Sebastian and Claude stood in the kitchen cooking both the lords lunch. This was the very first time the butlers attempted to work together, because Ciel hated Alois Sebastian felt the need to feud with them as well.
As for Alois, he loved Ciel. From the very begining he's loved him, he longed to see him happy snuggled in his embrace, he longed to show him that he truly does love the lord, in the way lovers do but he knew very well that, that would never happen but still, he tried.
Sebastian mixed the food as Claude handed his the ingredients "Why are you helping me," Sebastian asked setting down the spoon covered in cake mix.
"To make use You don't attempt to poison my Lord's food," Claude said taking the bowl from Sebastian, mixing it hastefully.
"Do you mind handing that back?."
Claude giggling and turned away
"You asked for it!," Sebastian placed knives in between his fingers and closed his fist tightly glaring at Claude.
Sebastian threw the knives after he had aimed for the butlers head, in shoke Claude held up the bowl and caught the knifes. The knives flung into the plastic bowl tearing up the ends.
"And to think, that could have been my head," Claude said turning around and starred at the knives wich sunk into the plastic.
"If you really want to fight, how about we use our fist. It's the best way to fight especially around our masters."
"The Lord's are outside but very well. . .I'll fight you," before Sebastian would raise his fist Claude pinned him against the window.
"Ugh, no head start?," Sebastian said trying to move out of the position uncomfortably.
Claude rose his fist but halted as he glanced out the window.
He seen Alois holding onto Ciel's waist as the horse came to halt Alois began to unbotton Ciel's shorts.
"What is this game?," Ciel asked watching Alois slipping the buttons away from the hole witch held them in place.
"You scream or moan , you lose!," Alois said biting his bottom lip and slide his palm down Ciel's member. Ciel breathed heavily trying to hold his breath, he sounded as if he was wounded tried to grasp onto the pain but really it was pleasure, Alois's hand wrapped around his member touching in gently. He wanted to moan whilst he wanted to scream for help and slap away his hand but Ciel couldn't lose a game, he had to win.
"If you make even a sound you lose but if you don't you win," Alois smirked liking his neck softly.
"It ends once you cum hehe . . . Simple as that," Alois giggled.
Ciel couldn't bare it and cumed into his blue shorts, Alois giggled lovingly and bottoned his shorts.
"You win, now, shall we have lunch?."
"You sick pervert!."
Alois kissed him slipping his tongue in sloppily "something tells you this wasn't your first kiss.
Ciel lead the horse back to the stables "No, because Of you. My first kiss was. . ." Ciel halted his words.
"Who was your first kiss?," Alois whispered into Ciel's ear, his breath pressing against his ears making his body shiver.
"Sebastian," Ciel said riding his horse into the stables. Ciel jumped of the horse and stomped to he mansion, Alois followed trying to catch up to his haste.
"CIEL!," Alois called reaching for the boys blue coat.
"Leave me alone!," Alois finally held on to his coat and dropped his head leaving him self to drown in his sorrow. Allow couldn't take it not being loved back hurt more that what he made it seem.
"Ciel, do you know what it feels like to yearn for love, to want to be loved? What it's like to crave attention and recieve it because everyone views you as some rich brat?. . . . It hurts knowing no body loves you, the only reason I'm still alive is because I fell in love with somebody," Alois began to shed tears, the feel on the grass and slide slowly.
"You're lying."
"NO, just hear me out!. . .I feel in love with another boy but he doesn't love me back. I know it may seem like no big deal but it hurts, it pierces my heart like a toy. Do you know what it's like to love somebody deeply and to hear them say they hat You. . .they spit in your face and even attempt to kill you. . .he calls me names because he hates me. . .and I. . .I love him. Sometimes I'm at home and I think about suicide because both places are hell for me, I try to kill my self but then I halt because I have a small hope, hope that he might actually fall for me one day. That small hope is the only thing I'm holding on to. It's as if my life is holding on to a small piece of thread. All I ask for is his freindship," Alois still held on to the boys coat wheeping hysterically. Ciels eyes flew open and blinded his view with tears but something about that paragraph mad him uneasy.
"He won't be friends with you but he will be friendly," Cruel said stepping out of his grip.
"Really?," Alois rose his eyebrows cheerfully.
"Yeah," Ciel rolled his eyes and walked into his mansion.

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The boys entered the mansion. Alois flung his arms in the air "I've always loved this house. Claude!," he called.
"Um, Alois," Ciel regretted every thing he said , he didn't want to be friendly to that slut.
But Ciel never hated Alois, he was just afraid. Afraid that he might actually fall for him. Of would be a disgrace to the name of the pantomhive if he feel in love with another boy, that was the only reason he was holding back.
Claude and Sebastian jumped in the room and bowed in unison. Before Alois could speak he giggled as he noticed a white piece of cloth the maid had dropped earlier. He picked it up and pulled it on top of the bluenette. The cloth showing his silky dark blue hair, Alois playfully tugged at the ends "uhmm, how about you marry me?," he smirked and pulled Ciel into an uncomfortable embrace.

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The next chapters will be better I'm just trying to write these first few quickly because I want to get through with the beginning .