Chapter 2: Dreams and Desires
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Warning: Angst, yaoi
EdVy
Moaning. Kissing. Touching. Exposed skin. Bodies pressing together. An untamable and endless desire for more. Violet meets gold. Green hair spread all over the others face.
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This was everything the blond alchemist could think of, after the night in the lab. He had a hard time to admit it, but denial was pointless. Mentally he slapped himself for that, but then again, there was nothing he could possibly do about it.
He wanted, desired to touch the alabaster skin and hear the sin whisper "I love you" in his ear. After one whole week without any sign, any clue about the green haired's location, he was starting to go insane. Again alone. He locked himself in his room. Not speaking to anyone. Not even Alphonse. Completely isolated, he stared at the ceiling in his room, whilst laying on his bed.
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It was sunny outside, although some clouds here and there could be seen above the heads of the people in Central, in the sky. Rain was the last thing Ed needed today. He was already pissed off. Mostly because he had to work, but also because he had to see colonel Mustang. Edward was positive, that it was going to be a very bad day. 'Great...' he thought sarcastically as he entered the huge military building in front of him.
Work was also a nightmare. The bastard of a colonel asked him over and over question about his non-existent girlfriend, the lucky girl that conquered his heart and obviously his head., or why he was more aggressive than usual. His response was always the same "Screw you, Colonel! Non of your fucking business, bitch!"
It was 9 o'clock. Time for hell. So Ed stood up and got dressed. Due the lack of sleep, caused by the dreams haunting him, he looked like a walking corpse. Skin paler than usual; huge, dark bags under his eyes. He was pretty skinny, due the fact that he couldn't eat.
At Headquarters, the nightmare, began once again. The Colonel was asking stupid question about even more stupid things, insulting his height. Not only a yelling outburst followed, instead a smack across his superiors face. "Fullmetal! What the hell has gotten into you? Are you crazy?"
"I'm sick of that fucking crap! I can't take this anymore! I'm going! Right NOW!"
"Fullmet-!"
"Let him go." Riza said "Otherwise, he'd probably kill you..."
Ed stormed out of the building and was oblivious to his surroundings, trying to think about where Envy could be. He was just able to notice, that he was in a dark alley, as he bumped into someone. Falling upon his ass, he screamed "Watch where ya goin'!" , rubbed the back of his head and opened his eyes to stare straight into amethyst orbs.
"Envy!"
"Oi, Chibi-san. I always knew you'd be able to find me. How long has it been? A month?" The blond alchemist blinked and shot up, only to throw himself on the sin and hugged him like there was no tomorrow. " I see...you missed me.."
'Hell yeah..' "Maybe we should go to a more...private..place. I need to talk to you."
"'kay."
"Let's go to my place."
"Go ahead.."
They had went straight into Ed's bedroom. The most private place ever. 'Should I tell him? What if he doesn't feel the same way?' Edwards mind raced. What should he do? What should he say? ' I have to tell him. Otherwise I won't know. But I can't literally tell him...than I have to show him what I mean...'
"So Edo. What now?"
The blond didn't reply. Instead, he bravely walked up to the sin wrapped his hands around the others neck, pulled his face down and kissed him on the soft lips. 'Man, it really does feel good...'
After several minutes of kissing instead of breathing, they broke apart.
"What was that about? I didn't know that you liked me that much.." Ed blushed.
"No need to worry. I like you too." The alchemists eyes widened.'Can he read me mind?' At least he knew now, he had a chance.
Chibi pushed the older boy onto his bed and sat on top of him, leaning down and whispering in the sin's ear "I love you". The homunculus replied with a kiss.
Moaning. Kissing. Touching. Exposed skin. Bodies pressing together. An untamable and endless desire for more. Violet meets gold. Green hair spread all over the others face.
This time was it different. It was the same dream as always. But now, it wasn't a dream. It was real. Not in a made up world Ed would rather live in.
A few hours later, Ed awoke in his bed, naked, head resting on the bare chest of the person he hated once, who was his enemy, but now, his lover. Edward actually he didn't care about someone seeing them like that. If there was a person who understood him, then it was Envy. No one else would be able to. Not even Al. Speaking of which, he didn't know. How should Ed tell his innocent, brother about the situation? He would probably take it the wrong way. That is going to be a hell of explanations...
Suddenly Edward heard footsteps. 'Shit..Al is home and he's heading here. If he sees-' his thoughts were cut off, because Al opened the door "BRO...ther.."Although he yelled the first part, he got disturbing quite as his gaze fell on the bed. His eyes seemed to pop out of his head at any moment. He looked at Ed and then at the sin and back..
"What's going on? Is that...Envy? Is he...are you...naked?"
"I can explain that!"
"I don't even want to think about what you've been doing in here." he said and left.
It started to rain. 'How fitting..' thought Ed as he looked through the window and watched the rain dripping from the clouds in the sky. It was a bit melancholy. He knew it was going to be a bad day. He felt it after leaving the house for work. He was never wrong with things like that.
Ed looked at the person underneath him and saw violet eyes snap open.
"Did something happen?" Envy asked curious.
"Al came in..."
"Oh, crap. You didn't tell him?"
"No. Not yet. I only hope he doesn't tell anyone. Especially Mustang."
"You know, you look like you haven't eaten in weeks. I could possibly count every bone..." the sin said to switch the topic to another that bothered him. Ed's weight and current state.
"Uhh...that's right.."
"What? You should eat. You could at least try to keep yourself alive.."
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