Cheating Trust
By: wiccariangoddessofthemoon
Chapter 2: Questioning
In his apartment, Mamoru was pacing back and forth since he had breakfast that morning. He just couldn't understand his girlfriend's behaviour, and the weirder thing was how that man had gotten a hold of Usagi's necklace.
Maybe that's why she was acting weird: she lost her necklace and she felt guilty! How come I didn't think of that before, I'm so stupid!
No, you are more than just stupid, you are a moron and a naive man.
Could you stop it please!
Sure I will, the moment you realize what is going on.
Nothing is going on!
Then why are you so afraid to ask her!
I'm not afraid!
Could have fooled me...
Mamoru grabbed his keys and started driving to Usagi's apartment; he was finally going to ask her what was wrong. As he went up the stairs of the apartment complex where she lived, he saw the same man from the day before, this time the man had a goofy grin and was sighing dreamily. Mamoru frowned remembering that the man did say he was going to see his girl, as the man past him Mamoru swore he could smell Usagi's perfume and that made him frown even more. He quickened his pace until he was at her door; he hesitated to knock but finally did. Usagi came and opened the door:
"Umm, Mamoru what are you doing here this early in the morning? Did something happen?"
Mamoru frowned realizing she no longer called him Mamo-chan, her nickname for him, it hurt. He finally spoke: "No it's just I was worried about you, wanted to see if you are okay."
Usagi: "Of course I am, why wouldn't I be?"
Mamoru: "Well I just wanted to make sure. May I come in?"
He saw she hesitated while glancing at her apartment, then she opened the door wider for him to come in.
Usagi: "I'm going to change from my pijamas, you can stay here."
Mamoru: "Come on, Usako, it's not as if I haven't seen you naked before." He chuckled but Usagi just closed her bedroom door. By impulse he went to her bedroom and opened
it to discover her in underwear. She screamed and threw a pillow at him, which he easily dodged.
Usagi: "I told you to wait outside!"
Mamoru: "Come on, Usako! When was the last time we...you know." He wiggled his eyebrows suggestively; she caught on and took her clothes from the drawers.
Usagi: "Sorry but I have things to do today, Mamoru; I don't have time for that." She finished getting dressed and made her way to the kitchen. He followed her and when she was making some scrambled eggs he came behind her and placed his arms on her waist and his chin on her shoulder; she stiffened.
Mamoru: "I'm sorry if I seem pushy, it's just...I'm afraid of loosing you! I couldn't bare living without you, you know that right? I love you more than anything else in this universe, you are all I have." She faced him and looked him in the eyes, and he did the same, in his eyes you could see love and adoration while in hers something that looked very much like guilt. She noticed he was in deep thought and did the only thing she could think of: kissed him. He kissed her back with all he had; it had been so long since they shared a passionate kiss. He picked her up and made his way to the bedroom.
When he woke up later, she was in his arms sleeping. He smiled and got up. Then something caught his eyes, it was her necklace on her desk. Mamoru glanced at her, there were so many things he wanted to ask but was afraid. He picked up the necklace, it had a faint smell of man's cologne and he was sure it was not his.
You know what is going on, you just want to deny it.
I said it before and I will say it again: there is NOTHING going on!
Then why so afraid to ask her?
Because I don't want to make it seem as if I don't trust her.
Do you?
I trust her with my life and my heart.
Prince, don't trust your heart and life to someone who could easily rip you apart. You best open your eyes before you regret it. All I can assure you is that your princess is not being as truthful as she used to be.
Again, the voice was gone leaving Mamoru to his thoughts, he glanced at his beloved refusing to believe she wasn't being truthful. He lay beside her and embraced her while stroking her silky blonde hair. Suddenly he heard Usagi's cell vibrating, he picked it up and saw she got a new message; he glanced at her and wondered if it would be ok to read it. He then started reading the message.
From: Leon
Hey babe, thanks for last night. Call me so we can go out again, it would be healthy if we didn't spend all the time in your apartment, although I'm not complaining because last night was unforgettable. Love you
Mamoru read the message again and again refusing to believe that what he read was true, he felt as if something was squeezing his heart and trying to break it. He put the cell phone back when he felt her stir, she fluttered her eyes. He just stared while she asked what time it was, she got up in all her naked glory and got dressed in a rush and told Mamoru to do the same. He got dressed and heard her cursing; he knew it was not the time to ask since she was already late for her job.
Mamoru: "Want me to give you a ride? It's my fault that you are gonna be late." She nodded and together they made their way to his BMW M3 in black. The whole drive was silent; Usagi looked out the window while Mamoru just kept glancing at her from time to time.
I wish she would just tell me what's wrong! She doesn't call me Mamo-chan anymore; always says she is busy; cancels our dates without so much as an explanation...so many things but what makes me more nervous was the text message on her cell phone. Could she be ...no! She loves me! She wouldn't do that!
Wouldn't she? Maybe she is with you out of obligation.
No! Stop it! That is not true!
Oh isn't it? You know you have wondered about that some time now. You love her, but there is no reassurance that she loves you! Maybe she loves someone else and sees him in secret, which would explain the text message, the scent of cologne on her necklace and other things.
Maybe it's just a gay friend...
Just keep living in denial, but don't come back crying when you realize not everything is as you want it to be!
Mamoru glanced again and wished that she would open up, so that he could stop worrying. Soon they arrived at Top Faces Modeling Agency where Usagi worked as a model. She opened the passanger's door and gave Mamoru a kiss on the cheek, he groaned and grabbed her arm to kiss her fully on the lips. Usagi was surprised but kissed him back, Mamoru was pleased but the moment was over in a matter of a minute.
Mamoru: (in a daze) "Want me to pick you up later?"
Usagi: "No! I mean a friend is giving me a ride to the race track later I have to warm up for the upcoming race. Bye Mamoru!"
Mamoru: "Bye..."
He was about to go when he saw the guy he saw that morning walking in Usagi's direction. He got suspicious and curious and decided to park and get in the building to investigate his suspicions. He followed them without them noticing and just when they were waiting for the elevator he saw red: the man that he had seen at the apartment complex had grabbed Usagi and was kissing her and she wasn't fighting back.
In case anybody is confused about what Usagi does for a living: she is a top model and a race car driver. I'll try to write next chapter as fast as possible, and another chapter of I Have a Crush on my Professor!.
Please R&R! No flames though.
