"The start"

*Sabryna's PoV *

I had to walk the entire way back to the apartment because I had given Allistor the keys to my car. "Allistor, I'm home," I say as I open the door to the apartment. The smoke from Allistor's cigarettes is the first thing that I notice as I walk in. I start coughing and say. "Allistor, could you please open a window? You know I have asthma." I take my coat off and walk into the living room, I look around the room and see an empty bottle of whiskey on the coffee table. I know that when I left this morning, the bottle was full.

I feel a hand grip my wrist tightly, I let out a small yell and turn around. "Why are you screaming love?" I look up and see its just Allistor." Oh, Allistor, I didn't know where you were." I say, Allistor grips my wrist tighter and I wince. He puts an arm around my waist and pulls me to him, I can smell the whiskey on his clothes and breath as he speaks. "What took you so long to get home?" He releases my wrist and wraps the other arm around my waist also. "You have my car keys, remember?" I say and kiss his lips, hoping he will let me go.

Allistor started to kiss my neck as he mumbled. "You could've taken a cab. How am I to know that you weren't fooling around with some other man," He says accusingly as he uses the hand that he had tangled into my hair to pull on my hair and he bites my neck hard enough to draw blood. I cry out in pain and Allistor pushes me to the floor, he kicks my back and shouts. "Answer me!" Tears spring to my eyes as I cry out. "I wasn't with anyone else!"

I look up to Allistor as he grabs the collar of my shirt and says, "You said you were going out with a friend. Which friend?" I close my eyes as I say, "I was with my friend Arthur. B-but I'm not attracted to him at all! You're my on and on-""Shut up!" Allistor yells at me and hits me in my stomach.

I look up at Allistor as he releases the collar of my shirt, he has some tears running down his face." Why do you make me hurt you love? You know how bad my troubles are with trust. Why do you make it so hard to trust you," He says and I hug him saying." I'm sorry Allistor, this is all my fault, I'm sorry." I kiss him and I feel his hand snake into my hair as he pulls me away from him. "I'll show you how sorry you are." He pulls my hair and drags me down the hallway and into our bedroom. Allistor tosses me onto the bed and starts to take off his belt.

As Allistor grabs my wrists and pins them above my head I ask," W-what are you doing Allistor?" He smirks and says as he ties my wrists to the headboard. "I'm showing you how much I love you." Allistor smiles and leaves the room, as he does so I struggle to get out of the bonds. He then comes back with a knife from the kitchen, I start to squirm and whimper in protest. Allistor places a finger on my lips and says to me, "Now love, I'm just going to take our clothes off." He starts to use the knife to tear my clothes off slowly. I squirm as I hear the fabric rip, Allistor notices and says, "I wouldn't be squirming so much if I were you. This blade is very sharp, any interaction with skin and, well…"

I then feel the cool edge of the blade on my skin, I cry out in pain as I look down and see a cut appear on my stomach. The blood trickles down my stomach and Allistor licks up my blood, I am repulsed and he puts a drop of my blood onto his finger and he shows it to me. "I think I'll start doing this more so I can see this alluring color." Allistor then continues to take off my clothes, once in a while he 'accidently' cuts my skin. Later as my body lays bare of all clothing, Allistor smiles and kisses me, he knows he has robbed me off all my dignity and strength. I reluctantly kiss him back and I hear the zipper of his jeans being unzipped, I brace myself for the pain.