The Letter
"Lila, since we made it into the second year and Ash didn't, does he still try to contact you?" Kate asked while we were both sitting in her room.
"Everyday. He texts, calls and emails me all the time and it's getting bloody annoying!" I said sighing.
"Well, at least he is still trying to keep contact with you."
"Yeah I know, but whenever I hear my phone ring, every part of me hopes that it's him calling not Ash."
"Well he, Owen, never bothered to say goodbye to us and he is total douchebag who will never swallow up his pride and at least call one of us."
"Yeah I know, but… I don't know… I miss him, I really do."
"I do too but he is a complete asshole who screwed us both over and left Joe in the dark, remember that Lila."
"Yeah I know Kate… so how do I get Ash to stop calling me?"
"Well, you tell him to piss off, it's simple."
"Kate, you know I'm not like that." Sigh
"Yeah I know," Kate said hugging me.
Beep Beep
"Oh great! I bet it's another text from Ash!" I said moaning while going to grab my phone that was on Kate's table. Picking it up, I flipped it open to see that the text wasn't from Ash but instead it was from Cal. Cal? Why would Cal text me? Sighing to myself, I opened it up and read it.
Lila, there was a letter that came in the mail for you. I didn't open it and it didn't say who the sender was so I don't know. I slid it under your door so it's on the ground, Cal.
A letter for me?
Kate looked at me waiting for me to say something when I closed my phone. I went to grab my jacket when she grabbed my hand.
"What did Ash want this time?" she asked.
"Nothing, it wasn't him."
"Who was it then?"
"It was Cal, he said a letter came in the mail for me today and that he slid it under my door for me."
"Well you better go see who the letter is from then," Kate said winking at me.
"Oh Kate… well thanks for the bonding session… I better go see who sent me the letter," I said while rushing out of the door.
Kate just rolled her eyes and laughed while I rushed out.
Rushing to my room, I accidently bumped into Cal who just smiled and nodded at me and didn't say anything. He must of known I received his text.
Once I opened my door, I saw the letter lying on the ground.
LILA
My name was written in capital letters. I picked it up and carefully opened it. Who would send me a letter? When I finally opened it up, I started reading it.
Lila,
I know you've been trying to get through to me, I read the emails that you write and the texts you send and I never reply. I never reply and I always let you ring me but never pick up because it hurts. It hurts so bad knowing that you will never be fully mine. I screwed up everything with you and I messed up. I messed with your head and I messed with Kate's head too. I wouldn't blame you if you hate me but I want to know one thing. Why are you still bothering to contact me after I left you with a broken heart? Why are you still trying? I'm nothing and I'm nobody Lila. You deserve better than me and please get over me. When I was Kate, something just didn't feel right but when I'm with you everything felt amazing. When you saw me and Kate together and ran out crying, I was upset and I wanted to explain everything to you but I couldn't and then you didn't trust me after. Lila, you were and forever will be my best friend but I can't, I just can't. I can't deal with all the pain that I caused you; I mean I broke your heart. It's better if you stop trying to contact me and hate me.
Good luck with your future. I heard you made it to the second year… or maybe you texted me that you did and I'm proud of you. Don't let me get in your way of reaching your dream of being an amazing writer Lila.
Owen.
Okay so I decided to leave it at the letter... in the next chapter you'll Lila's thoughts of it and what she does next :D So please, don't kill me xxx
I became kind of obsessed with Nearly Famous and I'm gutted that there was only 6 eps but I felt like I neeeeeded to write a fanfiction
Disclaimer: I don't own any of the characters
