Okay so quick note before we begin. I'm TERRIBLE at writing in third person. So most chapter are going to be in first person point of view from now on. Woosh. Also I will get to that fox guardian request (Next week hopefully) but I had no inspiration for it I am so sorry.

Word count: 1k±


My parents never did understand me. They had no clue what I was feeling like, what I wanted or who I wanted to be. Not that I knew myself, of course. I was a mess, I had no friends anywhere, no people I could trust to talk about my issues with. Even if it doesn't seem like it, even I have my issues.

High school changed me. Having Elichi in my life…gave me space. It made me feel more freedom. I still contain part of my feelings but…I'm managing. Things are different now.

Ding-dong. My attention was captured by the doorbell. Not wanting to let my visitor wait, I made my way towards the door and opened it. My eyes widened but my shocked expression quickly turned into a frown. "Mother."

"Nozomi. What did I tell you about opening the door at this hour?" She said as she stepped in as if she owned the place. I remained silent as she took her shoes off and made her way further into the house. Her purple hair held back in a low ponytail. Her glasses almost pressed against her face. She still wore that old light-brown long coat.

"I've been hearing some things about you, from the chairwoman." Ah the chairwoman. We first years thought she was strict and powerful at first but upon meeting her in person, she wasn't scary at all rather she…is kind.

"Things like what exactly?" I asked, speaking for the first time since she stormed into my house. "About your….friend." The chairwoman was looking at the type of relationship me and Elichi have?

"Nozomi. We're going overseas next month. I don't care how much independence you have, you're moving with us." My mouth was agape, my knuckles turning white and my throat felt like someone had shoved their fist down into it. I was going to explode in her face. I provide for myself. I take care of myself. I don't need her. I don't need anyone.

"I'm not going. You can't force me, this is my house. Dad might have has name on that little paper but that doesn't mean he owns the place. This is Mine you don't have a say in what I do." I don't know where the anger came from. I was never like this Never. I'm quiet, obedient, I don't act out, right?

"That girl is affecting you…Eli Ayase is her name, right? First-year. She's Russian, isn't she? You've taken a particular liking to her…" I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I reached into my skirt pocket to feel my phone, my hand slid around it, gripping it tightly as my knuckles turned white once again. Blood pumping, adrenaline flowing through my veins. I glared at her once more before….I quickly dashed out of my home. Taking a left and down the stairs, I quickly reached the street.

I could only think of her….Elichi. Elichi and her blonde hair and blue eyes. Blonde hair that felt like silk. Eyes that glittered like diamonds but are as blue as the sky. Kind but strict…lovely but vicious. She accepted me, helped me. The first person I was able to come out…to tell who I am. Mom wants to take that person away….I can't let that happen.

Running. I just kept running. I didn't know where I was running but I felt like I needed to keep running or it would all be over. Somebody would catch up to me a shadow or maybe a monster and it would swallow me right up. I didn't want to stop. I don't….I don't want to lose her.

"Nozomi…?" I looked up to find the person calling out to me. Silk blonde hair, blue eyes. "Elichi…" I felt her arms wrap around me. Her warm thing arms wrap around my back. "Elichi…." I rested my head on her shoulder and let out a sigh.

"Where are we…?" I whispered as I clung to her. We were on the ground, it could be a random alleyway for all I know. It's warm….Elichi is warm. "Near the convenience store." She didn't say anything else. She didn't question what I was doing here. She didn't ask why I was crying, shaking. She didn't ask why I wasn't wearing any shoes. She just wrapped her arms around me and hugged me, like a teddy bear.

I needed that


"So Nozomi, what happens now?" I heard her voice through the phone while I rolled over in bed, running a hand through my hair as I now laid on my stomach. "I don't know. I'm not going overseas at least. I don't want to move again."

"I don't want you to leave Nozomi." Those words were a lot more comforting than I thought they would be. "I don't want to leave you either, Elichi. After all, I still haven't seen you wear anything sexy~ It's on my bucket list you know!"

"NOZOMI"

"Goodnight Elichi~"


I'm sorry it's so short but I'm flooded with school work. ( I hate exams uwu) + It's still 1 ½ page in word and I worked on this since Friday evening #Struggle. Also this fic is kindaaaaaa based on one of the scenes from The Anthem of the heart which is a really amazing heterosexual story so go check that out.

I'll go work on my Chemistry project now HALP ME