Aberration


Day 1 12:39 pm

"Are you serious…?" Raven nodded at me as he leaned against the cold wall behind him and opened a eye at me to look at me, he let out a heavy sigh as he rubbed his hands through his long black and red streaked hair. "I wouldn't lie to you Yasha." Elsword walked over and looked at both of us and chuckled slightly but in a way that sent shivers down your spine, he always had a way of doing that unintentionally, or maybe he did it on purpose.

"He's right, I heard about it but I didn't honestly believe it, but you know that guy has Paparazzi, the school Celeb bro." Elsword was rocking a Black muscle shirt and cargo pants and wore his hair in his usual long style with the banded long portions in the front and one in the back. He put his hands in his pockets and took out a lollipop and sucked on it mercilessly. I could really use one right now.

I held my head down in disappointment, I couldn't believe it, I fell for that girl, hard, and then I hear this, My heart felt heavy, and it felt as someone had pour corrosive acid and it was lingering in my throat, I wanted to break down and cry. I punched the wall to avoid hitting my friends, I heard a sickening crack, whether it was the stone or the bones in my knuckles, I didn't feel anything. Which was strange…I ignored it. I punched it again, opening my hand as it shook slightly, my body began shaking in anger and complete disbelief. Raven and Elsword had turned to me, they seemed shocked and a bit scared by how their stances stiffened. I let out several heavy breaths, trying to keep my tears from pouring out, swallowing down hard I stood up and recollected myself, I felt fine. If she messed up it's her fault.

I stood up and turned towards them, they stared at me and I stared back, my eye twitched slightly, my nose scrunched slightly in a slow motion, they blinked at me, I hadn't meant to do that it just happened. My mind felt as if it was clouded but at the same time I feel loose like I didn't have any sense of common sense anymore, I started grinning, showing my sharp canines…"That bitch can die…matter of fact I'll kill her..I'll show her to never break anyone's heart." Raven and Elsword's eyes widened. My own eyes went the size of saucers when I realized what I said. I covered my mouth with my hand and I couldn't even blink, I would never act like this, I would usually let things go, what was different now.

"Yasha…are you sure you're alright?" I turned towards Elsword and I stared at him before I made that slight twitch motion again. "I need some air, don't follow me!" I ran out as fast as I could out of the hallway, my feet pounded in the hallway I tripped over my own feet but I clumsily regained my balance, I pushed my hand against the wall to turn a corner sharply and I bounded up the stairs, up to the 3rd floor from the first. Reaching a metal door I shoved it open and ran up another 2 flights of stairs before I slammed open the door to the rooftop, I collapsed on the ground in a panic and started coughing and hacking til my ribs felt like they were shaking with the vibrations. I gripped the fabric over my heart tightly, it becoming slightly wrinkled. I opened my eyes slowly, my vision was hazy and I couldn't see. But I was sure I wasn't crying.

"What…the hell is wrong with me..?" I felt as if my mind was being taken over and I couldn't control myself. My eyes felt faded with fatigue and I glanced at my hand, the color was returning but I didn't feel normal, I felt smothered, maybe Miharu was right, I probably do need to see a doctor. My coughing increased, I hacked up tons of unwanted saliva and flim onto the ground in front of me. I began wheezing, the sides of my vision had begun changing from black and the area around me seemed to be moving like an unsteady camera. I tried to get up but my legs wouldn't respond to my command, the amount of pressure that was on my brain was close to being an excruciating pain worse than a migraine. I let out an inhumane scream that I couldn't even bear to hear, it sounded horrible. My body was going numb and it felt as if I was slipping.

Am…Am I going to Die…?

No…No I can't die. I lost Nakami…though…I still have so much I haven't done yet..

I let my body roll out onto the ground as my arms fell weakly on the warm cement that was heated by the sun that was blazing above, keeping my body atleast covered with a nature's blanket as I felt myself losing it.

I still have so much I care about….My Mom…My Dad…Raven..Els…Miharu…Yakata…my dear little sister..She would be devastated if I was gone. I can't let myself die.

"I'm stupid…I can't let myself die," I said out loud. What was I doing? I was just staring blankly to the clear sky talking to myself now, had the pain drove me crazy? Or was I just hallucinating, maybe the devastation of losing Nakami had taken a bigger toll on me than I thought. Maybe I felt like I didn't want to live, that she was my one and everything.

"But nothing matters, I lost Nakami, No! I have Yakata! I have my Family and friends! But it shouldn't matter, Love is Life right? You're Family and Friends is love you idiot!"

"AAAAGGGHHH!" I shouted in utter panic, I was talking to myself as if there was a second being inside of me, what was I doing, I held my head as if I was trying to make it squeeze out blood, the pain was getting even more intense, my body throbbed and pulsated. My eyes went wide and the color seemed to be washed from them, well it felt like that. My hands shook, I stared at them in complete fear. I stood up finding some sort of new strength, I ran down the stairs and into the 3rd floor bathroom and placed my hands on the marble sink, I held my head down, the bangs falling over my face so it shadowed, my chest heaved from my hard breathing. I looked up slowly and I saw what my appearance looked like. My eyes were dull, the pupils nearly seemed gone and only the color remained with a darkened outline.

What's happening to me….?!

Slowly a grin appeared on my face, I started laughing darkly uncontrollably. I started grinning, I couldn't stop, and I didn't want to stop, I wanted to hurt something, I stared back into the mirror, balling my knuckles, my eyes seemed to glow slightly brighter, my bangs fell over my eyes but in a way only I could see through them. Craning my fingers out. I balled my open hand into a fist quickly and forced my hand forward til it connected with the glass and I heard a shatter, not feeling a single milligram of pain. I felt great. I felt free, and I felt as if I wanted to kill something. I wanted to destroy something, someone. I felt as if I had been driven up the wall.

I felt Insane….


I rested a hand on my locker and held my head down slightly, as my hand slid down the cold metal of the locker, the strap of my backpack hanging loosely in my hand, I was still worried about Yasha, he had been acting…well he looked odd this morning, the way his eyes looked wasn't something I couldn't forget, it was something that would haunt my mind for awhile. I had even lost focus in class and it didn't go unnoticed, a lot of people notice my mind was strayed off in another direction. My teacher had asked me what was wrong but I couldn't even tell her, it wasn't something I was going to openly admit, and as if I would talk to a teacher about problems that was going through my mind.

"It's probably nothing I should worry about." I let out a small laugh and slapped my hand against the locker gently. I turned around to see a full head of magenta with shadowed eyes and a stiffened frame, tanned exotic skin and hands at his sides, it was Yasha Yamamoto.

"MOTHER OF GOD! Yasha you scared me!" He was grinning in a almost sadistic manner, it shot a unknown level of panic through me that just shouted for me to run, I fell to the ground, on my knees and resting a hand on my heart, I felt heavily impacted by something that felt as cold as they described death, I felt as if my end was near, It wasn't a pain but it was something to fear. I stood up slowly regaining my self. Yasha's smirk lifted up to show his white teeth that glistened in the light and shone in the dimly lit hallway. I couldn't see his eyes. It was the thing I wished to see but the one thing I felt that may kill me or scare me enough for my body to lurch out and make a run for the door.

"Yasha…are you okay…you look better." I examined him to see how he was going to respond, but the only reaction I got was the shaking of his shoulders, I heard a deep vibrant chuckle coming from him. It made my body shake. Tremble before him, his chuckles became slightly louder as he seemed to be losing it. I took a small step back. I didn't want to be near him.

"Oh I'm fine. Perfect. Heheheheh…" His laughter seemed so dark and evil to me that it really made me want to piss my panties right now. I took another step back. His laughter only resounded louder in the hallway that everyone had long since left from.

"Am I scaring you...?" More laughter…

"Don't be Scared…" More Laughter…

"Because you won't be able to be scared soon." Louder Laughter. I raised an eyebrow at this.

SLASH! Drip…

I felt a really sharp pain in my middle section; I couldn't tell what it was. I just knew Yasha made a swift movement just now, my body felt stiff and unmovable. My eyes went wide as my hair blew out like a gust of wind blew into the hallway.

Drip...

I could still feel the pain, what was it? I placed a hand on the aching part of my torso and I felt something warm, hot, and sticky, and wet.

Drip…

What was it, it felt familiar, I knew what this was, but did I want to believe what it was? I didn't want to think. I felt the pain wash over me in a white hot flash wave, but I didn't make a sound, I just remained silent.

Drip…

Red liquid gushed from my torso and spilled onto the floor in front of me, it stopped very quickly but I saw it, I could barely hear anything, it was deathly quiet. I couldn't stand it, the silence was hurting me, I needed something, to say something, I opened my mouth but I couldn't hear anything, had I gone mute or was my hearing cut off from the amount of blood loss.

Drip…

My eyes were wide and bleak, shot with terror and fear, I lifted my hand close to my face for a clear view, my hands which were covered slightly with fingerless gloves, I stared as I saw the bright red warm liquid staining the black cloth and dripping through the cracks of my fingers. I stared blankly at it. My eyes returning to normal then to a dull color. I just stared in utter shock. With nothing to say.

"Why…Nani…Nani no tame ni….Yasha-kun…"

My world went black…


"I wonder where Yasha-oniichan is~! He's usually home by now." I pouted slightly, I swayed my short legs as they hovered high above the floor from the couch, my parents weren't home yet and since my school was really close by I was able to come home by myself. I turned the television on because I was bored; I held my white bunny rabbit that Nakami-neechan bought me for my birthday. She's so nice, I want her and my brother to get married and then she can be like a mommy to me, my mommy never really has to much time for me. She's always working like daddy. But that's okay, I know they both love me, but I love someone more than both of them, my Oniichan is the best! He's always there to listen to me when I'm upset…He has a very cute smile, or what I hear mommy and daddy call him, hand…some? Is that how you say it? He looks very handsome, his hair is long and he's really strong, he can carry me easily but I know he allows me to pull him along, but he's nice like that. Oniichan is so sweet, he never would hurt anyone! Even when Nakami-neechan did something bad he didn't get upset! He just said it was okay, but I could tell she hurt Oniichan's feelings, I got mad at her for that but I didn't say anything.

I stared at the television, the news was on, Mommy and Daddy always watch the news, they say it has important things for you to know, important means you should know about it, so maybe I should watch this!

This following news report, A murder was viewed today by the Belder Police department, the Residence of the Takashi family was found today after hearing several screams, when a close neighbor came by the only thing the witness saw was the Three dead bodies of Nako Takashi, Sotomi Takashi, and young 5 year old boy Harami Takashi, the Teen daughter of the family is no where to be found and said to be a subject to the murder of her family. If you see this girl please report her to the Police department, according to fellow schoolmates, Nakami Takashi was staying home because of a critical illness she came home with from her trip that went internationally. This has brought attention to the police, for one, how did a girl who was in a critical condition of illness have the strength to kill Three people, two of them being adults, and the coincidence that she came home from a foreign country with a illness, this has brought attention to the CDC for any traces of a foreign virus that may be in the blood of the victims. This is a sad day, the Takashi family was a very well-known and liked family the only person who was said to be close enough to kill all 3 was Nakami Takashi. So until a trace of DNA that may show that someone invaded the home she is the key victim. So I repeated if you see Nakami Takashi please report her to the police.

I blinked at the television, I stared at my bunny that Nakami-neechan bought me; I then tossed it to the wall because I got scared, and killing someone is a bad thing, right? It means taking someone's life away, and life is what allows you to be with those you love, it makes you die if someone take's your life, right? When people die, they start decaying then they turn to skeletons, I knew Nakami-neechan's family, they were good people, I didn't want them to go, if they were dead, it meant I wouldn't see them again right…Harami-kun...I liked him a lot, I wanted to play with him once more, it made me happy when I saw him, his laughter was really nice to me, I liked hearing him, I loved it when I made him happy. But Nakami-neechan took that away from me, No, Nakami isn't my neechan anymore, I don't like her, I don't care if Oniichan doesn't like it, I'm going to tell Oniichan what Nakami did. He'll believe me.

"Yasha-oniichan where are you?" I whined out loud, I brought my knees to my chest and then I began sniffling, I cried because I was sad, because I would miss Takashi-otousan and Takashi-okaasan…They were like my second parents, Nakami took it away, why are there bad people. They said that Nakami is sick, is that why Nakami did that? But taking someone's life can't be taken back, can it, it won't fix anything. So I shouldn't forgive Nakami, she's a bad person. I coughed, my crying hurt my lungs.

"Oniichan…Where are you…?"


Where are you...Where are you? I can't see you...