Get the hell out of my house. Right now." That was the loudest I had ever heard her get and it honestly scared me.
"No Naya."
"I fell for you, I let you in because I thought we might have a chance and then you let me sleep with you, which I thought went well and then you get upset with me because you cheated on you're boyfriend and now you're telling me you made a mistake."
None of this is her fault; if I was single I'd be with her in an instant. I slowly start to walk, backing her up against the nearest wall. I grab her hands, holding them lose enough it doesn't hurt her but tighten enough that she wont slip away.
"Listen to me and then I'll leave." Naya turns her cheek toward me trying to ignore me. "What happened here in that bed was beautiful. Not once in my life has anyone ever made me feel that good about myself. The mistake I made was cheating on my boyfriend, I was unfaithful. I'm sorry. Believe me or not. I tried and that's all I can do." I kiss her cheek and head for the door.
"Heather, it doesn't change a thing. You're going back home to him and it doesn't sound like you plan on leaving him. So I guess our sex was indeed at one night stand."
I don't even have fight left in me. So walk out the door. I'm not trying to disrespect her, I have feeling for her but she also has to realize that I'm with someone. She knew the circumstances when she slept with me too. It wasn't a one way street we both knew I was already attached to someone.
