I sat myself on the table and X came at sat himself next to me watching me eat.

"Now… about the Resistance…"

X started after I finished my meal.

My cheeks flushed from a bright red to pale.

"Yes… about that…" I started.

"I know you don't know anything about them"

I was shocked. "But how… and why…?"

"How I knew? You humans are so easy to read. And why I didn't kill you… yet… well, that's different."

My eyes were big like plates. He said that so emphatically, just without any emotion and what was worse, I didn't understand.

I heard him laugh. "Don't look at me like that. I'm not some kind of monster"

But still, I just couldn't understand.

Finally I managed to ask "different?"

His face turned stern again. "I have my reasons."

"Wh-.. I… tell me…"

"You don't order me around" he said with an evil smirk on his face.

My face had regained its normal colour again by now but it started to get slightly redder. Was it from embarrassment, anger, I don't know, and I would never find out.

I stood up, turned, turned back to face him, and turned away from him again. I wanted to get away. As quick as possible. It was a feeling he gave me, it made me feel so… unexplainable. I would feel safe, but still hunted, it made me feel wanted, but still unloved. All of the feelings he gave me right now were just opposites and I couldn't define it. I couldn't handle it. I was breaking from just being close to him. I didn't know what he wanted, and if he even wanted something from me and it made me feel so unsure, so helpless.

I always had control of my life until now and it made me feel very vulnerable.

I started to walk away but I was stopped by a strong arm around my waist.

"Where are you going? I didn't say you could leave, did I?"

"I can't handle this"

"What can't you? You need to be able. I have big plans for you, you know."

Need to be able? Big plans? What was he talking about? I turned around to look him in the eyes, but his eyes were blanc. They gave away nothing.

He lowered his head and I felt his breath against my neck.

"What are you doing?"

"Feel. How do you like this feeling? The feeling of your neck hair standing up… the shivers down your spine. I know you like it."

I could feel him smirking against my cheek. He made me loose my mind. I couldn't stand this. I tried to work my way out of his grip, but failed.

"Why won't you let me go? You're driving me insane!" I shouted at him.

I saw that evil grin crawling over his face again and quickly looked down at my feet. When I had calmed down I felt his grip tightening again and then I noticed my feet weren't on the ground anymore.

When my body had finally found the ground back I noticed I was placed on a bed. This was the first time when I spotted true overwhelming emotion in X's eyes; it was lust.

In desperation, I tried to crawl off of the bed but of course, I was stopped way before this was completed.

I had watched in awe how X had taken off his armour and placed himself over me on the bed. I struggled, but it was all in vain; of course, a robot was much stronger than any human could ever be. I felt X moving his knee slowly, but sure between my legs.

"Please stop… you can't do this to me" I pleaded, but X just grinned, obviously trying to stop himself from laughing out loud because of my pleads.

There was no way I could stop this. I could scream, but that would just annoy X more, giving him more reasons to make this hurt for me.

"Tell me… are you still a virgin?"

It didn't sound like a question, more like a demand.

"Y-Yes" I stuttered.

"Good"

I felt his hands moving up my legs, under the short dress up to my panties and felt his fingers entangle into it. His soft touches made shivers run down my spine and eventually down my whole body. He slowly removed my panties, pulling them down until he got bored with it and ripped them off my body.

"Why are you doing this?" I softly asked him.

"Told you I had my reasons for letting you live" he said.

I knew it for sure; he was sick, sick in his head. However, every little touch he landed on my skin made my whole body shiver. For some sick minded reason, I was getting aroused by this rough way of acting. Or maybe it was just him.

"You like this don't you..?"

It landed my thoughts back on earth. Until then I hadn't realised that he'd slipped his fingers inside of me. The look in his eyes told me he liked to be dominant like this.

As temperate as I could I asked him "what makes you think that?"

He grinned. "The way you're shivering underneath me. The moans you don't want, but let escape your throat. That enough for ya?"

I felt his fingers slide out of me. I whimpered. For some reason I wanted this to last longer. I didn't understand myself anymore. Everything I knew, everything I had ever learned was fading rapidly from my mind. I didn't even notice him positioning himself until he quickly pushed himself into me. I cried out loud from pain when he did.

I felt his hand coming over my mouth to silence me and when I opened my eyes X was grinning maniacally. I couldn't stand looking at his face and just shut my eyes again.

He started to move in and out of me and he enjoyed every moan and groan that escaped my throat. He loved this feeling of dominance and the feeling that he was making me enjoy this while I did not want to enjoy this at all. He loved driving me insane and he would make it last.

His pace was really fast and no matter how much I tried to resist it, I felt my climax come closer with every thrust he made into me.

After what seemed like hours for me he had finally reached his climax too. When he finally pulled out of me I was relieved, but still wanted more of him. And I hated him for it. I would always hate him for it. But still I would long for these moments again and again, every day of my life that I still had left.

I turned to my side, my back towards him and I felt him moving closer and wrapping an arm around my waist. I felt him giving a small kiss in my neck and then he drifted of to sleep.