BLOODSHARED
Disclaimer: I Do Not Own the Vampire Diaries or any of the
Characters! I just like to play in their world:)
(A/N) This story is set out early on in TVD Season One.
It starts out months after Stefan had been locked up for attacking Amber
the day of the Miss Mystic Falls Pageant. This is my First Ever Delena Story as well as
my first story on Fan – Fiction. So I apologize for any errors ahead of time.
My intention was a T-Rated story but it quickly became an M-Rated, However Crazy, I hope
you Enjoy this Story. I have 15 chapters written and I will do my Best to post New ones
often. : )
Chapter 2 Determination
Elena's P.O.V.
(THE GRILL)
I arrived at the grill about 10 min. later. I was so focused on my task of asking Damon, that I was not thinking about fear. I walked in and saw Damon at the bar talking with Sheriff Forbes. The conversation looked to be serious by their face expressions, but there is no reason to ask, because Damon won't tell me any Council business anyway.
Damon always seems to sense my presence, because as usual, he turned around just seconds later and looked at me, his eyes were full of curiosity. Damon knows, I never just leave school and rush to him, for a favor in the middle of the day.
Damon held up one finger up at me, to Que me to wait a minute, then I saw them nod to each other and Sheriff Forbes started walking in my direction. Oh Shoot, she is going to ask me why I am not in school? Crap! What to say?
"Hi Elena." she said.
"Hi Mrs. Forbes." I replied.
(wait for it) "Why are you not in school Elena?"
"I am working on a History assignment and it is my 5th period study hall, and Damon is going to help me with some back ground on his founding family." I state. (wow quick thinking Elena)
"Oh okay, just make sure your not late getting back to school Elena." she said.
I just smiled and nodded my head while continuing to walk toward Damon. As I reached the bar, Damon patted the stool next to him, signaling me to sit.
"Hello Elena, what can I do you for today?" he said smiling.
As soon as I sat down I froze with fear. I had not thought of how to bring up the subject with him, or the Fear of asking him. Damon just stared at me, completely sensing my Fear, and for a long minute, neither of us spoke.
(Silence)
"Okay Elena, Cat got your tongue?" he asked.
"Um...Um...Um.. Can we go somewhere private?" I asked, noticing a lot of people near the bar.
"Oh...Uh...Oh okay, now you really have me concerned Elena." he said.
"Are you okay, is everything alright? He choked out.
"Um...yes, I am fine Damon. I just have a very strange and unusual favor to ask you, and it's private, you know for your ears only." I said in a low voice.
"O-Kay..." he said.
He raised his eyebrows and gave me that eye thingy he does and stood up and said, "How much time do you have?"
"Not long." I replied.
I quickly continued before I lost my nerve, I was also fidgeting with my fingers.
"Lets go into the bathroom please, to talk privately." I squeaked out.
Damon looked at me very serious then, but motioned his hand toward the bathroom, and nodded for me to lead the way. I walked so fast, like I had vamp speed or something. Lol I was so fearful that I would chicken out. I chanted to myself. "You can do it Elena!" over and over. I touched the doorknob and my hands were sweaty, and my heart felt, as if it would beat right out of my chest! I know Damon could hear it, but he said nothing, not even after we walked in, and I locked the bathroom door behind us. I checked the few stalls and made sure the coast was clear. I then cleared my throat several times, and began to fidget with my purse straps.
Damon began tapping his foot, to show his impatience, Finally he spoke
"Today Elena!" he said firmly.
"Okay, Damon please just promise that you will hear me out, before you respond or say anything" I said shakily.
Damon nodded and then gave me the strangest look, and he crossed his arms. His body language told me he was thinking, "Boy this is gonna be good." then there was the sideways Damon smirk. Oh boy this is going to be hard. I thought. I began to encourage myself in my mind...Just spit it out Elena, it is the best way, just spit it out, I thought.
"Damon...uh...okay Damon, I was having a serious conversation with Caroline today about sex, I don't want to tell you what started that conversation, or the reasoning behind it, because that is not the main issue." I say, taking a deep breath.
Anyway during my conversation with Caroline, about sex, she brought up something I have never heard of. Something Stefan had never discussed with me. After she explained this...Act...to me, I then understood why Stefan never brought it up, or taught me about said...Act...or tried said...Act...with me". I rambled on. "Do you follow me so far?" I asked, my voice an octave higher.
Damon nodded with a leery look on his face, mixed with curiosity and a bit of surprise. I don't think he ever expected me to bring up the topic "Sex" around him ever! Lol
I continued. "Anyway, as Caroline was talking to me, I totally shut her out after that, all I could think about was this...Act...and...what is was like, I literally become instantly obsessed." I said while taking a deep breath again.
"So this ...Act...I am referring to, is feeding or blood sharing or whatever you vamps call it. Caroline explained it to me the best she could, which was pretty good...uh...considering she participated it this...Act...while human...uh...with ...you!"
Damon's eyes grew bigger, but he never said a word, he just continued to slightly nod ever so often.
I continued talking. "So I was really shocked to learn that feeding can be an erotic act. I had no Idea, that feeding or blood sharing could have any sensuousness to it, at all! The only thing Stefan ever told me about feeding was about you and Caroline, that you fed off her for food and used her for sex and compelled her to forget. Of coarse she remembers...Everything...now, since her transformation to vampire...ya know... so, anyways...she described the Act to me, and all about how erotic it is, and outta this world! So like I said, I became obsessed, not just to learn more...but...um...um... (silence forever)
"Spit it Out Elena!" Damon said firmly.
I swallowed hard because there was a huge lump in my throat, my heart started to race again, and my palms got sweaty, Damon cleared his throat and raised his eyebrows.
"Okay, I want to actually...Try...Said...Act. (swallow) but as you know,...their is No way I can do that with Stefan! I give him a small amount of blood each day from my finger, and that is fine...but...i would never let Stefan near my throat!" I said having to force my words out now.
(Now Damon is swallowing)
"However, I would really like to see exactly what this feeding and blood sharing is about."
(pause)
" I would need someone who is in control, and who I could trust to try this with, and...(deep breath,swallow..gulp) ...and...so...I...thought of you." (silence...awkward...silence)
"What!" Damon said in a high pitched voice.
"No Way Elena! I can't, I just can't, that is not possible. It is a sensual act, unless you are feeding with an intent to kill! It is Sensual depending on the spot. It's a No, Hell No!
"But Damon!" I shout.
"No no no no no no no no no!"he chanted.
"Okay, well it was worth a shot, to ask someone I trusted, but it's okay Damon, you and Stefan are not the only vampires that I know." I said proudly.
His face dropped. "Oh we're not are we?" he said with a mad smirk.
"No, your not! A month ago Caroline, Bonnie, and I had a girls night out. We went to a little bar on the outside of town, where Caroline met two vampires, one had a human girlfriend and the other was single. So if you won't do this for me, then maybe, one of them will." I stated snarky like.
"I don't believe you, What are there names Elena?" he ask like a jack ass.
"John and Demetri." I said (chin up) batting my eyelashes.
"Well, you can't go asking strange vampires Elena, that is very dangerous, and I can't do it for you either. Go talk to Caroline and get your kicks through her, or Hell ask her to feed and blood share with you! Other than that, it's Not Happening!" he shouted.
Damon stomped out of the bathroom, and walked fast back to his seat at the bar. I quickly squared my shoulders and headed out of the bathroom and walked right past him...muttering...
"Your not my father, nor my boyfriend, nor my boss, so I will do whatever I want. So...so...bye Damon!" I said loud with sarcastic tone in my voice.
I stomped out of the Grill, got back in my car, and flew back to school, I was mad, frustrated, and honestly a little sad, about Damon's rejection. I pulled in the parking lot with 15 minutes or so left before 6th period. I just leaned over the steering wheel and began to cry. Why am I crying? I thought.
Rejection Elena, I answered myself, rejection. Well I will show Damon. I picked up my phone and dialed Caroline.
(Ring Ring)
(A/N) well that is it for chapter 2. Poor Elena, she may have been rejected by Damon but that does not mean she doesn't have a back up plan. C-ya in chapter 3 : )
