I'd like to think my awesome beta TheApathyImp, for this, Making this story possible, I have say I have other story to finish but I know you guys will love this I have thank people that have pushed me to write this I know probably hate me for how I writing kendall but It like AU so not probably how Kendall would act so I hope you love this story as much I love writing it for you, I'd love reviews know what you think and anything you want to tell me is fine.

This is chapter two, I know I got review about who you want logan to end up, but I honestly kinda have it planned out. I'm giving insiders to what going happen but enjoy It may not be best but I'm trying get plot moving more. I'm so happy for to have this chapter is up I know you all been waiting for a update.

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Logan hadn't moved from spot he was laying in, still naked on the couch. Finally his tears stopped, but he was feeling used and beaten (his cheek was still hurting from where his boyfriend had smacked it). Kendall's words echoed in his head. 'Don't disobey me again.'

Logan frowned slightly and reached over, grabbing his phone off the coffee table, he knew he shouldn't for risk of more abuse, but he dialed James' number anyway. He prayed for one of the few times he could remember, silently begging his friend to pick up the phone.

"Hello?" James' voice was calm and even loving as he answered, and Logan could almost hear the smile in it.

"Hey James... do you mind coming and getting me? I want to leave... Kendall... he... he stormed out, I just... really need a friend." Logan voice sounded low and broken, especially over the phone.

"I'll be right there." James replied without hesitation.

Logan put phone down as soon the line went dead, then the tears started again, but he quickly pulled himself together and went into bedroom. He pulled out a nice pair of skinny jeans, and paired them with a black tank top. Sure, it wasn't much like his usual nerdy self but tonight he wanted to do things differently. He pulled on the clothes slowly, still slightly sore from the assault on his ass by Kendall.

He picked up his wallet and his phone turning it off, as he heard a horn outside. He quickly grabbed his keys and locked the door running down the stairs. As he jumped into Volvo waiting for him, he gave James a soft smile.

"Hey." Logan said, almost inaudibly.

"Logan what happened?" James' voice was laced with concern and he made no move to pull out of the parking lot.

"Kendall and I got into it after you left, it's okay, don't worry about it. I just want to get out of here." Logan sighed and leaned back in seat, before he knew it they were flying across town and screeching to a stop in a hotel parking lot.

"Did he hit you Logan?" James asked, voice laced with deep seriousness.

"James let it go, okay?" Logan was starting to get annoyed with James, but he knew it was just because he didn't want to answer the taller man.

Before Logan knew it, James was out of car and on his side pulling him out of his seat.

"What are you doing?"

"Come with me."

James pulled logan into the hotel, the nicest hotel in town he noticed almost dryly. He was pulled onto the elevator, and soon they were on the 5th floor and James stopped at room 23. As he slid his key card into the door and opened it, he heard Logan ask something, but didn't listen before pulling him inside.

"Talk to me, Logan I'm your friend."

Logan's eyes bugged out of his head when he stepped closer, and leaned his forehead against his. Logan couldn't stop staring into those hazel eyes, full of love and life. He sighed and looked up at James again.

"Kendall's... not the same, he's changed. I'm scared..." was all Logan could get out, but he felt strong arms around him, it felt so right like this.

"James..."

"I'm sorry Logan... I want to protect you so bad but, I can't if you want to stay with him, he will probably keep hurting you." James said quietly, looking scared.

Logan knew James was right.


Kendall, was out at nearest bar, he had already downed 7 beers, and was currently flirting with prettiest girl he could find, he had already had his tongue in her mouth kissing her, Logan far from his mind. He didn't see Jo Taylor, across that bar, Logan's best friend, planning how to tell him that Kendall was cheating on him.

"So beautiful, where do you live?" Kendall slurred, grinning at the girl.


Logan had curled up in bed with James' arms around him, he knew Kendall would be mad at him, but Kendall had taken off. Logan shook his head as looking at James, who was probably the sexiest man alive.

Wait did he just think something about James being sexy? Logan couldn't deny that he had always had feeling for James way before Kendall, but he loved Kendall. Still, James would always have a part of his heart.

"James."

"Hmm?" he hummed, sounding half-asleep.

James started to run his fingers through the shorter man's hair, to try to soothe him.

"Kendall thinks you're In love with me..."

James head shot up and he looked at Logan. How could someone see through him so easily? James asked himself as he bit his lip.

"Logan, he don't deserve you... and maybe I am in love with you."

James Diamond In love with me? No way, that couldn't be possible. Logan took a deep breath, and looked at James who was slowly getting closer. Logan's hands came up and pushed James away.

"James, too close." Logan muttered running his own fingers through his hair.

"Logan I'm sorry, if this is weird I can take it back."

Logan didn't know what he wanted.

"James please just take me home." The tears was forming in his eyes again.


Before Logan knew it, he was back in the apartment, but it was after midnight and still no sight of Kendall... he started to cry, he wasn't holding back this time, he felt like he wanted to die. He turned on his phone and stared at the voicemails and texts.

Logan where are you, I need talk to you. ~ Jo

Logan sighed and called her, he didn't really want to talk right now but he knew he needed to.

"Logan, I was wondering if you'd like to meet for lunch tomorrow. I really need to tell you something... it's about Kendall."

Logan forced himself not to react emotionally.

"Okay meet me at 1 at the normal place. I gotta go now Jo." he hung up erasing all of the messages and voicemails.


It was about 4 am, when heard the door fly open. It was Kendall, and he was clearly drunk. Logan jumped up from the couch where he fallen asleep.

"Get over here Logie bear."

Logan walked over to him.

"Kendall are you drunk?"

"Yes I am. You're in trouble." Logan almost couldn't understand what the blonde was saying to him.

"Why?"

Before he knew it he had taken a punch to the rib, falling to the floorcase Kendall grabbed him by the hair. He was smacked across the face again, and then thrown back to the floor and kicked a few times.

"You fucked James didn't you!" Kendall's voice was angry, and it wasn't even a question.

"No I didn't! I swear!" Logan whimpered in pain.

"You're a liar, you dirty nasty little whore."

Logan eyes widened as he watched him pull out his pocket knife. Soon the cool metal was pressed again his now exposed stomach.

"Maybe I should brand you like the whore you are."

All Logan could do was let tears fall from his eyes. But luckily for him, Kendall chose that moment to pass out. Logan scrambled up and went to grab his things. Leaving the apartment he walked to the hospital, getting his own car and driving to Jo's house.

She answered the door, letting him in with a worried expression.

"What happened to you?" Bruises were already forming.

"I fell down the stairs." Logan lied, hating himself for it.


Logan had been off the next day so he had no choice but to drive back home, but not before having his talk with Jo and hearing about the girl Kendall had been with.

When he got there, Kendall was passed out in bed, so he decided to drink a cup of coffee at the table while replaying everything in his head.