Well first I would like to thank -spiritusancti- for understanding why I wrote this and for giving me the inspiration for the piece below.

the one before was from bella's pov this is edward's incase no one understood that..:P

please review!


I felt like I was locked in a small, dark closet; uncomfortable and scared to be found.

The light that seeps from the bottom of the door seems poisonous; no hope.

All hope has diminished, not a shred left.

My soul, my angel, the meaning of my existence; gone.

She had brought light into my darkness.

I broke; shattered her.

No going back.

A hole; in the place of my still, cold heart.

I can feel myself crumbling.

Crumbling to pieces.

Everything I touch is destroyed.

Destroyed to never be fixed again.

I love her, I can love no other.

Yet I destroyed her, shattered her.

Into a million little pieces.

She's beyond broken,

And I'm the reason.

I'm the most disgusting, vile monster on this planet.

To destroy such an angel.

I surely deserve to die.

I shattered her.

Into a million little pieces.

She's beyond repair.

And I caused it.

I am despicable.

I shouldn't exist.

I only bring pain to the ones I love.