-1-Angst- DX

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The door pushed open smoothly, brushing against the ground while it made soft hissing noises against the carpet…

"N-Nii-san…I-I…"

Edward jumped lightly in his bed, the lazy blonde sat up slowly, rubbing the sleep that gathered at the corners of his eyes. Those orbs, smoldering with that golden intensity, sought out his younger brother within the darkness…

Alphonse took a dew more steps, he helps his pillow in his arms tightly. There was a small jiggle that fallowed him into the room. One of his youngest kittens.

In the light the fallowing kitten was Alphonse's most favorite one as well. He was snow white, bearing a black collar with a small silver bell. There was another, but he was already in the room. The fur blent into the darkness, but when the white kitten entered the room, soft purring from the love seat was heard. This kitten was as black as the night, bearing a white collar and the same silver bell.

The black kitten, the elder of the two, his name was Hide.

The white kitten, the younger one, his name was Seek

Seek purred lightly as he ran over, like a soft ghost in the darkness. He jumped up into the love seat, cuddling up to Hide. Loud purring was heard from the two.

They were brothers…

"N-Nii-san…I had a bad dream…"

Alphonse's feet slid a crossed the soft floor, a few more steps…and he was at Edward's bedside…

"C-Can I stay with you…Tonight?"

Edward sat up, his eyes widened a little in the darkness, the flames of ember within his eyes were turned, brightening the gold hues greatly. Those bright eyes softened as his lips curled into a warm, welcoming smile.

"Of course you can, Al"

Edward moved to the right side of the bed, opening the sheets for Alphonse to step into. Edward watched his brother, still setting up, his legs criss crossed Indian style.

Alphonse smiled a little, lying his pillow down as he slid into the bed. The silk that touched and caressed at his soft skin made him blush softly. His lips pursed. The younger didn't lie down ether. Those soft milk chocolate eyes focused upon his brother. Alphonse felt horrible for doing this to Edward…loving him like this…it hurt them bother enough…

"Im sorry…Nii-san…"

Edward was staring over to the kittens, they were in the light of the moon, snuggled up to each other, purring within their sleep…At Alphonse's apology Edward blinked and turned his head to face Al, His eyes looked confused but, he just smiled, and his eyes softened once more.

"For what?..Its fine Al…" Edward looked back to the kittens… "I just-"

Alphonse interrupted Edward by pressing a finger to his brother's lips. Stopping him completely. It all started in slow motion…

Alphonse leaned in kissing Edward softly upon the lips…

Edward's heart flew out of his chest, he didn't know what to do…or what Al expected out of this kiss…But all he knew was…that he was heating up and this would soon fall out of turning back…

Edward was the one to break the kiss, their first, gasping Al's name so softly upon those velvet lips, his voice purring softly. Alphonse's cheeks lit up deeply at Edward's voice…

Edward's lips clamped, kissing against Al's neck softly. The golden haired elder begain to lean over Alphonse. The kiss getting even more intense as Edward slide his tongue out on Alphonse's nape causing the younger to gasp.

"N-Nii-san!…Wait!.."

Alphonse suddenly was brought back to reality and pushed Edward back, away. He gathered himself off of the bed…

"I can't…Im sorry…"

Alphonse then ran out of the room, eyes full with tears, hands reaching to whip them. He hated himself for pulling away… He had been waiting or that…for so long… and he REJECTED it! How could he be so stupid!…He knew this would hurt Edward…far passed healing…but it was…for the best…

Alphonse stopped in the kitchen, looking back, heading Edward stumbling down the stairs from the second floor.

"Im so sorry…"

Alphonse grabbed his jacket, and ran out of the house into the freezing night.

"ALPHONSE!!"

Edward cried out as he made it passed the kitchen, spying Al in the distance. His golden eyes hurt and watering.. Alphonse turned his head, looking back to his desperate brother…

"Alphonse please! Don't! "

Alphonse turned, running down the road trying to get away…he hated himself…he couldn't face Edward… he was an idiot…this would completely… kill his brother…

Edward gasped softly at Alphonse's alchemic crisp clap. The bright blue lights fallowed, and after that a wall….

Edward ran faster, he clapped his hands, pressing them to the wall, his tears pouring down his face like the rain…

Alphonse was gone…

Edward fell to his knees, his hands moving to his face as he sobbed into his fingers loudly.

"ALPHONSE!!"

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I know its short but my mind is dead. I just uploaded Bella's lullaby to you tube and am currently loving every piano key, my god it lovely.

Hopefully chapter three will be longer.

Go read New moon and tell me the similarity and then the depression and angst that come along with it.

You could probably guess what happens in chapter 3 8D ….D8