Sadly I do not own Twilight...But I think I know a way I can..MUAHAHAH
"Bella?" Edward's voice rang through my ears.
I looked up into his topaz colored eyes and forced a smile "I am alright." I lied.
"No you are not." He said firmly as he picked me up and placed me on his lap. "Would you tell me what's wrong?" He gently asked. I shook my head and rested it on his chest. I heard him sigh "Bella please? You have no idea how much I want to know what you are thinking." He positioned me so that I was staring into his beautiful topaz eyes. His eyes were full of worry. It hurt me to see him like this.
I sighed "Well the meadow is…were my dream from last night took place." I felt Edward stiffen beside me. I did not look at him. I would not be able to go on. I focused on his hand and drew small circles. "I dreamt that we were in the meadow and I was with you in the sun and then Jacob came..." When I mentioned Jacob's name I felt a sharp intake of breath from Edward. "…and then you two started to fight. And when ever I would try to scream to stop you two my voice would never come out. It was like I could not speak." I said as I felt the tears spill down my face. "Then I watched as the two of you fought. You both did not hear me as I kept screaming for you guys to stop."
Edward's hand moved as he wiped my tears away. "I would never do that to you. It would hurt you to much to see us fight." He said as he kissed the top of my head. "I love you Bella."
"I love you too." I said as I buried my head into his chest. I sat there with him for a little while. We enjoyed the silence as we sat with each other.
"Bella, do you still want to go to the meadow today?" Edward asked after a while.
I looked up at Edward and smiled. "I think I am going to be able to handle it." I said as I stood up to get my shoes, only to trip on one of the legs of my kitchen table.
Edward had caught me when I was inches away from the floor. "Bella what am I going to do with you?" He asked with a smile as he shook his head.
"You could always change me." Bella said smiling at Edward. I knew what his position on that was. I would have to marry him before I was changed.
Edward's face changed to one of seriousness. "After we are married, Bella." He said firmly.
I nodded my head as I got my shoes and slipped them on I walked with Edward to his shiny Volvo. The car ride to the meadow was quiet. I tried to remind myself not to look out the window or I just might get sick.
In less than a minute we arrived at the forest. Edward came to my side and opened the door for me. I smiled as I got up and walked with Edward. He turned to face me. "Bella, we are going to have to run." He said looking at me.
I nodded as he helped me climb onto his back. I felt the wind whip my hair around. I shut my eyes tightly. I buried my head into his shoulder. I always had a fear that he would hit a tree one day.
"Bella, we're here." He said. I could hear the smile in his voice.
I nodded as I slowly climbed off his back. He turned to face me. I looked into his topaz eyes as the sun started to peak out. I watched in awe as the sun caused him to sparkle like a diamond.
"Breathe, Bella" Edward said as he smiled
I quickly gulped for air as Edward set me down next to him as he sat down. I smiled as I outlined his hand and his arm. I watched him for any sort of reaction. "What are you thinking?" I asked him looking at his closed eyes.
He smirked at me "Isn't that my line?" He asked me as he opened one eye to look at me.
"Sorry but not all of us can't be mind readers" I said with a smirk
Edward smiled at me his liquid topaz eyes looked into my deep brown ones. "I was thinking about how great it feels when you outline my hand in the sun and how much I love you." He said as he leaned in and kissed me.
After a minute he broke away so that I could breathe. I smiled as I leaned against his chest. I felt him stiffen slightly. I looked up at him and watched as his liquid topaz eyes quickly changed to charcoal black. "What is it?" I asked somewhat worried about what he was going to say.
"Jacob." He said staring into the trees.
I froze. "No." was all I was able to whisper. It can't happen. Not like my dream. Please no not now. Everything seemed to be going perfectly. I felt hot tears start to stream down my face.
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