A/N: Thank you for your support of this story in the comments etc. I hope you will be pleased by this next installment. As always, constructive feedback is appreciated if you have any.
Chapter 2
Dear Rory,
I don't know that you're the last person I wanted to hear from but, in the spirit of honesty, you're probably one of the last people I needed to hear from. I find it interesting that you noticed that parallel because I noticed it too Rory, the minute you walked out of that room. At least I get a letter, the letter apparently, this time.
So, Logan is gone. Logan is gone. Sorry, give me a minute for that to sink in; you did tell me that you were using me to get back at him because you loved him so I'm just trying to wrap my head around the details. I guess that was a while ago though.
I can't be your second choice Rory, the exciting boy you kiss before running back to your normal life, not anymore. I know I made mistakes. I know I left you. But I can't just be that repeating pattern in your life: I can be a friend if that's what you want and I may as well let you know that my feelings haven't changed if that's what you want but I can't be something in between. I haven't got my life together for some complicated relationship to mess with that, even if the angst might help my writing. And Rory, I miss you too.
Jess
A/N2: I realise Jess is quite open in this letter which could be seen as a little OC but I think that by now he might have grown enough to see the necessity of being open in order to be clear (especially because of what he's lost with Rory in the past due to lack of communication). Also, I feel Jess would be more articulate in writing than he ever would be in speech. Bearing this in mind, if you still get OC vibes, drop me a line and I'll know to work on it going forward.
