The meeting between you and Hiccup was normal in his and your terms. It was simple your parents were friends with his.

Hiccup hid behind his mother's leg as you stared at him with your dress that was so unviking like but it made you look cute. Everyone in Berk knew that your parents were traveling healers that decided to permanently reside in Berk.

Shyly he went to you and introduces his self, you stare at him for a few minutes before smiling and introducing yourself "I'm (Name)".

You took his hand as you tell your parents and his that the two of you would play.

The two of you raced through the town to get to the forest. Leaving behind two parents that were smiling and laughing,

"Seems like our daughter already found someone, dear."

"I fear for Hiccup's safety." your father merely replies as he sighs.

"Well that'll do Hiccup some good, he'll need a wife like her." Valhallarama merely says as she chuckles.

"Guess they'll be childhood sweet hearts eh?" Stoick says as he looks at his son's face filled with so much color.

The four of them continue talking until the two of you return laughing, your dress dirtied as much as Hiccup's, hands tightly holding the other's.

Your parents shake their head with a smile, you've been too energetic.

Stoick and Val merely laughs as Hiccup goes to them with you in tow.

He speaks and speaks about how he wants to marry you and make you his wife as you stand there smiling behind him not fully knowing what it means to be a 'wife' and what 'marry' is.

You're smart as Hiccup but naïve. "And that's why please give us your blessings." Hiccup says to your parents.

Your mother laughs and does so right away shocking everyone in the vicinity.

"What could go wrong?" she says and your father sighs at your mother's whims

"Oh well, you've given him yours might as well give mine's." and that he did. Hiccup smiles and turns to his parents Valhallarama consents and gives hers, Stoick doesn't and he frowns.

"It's fine, Hiccup, we could always get it later" you say and that convinces him.

At the young age of 4 Hiccup found his first love in you but you never noticed.

A year later the two of you have been best friends and were always together. Hiccup invents things and you help draw, giving him the skills of drawing.

"I'll draw you one day, I'll draw you in a way that it captures your beauty"

"I'll wait for it then." you say as a promise is made between you two. The two of you continue spending their days with each other from training to playing to eating to resting.

At the young age of 5 the of you shared a promise held close at the heart.

Valhallarama decides to take on an adventure the next year after the promise is made, Hiccup cries as his mother leaves. You watch the scene with no emotion showing on your face as Hiccup cries from sadness. You know by now that Stoick won't be able to provide the emotional part of parenthood. You took that role with your whole heart along with your mother.

It was also the first time you hugged someone affectionately. In front of everyone, in front of a young Astrid, a young Snoutlout, a young Ruffnut and Tuffnut and a young Fishlegs.

At the age of 6 you've become his emotional support

The next year after Val's departure for adventure your parents decides it's time for you to learn how to heal properly. You were made to read medical books of different languages. It fascinated you but you despised how they had forbid you to play with Hiccup until you had known it by heart.

'Hiccup is still hurting...'

That much you knew that was why to your parent's amazement and Hiccup's pleasure you finished everything in one week and was able to create 499,999 potions out of 500,000 in another week. That officially gave you the title of youngest and skilled Healer.

No one asks you what the last potion was. You never bring it up, healing Hiccup's pain was far more important than titles and potions that would not be of use right now.

At the age of 7 you've unintentionally gave yourself the position as Hiccup's personal healer

The next year you show interest in weapons and Hiccup in his attempt to please you asks for his father's permission to be Gobber's apprentice much to Gobber's delight.

The whole year Hiccup spends his time designing and improving as it becomes his passion while you go to the forge every day, testing his products and adding some of your own potions for the product's improvement.

At the age of 8 Hiccup learns how to forge as you learn how to fight

The first half of the year Hiccup has shown promise as an apprentice while you continue your progress at healing and swordsmanship.

At this year you've notice the bruises that accompanies Hiccup, you hate how it dims his eyes, you easily track down the culprit as Snoutlout and shows distaste towards the bully.

One week later Snoutlout comes down with a cold with a broken arm.

No one suspects anything except for Hiccup because he's always been smarter than all of the village combined.

"Did you do that to him?"

"Which one?" You ask back because you're not quite sure which one his referring to Tuffnut or Snoutlout

Hiccup's eyes merely widens and he stutters "(Name)!"

"What?" you ask, you're innocent as far as you know, it was merely pure coincidence that Tuffnut broke a leg or Snoutlout broke his arm

At the age of 8 and half Hiccup learns how dangerous you could be when angered, his mind ignores that no sane 8 and half year old kid could do something so well planned out.

The second half of the year

Your parent's embark on a quest for an elixir that could cure incurable diseases. You spent most of your time taking notes and remembrances to not forget their faces and voices as they teach you all they could before they left.

And as they leave the island of Berk, you watch them wave out to you with a smile as you stand at the end of the dock merely watching them, devoid of emotion.

It is not until you've arrived home to an empty house do you cry. There were no longer warm hugs to go home to.

At the age of 9 you realize the darkness within your heart and mind.

The next year you continue your routine but you're devoid of emotion. Hiccup tries to cheer you up but you merely smile at him and tell him you're fine.

It was winter when the accident happened.

Hiccup read from one of your books about a flower that only blooms on winter. He goes into the forest to find it for you, with him being clumsy he slides down a slope and hits his head falling unconscious.

You feel him being in danger and bolted into the forest screaming and screaming for him, you're prepared for you had your sword with you.

Hours later you found him, Days later he wakes up

At the age of 10 you realize that without Hiccup you'd end up crazy, the whole town sees something you two don't.

At the age of 11 Hiccup had buried his feelings for you, the friendship you two shared were too precious to be ruined by him, You have changed into a lady.

"You've..change"

"How so?"

"You act like Lily now…so graceful"

At the age of 12 Hiccup became more active as you became passive, as if the two of you had change roles. Val goes home for the first time. You have never seen Hiccup so happy.

"Mom!"

"I'm back Hiccup"

Hiccup smiles so brightly.

At the age of 13 Val had long since set sail once more, You've opened a shop that Hiccup frequents too because of his injuries it is also at this year that he accidentally almost burns down the forge.

"Gobber! I told you not leave a lamp burning!"

"Aye it's Hiccup's fault!"

"Gobber."

At the age of 14 you've forgotten about your parents, Hiccup has managed to be the village pariah, the two of you had mastered each other so well that you can read each other's thoughts so easily, It is also at this time did you became aware of Hiccup's infatuation with Astrid, You ignore the pang in your heart.

At the age of 15 the second half of the year Hiccup had befriended a dragon and you helped him in defeating the Red Death which put him into a deep sleep. He remained that way until next year's first half

On the first half of the next year, Hiccup still remained unconscious and you are once again reminded of how he is your life line. For the first time in 11 years since you've become part of the community did you show hatred against every one.

You glowered at every single viking, even Astrid looked away from your piercing gaze. Your gaze told the horrible, painful truth

"You're ALL AT FAULT"

Even Stoick faltered at your scrutinizing look and when Hiccup woke up the second half of the year no one told him of your actions not even Astrid told him.

At the age of 16 Hiccup remained oblivious to that side of yours. Everyone knew to be careful about what they say against Hiccup. You never told him.

And now at the age of 17 on the second half of the year you comfort him. You've decided that enough is enough. Hiccup deserved what he wants.

And today as the two of you spent your time on the flower field drawing whatever comes to mind. You hum a tune for those hearts were broken as you drew the blue sky.

"(Name)" Hiccup starts as he babbles and rants and when he is tired he takes your lap as a pillow and you give it to him.

He sleeps with his head on your lap as you draw him sleeping and as the two of you is shielded by the tree's shade against the sun. You gaze at Astrid who comes closer, her face pulled into a frown, she does not falter under your piercing gaze this time nor does she look away, you half smirk in amusement

'She became brave.' you think in amusement as she sharply turns away. You merely go back to drawing Hiccup with a smile.

Hiccup remains sleeping softly murmuring your name and you didn't hear it.