Kagome's Trust Gone Then Found Again

Chapter 2: Emotions

"What! What the fuck are you talking about?" Kagome squeaked while trying to pull away from the grasp he had around her waist. She may be only human, but she would never let him touch her that way. Kagome was about to swing her leg back and kick him in the worst place possible when he started to pull away. Not all the way but enough to where she was a little more comfortable with him being so close.

'Oh shit!' Sesshomaru thought as he began to release his grip around the woman in front of him. 'I'm being nice to this human wench. I'm losing control. I don't need the pleasure of a woman. I don't, I don't, I don't.' He repeated to himself over and over. He released his grip entirely on her and she turned around to face him, giving him a slap to the face.

"What in the hell did you think you were doing, you have no right to touch me." She said, anger clearly present on her face.

"I do not have to answer to you, wench." He spit back, getting a little angry himself. "I will do as I please. Remember that, and never question me or my orders again." He turned to leave but stopped and threw over his shoulder one last comment. "I wish to see you in my study, before lunch. I will send a servant to retrieve you." He left without time for questioning and shut the door behind him. Kagome stood there in a stunned manner.

'Oh my Kami! What the fuck just happened? I thought he told me I was going to have to have sex with him. What the fuck is up with that? I'm so afraid, but I have to be strong for my family and for myself. If I have to, I'll do anything I can to get out of here. Even though I don't want to, but maybe I can make some kind of deal that if I let him fuck me all he wants, he let's me go.' Kagome sighed and hung her head in shame. 'I never wanted to loose my virginity that way. Kagome walked over to the oversize bed and climbed up to go to sleep, before she had to meet Sesshomaru. She climbed under the sheets and compared to the bed, she was a midget in a kings bed.

She woke up a few hours later and stretched. She yawned and was startled to hear a loud knock on the door. Kagome got up, taking her time of course. If Sesshomaru wanted to see her, he could wait. Kagome reached for the handle and turned it. She was presented with a young woman, younger then herself it seemed.

"Milady, his lord ship has requested your presence in his study." She had said with a low bow. She stayed there, probably waiting till Kagome ordered her to stand.

'Wow. She's really polite and she's beautiful.' Kagome thought to herself. She looked down at the young woman. "You can stand, I don't mind." Kagome said a little to sarcastically. Maybe she should be a little nicer to her, she was only trying to do her job.

"Milady? If you could please follow me, I will lead you to Milord's Study." She turned to Kagome's left and began to walk away. Kagome looked down the hall and decided best to follow her. The servant girl had long brown hair with silver and black strikes. Kagome wondered if they were natural or if they were placed there. Her eyes were green, and she wore a long green kimono that had dark, dark green flowers.

"May I ask you what your name is?" Kagome asked her quietly. Still following her. She decided to make small talk, she would be here, at most, a few more days. Maybe she could make a friend or two.

"My name is Sayori." (Say-or-e) She replied politely. Not looking back at the future girl that was following her.

"Your name is very pretty." Kagome said with a smile in her voice. "May I ask why you work for someone such as Sesshomaru?" Kagome knew that the girl probably had no choice in the matter and was most likely traded by another family for some property.

"I've work for him for over… well I worked for his father when he was still the Lord. My parents died when his Grandfather was in rule and I was only a young girl. He took me in, and I have promised my services till the day I die or am killed." Kagome gasped a little and was sure that the girl had heard her, she had noticed the pointed ears that only a youkai could have.

"Oh." They walked to a very large doorway with beautiful carvings of great dog demons. 'Those are probably carvings of the earlier Lords.' Kagome thought as they stopped. Sayori knocked and waited for the okay to enter.

"Come in." A cold voice said from the other side of the door.

'Sounds like Sesshomaru.' Kagome thought to herself with a little snicker. Sayori opened the door and moved out of the way to let Kagome in, she bowed and left. Kagome stood there looking around Sesshomaru's study until he motioned for her to sit down on a chair in front of him. There was a table between them with many papers on it.

"Sayori shall be your personal maid, while you reside here." He said with a tone that he would normally use to order around a servant.

"Why did you call me here?" Kagome said with her own order tone. "And why did you do that to me earlier? You had no right, no matter what you say, to touch me in that inappropriate way. " She knew he probably wouldn't answer her or tell her his reason's for his earlier actions, but it was worth a shot.

"Listen here, you will be here until my pathetic half-brother comes to get you." He said with a tone that said there would be no arguing, and that the decision made was final.

"I would rather die then see him again!" Kagome had tears running down her cheeks. They were sudden but they were there.

'Oh no! No don't cry, I hate when women cry. Even if they are human wenches.' He shuddered at the thought. Sesshomaru got up and walked to her side. He kneeled down beside her and wiped away the tear streaming down her cheek. ' This human female is beautiful even when she's sad, no wonder my worthless brother kept her with him. What are these emotions that I feel. No. Focus on what's really at hand. I can not be caught getting caught up in worthless human emotions. I am Sesshomaru, Lord of the Western Lands and I do not need to enjoy the flesh of a perfectly developed female, who's breasts are perfectly round and….NO!! STOP!!!' Sesshomaru continued to stroke Kagome's face, and wipe away the tears that resided there.

'Gasp What is he doing? He's being nice to me. So Sesshomaru Lord of the Western Lands has emotions does he.' Kagome let a small smirk grace her features.

"I did not mean to upset you. But he is close I can feel it." Kagome shook her head as if to say no.

"He can't come he'll just betray me again. Don't let him come. Please don't let him hurt me again." 'What am I saying, he won't protect me. Now that he knows that he'll probably just give me to Inuyasha.' Sesshomaru stood up.

"God woman! What did that fucking Hanyou do to you?" Sesshomaru almost yelled at her.

"I told you, when I ran into you, he was up in a tree with Kikyou. That's the fifth and Final time he does that to me. He asked me to become his mate then cheats on me before it's even final. That's why you can't let him take me." Kagome said getting a little sniffy again.

"Oh well I'm sorry to disappoint you but he is coming whether you want him to or not. He will fight his way to you." ' God! Why am I being so nice to this human. What is she doing to me.' Sesshomaru went back to his seat. "I can have him killed if you would like, but I highly doubt you want that. Am I right?" He said with an eyebrow raised, waiting to see her reaction to his offer.

Kagome had stared at him with a shocked look on her face. I mean she was mad at him, but not enough to kill him. Was she?

"It's rude to stare you know." Sesshomaru said in a joking tone, you could tell he was joking, but it was very small.

"Sorry. May I ask you why you could ever think I would want Inuyasha dead?" Kagome said through the dried tears and a dry throat.

"Well you said you never wanted to see him again, so I figured you would like him dead. There is a saying 'Out of sight. Out of Mind.' Maybe it could work in your case." He said as though it was common knowledge.

"If Inuyasha was dead then he couldn't betray me again?" Kagome said more to herself then to him. 'What should I do. I… I Kagome begins to cry even more. I thought he loved me but now I've come to the conclusion that I hate him and wouldn't care if he was dead.' "Sesshomaru how exactly would you kill him?" 'What am I thinking I really couldn't have Inuyasha killed even if I didn't care if he was dead. I wouldn't be able to live with myself. What am I going to do?' Sesshomaru smirked at the thought of Kagome being on his side and being able to Kill Inuyasha.

'This is going to be fun.' Sesshomaru thought to himself with a wider smirk.