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"Spencer! Get your ass out of that room and go do something! It's summer for Christ sake! Enjoy it while it last." My brother yelled out.

I guess I should go out, go hang out with people I call friends. I look at myself each day and wonder, how did I manage to get myself this low. I used to be so free, so loving, now I just feel so…

Lonely

I miss the times Ashley and I used to share. The memories we've created over the years. I guess that's just what she is now, a memory. I think to myself each day that maybe I should just call her, see what she's been up to. She's tried calling me a couple of times recently, but I just kept making it go straight to voice mail. Afraid that once I hear her voice I'll just give in again and act like nothing had ever happened.

Afraid that I might forget all the times she hurt me by choosing that guy.

Aiden Dennison.

I've always thought I hated the guy. Then of course reality just had to come in and make me realize, I don't hate him. I mean I really have no reason to. He's sweet, kind, a bit of a jock, but not an ass like the rest of them. I guess I was just jealous that Ashley had chosen him over me. And that's what bugs me the most, is the fact that I was always there for her, gave her all the love I could give, wiped away every single tear that another guy had caused, but in the end, she chose him.

Then again it was probably on me that this had happened. I just thought that maybe if I tried hard enough she'd see things my way and feel the way I feel. At one point I actually thought that maybe she felt that same way as I did, but I guess that was just wishful thinking on my part.

"Love me love me say that you love me, fool me fool me go on and fool me…"

Don't you just love the ringtone I chose for her? I should probably answer that…

"Hello?" I say barely above whisper.

"Hey u… why haven't you been returning any of my calls?" she says.

"I've been busy…"

"Well when you're ready to come out of that little cave you call your room, get changed I'm coming over."

Wait what?! "No Ash I—" dial tone. Great. Now what?

I was still in my wife beater and boxers when I heard a knock on my door. Shit… she couldn't already be here can she?!

"Spence! I know you're in there! Open up!" I heard her yell.

I went over and opened my bedroom door and saw her standing by it with this white top that hugs her body in all the right places and probably the shortest skirt I have ever seen in my whole life.

I couldn't help but stare.

"See anything you like Spence?" She asks me with a smirk.

I quickly brush it off and reply, "Geez Ash seducing anyone tonight?"

"Maybe… but first, you might want to wipe off that drool you got on your mouth."

"So… what may I have done that you decided to grace me with your presence?"

"What are you talking about?"

"Well seeing as how we haven't spoken to each other since god knows how long and the fact that you never even bothered to see how I have—"

"Spence, Aiden and I are getting married." She quickly cuts me off.

Whoa… she has got to be shitting me right? I see her wave her left hand at me showing me the engagement ring that he had given her.

"Really? oh… uh wow congratulations…" yes I am the queen of speaking.

"And well I wanted you to be my maid of honor, that is if you'd like to be."

"Uh yeah sure, I'd love to Ash." Take a gun a shoot me in the heart while your at it.

"Well, ok then, I guess I'll see you later Spence…" and with that she was gone.

So my best friend is getting married.

I'm in love with my best friend.

She's in love with Aiden.

And I am seriously fucked…

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