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July 8, 2008 – Morning
I am still depressed because of what Jack did to me. I thought he was a better person and a better Christian than that! I know that I'm sinning by judging him, but I just can't help it. I really just am outraged and devastated because I know that it was just temptation, but I was almost positive that he had the willpower to not give in, but now I'm just questioning his character. If he can cheat on me, then what else can he do? Who knows what else he's lied about. I really don't think that it was just a kiss, but what can I do? I still love him with all my heart, and I want to forgive him, but it's going to be REALLY hard to do!
July 8, 2008 – Noon
After some long thinking, I have determined that it's not really his fault. Adrian was the one that pressured him into kissing her… if that's all they did. And if they did do a little more, which I'm beginning to believe, she probably pressured him into that, too. And if it's not her fault, then it's Jack's fault, and I really don't want to believe that. So, that only leaves one person to put the blame on… me. I'm not sure why, but I'm beginning to feel like this whole situation is my fault. Maybe it was because I wouldn't have sex with him. Maybe it's because I wouldn't even have oral sex with him. I am so confused right now, and I just want someone to talk to!
July 8, 2008 – Night
My dad is being so unfair! He thinks that just because Jack made a mistake that he can't be trusted! I mean, we all are Christians, so why can't he grasp the fact Christians are supposed to forgive people? Jack did the sweetest thing and stopped by today. He called my cell, my home phone, and even my brother's phone, just to talk to me. I wasn't that sure if I wanted to talk to him or not, but apparently my dad met Jack at the door when he stopped by. Then we got into this long talk in which he just wouldn't see eye-to-eye with me! I was trying to explain that I still love him, but all he was talking about is how he was when he was a teenager. Seriously, not everyone grew up in the prehistoric ages! People are different now! I just wish he would just TRY to listen to me and TRY to comprehend what I was saying, but I guess he just won't listen.
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