Hey everyone, I am sooooo sorry for not updating but 6 weeks ago I lost a horse at my dad's place and I would consider the horse my best friend. So since his death I really haven't been able to write because I have been grieving so much and I feel like crap and I'm losing effort to do anything. Like it takes all of my energy just going to school. Again I am really sorry it was just an unexpected death of him and I felt like everything was just ripped right out from under me and I am really hurting right now. So if yall can just bear with me while I at least try and update, I just haven't felt like doing that because I am so depressed. Again I am sooooooo sorry and I really don't want yall to think of this as an excuse but I'm just too hurt to write anything right now. Again I'm sorry(said it quite a few times now)

and if any of you have been through a death and know how to deal with it, it would really help if you told me cause I am absolutely miserable.

Thanks for understanding(i hope)