AN:Hey Guys! Im Jocelynn, and this is my first official story that I have uploaded. I'm not sure if anyone is reading, but if you are then i'd love you a review. I would love to see If you think I should continue or not. I plan on having this 3-5 chapters. It may be less, and it could be more. Hope you enjoy!

Being at home is worse. There's nothing for me to do, nothing to distract myself with. I get home, and check to see if anyone is here. No one is. My parents have stopped being "parents" since I "decided" to be gay.

I walk straight to the kitchen , grab all the junk food I can find and head upstairs and spend another Tuesday in my room acting like a sixteen year old girl. I throw all the needed Tuesday "supplies" on my bed, and throw on something more comfortable. I grab my laptop, and sit on my bed. I open the first bag of chips that's closet to my hand, and start my Tuesday routine; no food is to much food especially on Tuesdays.

I grab my laptop with my other hand and log onto to Facebook. I don't know why I still go on the website, but what else is there for me to do?

I see that I have a notification, so I press the little red '1' and start to read.

Dear New Directions 2008-2012,
I miss you all very much, and would love if we could all get together soon. Most of us will be home for the holiday's, so I was wondering if you all would like to do a get together at my house. We ( I) could sing songs like the good old days! Anyway I was thinking the 28th of December. Comment back and let me know what you think!
~Rachel

I re- read the message from Rachel a few times. If I go then I ll have to see Kurt. I want to see him so bad, but I know that I shouldn't. He probably has moved on already, and is having a great time. Unlike me who spends every Tuesday In bed eating junk food. I refresh the page and see that a few people have responded saying that they would love! to go. I know that if I say I can t make it, Tina or Sugar will question, and bug me for days asking why. I decide to log out of Facebook, and pretend it doesn't exist for as long as possible.

I close my laptop, and slump back on my bed. I grab my backpack that I discarded to the floor, and pull out my homework. I spend the next two hours slowly writing out every single answer to every question just so that I can waste the time.

After homework is done I take a shower, and eat some more food. I start to think that maybe I'm eating a little to much, but soon shut up my self conscious mind and say to my self: it's Tuesday.

After eating I head up stairs, and slowly walk into bed. I lay for hours, not sure what to do. I try to sleep, but I can t seem to find unconsciousness within today activities (as much as i d love to) .

I spend the next few hours going on the computer, and doing pointless things. I look at the clock and see the time 12:01. I turn off my laptop, and put it on my side table. I turn off the lights, and fall asleep.

Tuesday is finally over