Kendall was confused. In that moment when he was staring at James, he couldn't tell if he was happy or worried that James looked regretful.. can he possibly regret auditioning just because he doesn't want to leave Kendall?
Don't flatter yourself Kendall. Why the fuck would he choose you over fame? You're just imagining everything. That thing he has isn't regret or fear! it's joy. The only reason you can't tell is because he hasn't had it when he's with you.
No! That's not true! He enjoys our company! Why else would he hang out with me?!
Maybe because you keep him to yourself most of the time. Maybe you haven't noticed, but you are a clingy and jealous boy.
Jealous!? Why would I be jealous?
Oh! Don't deny it! You know you lo-
NO! Why the fuck would you think that!? I don't feel that way towards him! He's my best friend! My brother!
Well, you sure as fuck don't feel that way about him. I know how you feel when your with him. I know because I am you!
SHUT UP!
Kendall noticed that there was a hand going in from of his face. It was James's. Kendall's just noticed he was having an argument with himself. And he's blushing once he realizes why he was arguing. He doesn't love James! Maybe as a brother. But nothing more.
"Kendall… are you ok? You've had that blank face for ten minutes now…" James spoke.
"Huh? Oh, yeah. I'm fine. Thanks."
Kelly comes out and yell out, number 810 is next. James checks under. HE is 810!
Ha! Loser! Yours Scared now aren't you?! Gonna get embarrassed in front of your friends. In front of Kendall.
SHUT UP! i can do this.. i can do this…
You can't do this
I can't do this!
In his panic mode, James took out his sticker and replaced it with the closest person he can see, Logan.
"Oh! Look, it seems your next!"
Logan had his 'what the fuck happened' face. Logan was gonna question James, and James knew it… luckily Carlos saw from the fear James had and dove in to help his best buddy out.
"DUDE! You don't sing!"
Logan, now forgetting the past thing, rolled his eyes. "That was the worst pep talk in history. Luckily I'm a genius. I'll think of something." Logan was starting to panic.
"KENDALL!?"
"Beep box" was heard coming from the mouth of the blonde.
Logan simply agreed and dove in to the stadium.
