Autors Note: Hi guys! Sorry I left you waiting for the first chapter so long, it´s not perfect but I think it´s really good. Comment who´s point of view you think it is. Then please comment who you think the girl is. Love you! Thank you so much for the love I got on the teaser, you guys seemed so ready for the first chapter!
She stood with her friends, talking, laughing. I´m standing far away and just watch, waiting for her to see me. I can´t hear what they are talking about and I don´t try to hear etiher. When she isn´t looking Lucas bent down and whisper something in Riley´s ear, his lips pressed against her ear and I see her shiver by the touch.
I know he like her, and I know she like him. But they don´t want to hurt her. They create small moments when she isn´t looking. I watch as Lucas put a finger on her back and let it run down to her spine. She looks at him and blush. She turns her head away from her locker and look towards me.
I look into her ocean blue eyes that I can get lost in so easily if she allowed me to. I wait for her to see me, wait for an reaction I know won´t come. She dosn´t know I exist. To her, I´m nobody. I want to hold her, kiss her, be with her. Eventually her gaze returns to her friends, they are laughing and talking again.
I watch as they all walk togehter into history class, Riley and Lucas walks closer to each other looking into each others eyes. I stand alone in the hallway for a moment, gathering myself before I walk into history class.
"Today I want you to work with yourself, you´ve learned a very important life leasson. Can anyone tell me what?"
Farkles hand shot up faster than usally. Mr Mattwhes pointed at him.
"Yes Farkle?"
"People change people"
Mr Mattwhes nod and walks over to his desk, and picks up an paper.
"That´s right, people change people...That´s why I created this assigment"
I looked curiously on him, he read the paper then he looks up.
"I want you to spend some time together and see what happens, I´ve alredy paired you up: Lucas and Riley, Farkle and Sarah, Maya and Charlie..."
I stop listening when he said my name, I´m paired with her. She turns around in her chair and smiles at me, I feel warm in my whole body. It only last a moment, then she turns back and continue on listening on Mr Mattwhes. I quikley starts to daydream about our future together, we´ll have two kids, a boy and a girl. She would have my brown eyes and her mothers blond locks. And he would have my brown hair and his mothers beautiful ocean blue eyes.
I feel someone nudge my arm and immediatly look around to see who it was. It was her. She´s standing in front of me with an smile on her lips.
"I was thinking that maybe you can come home with me after school."
Really? Did she really invited me to hang out with her?
"What?" I managed to choke out.
She laughs and I can see her dimpels in her beautiful face. She looks at me with humor in her eyes.
"Silly, I meant that we´re gonna hang out since we have a project together."
"Right...You´re house is fine."
"Great! See you later then partner!"
Partner...We´re partners in a school project. I think about her the whole day, and I get called on a lot by the teachers. When the last leasson is over I stuff my books in to my locker and then I quikly gather the things I think I need, before I walk to her locker. She´s talking to her friends, while stuffing her books in her locker. Riley and Lucas is snucking glances at each other when she dosn´t see.
It amazes me that she hasn´t even noticed. For me it´s obvious that they like each other, but she seems to think that they are only friends. I linger at the end of the hallway, waiting for her to notice me. Waiting for her to turn around lock eyes with me and smile, waiting for her to walk up to me and wrap her wonderful arms around my neck and kiss me.
Of course nothing of that happens, she barely knows that I exist. To her I´m a ghost. And then finally her friends leave her alone, Farkle walks alone probably on the look out for Sarah. Lucas and Riley is walking off together, closer than normally. Left over is only her. She´s standing alone and she looks so vunerable. I decide it´s time to walk over to her.
"Oh hi!"
"Hey"
She opens her mouth as she begins to say something but quikly change her mind.
"H-...Nevermind"
"So do you want to go?
"Sure"
We walk in a comfortable silence, I glanze at her a few times but she dosn´t seem to notice. Like always. She´s humming on some song, I don´t recognize. But I don´t interrupt, she seem happy so I leave her alone. There´s no one home when we arrive, and I´m happy about that. We sit down in each corner, I look at her waiting for something to happen. I scoot closer until I sit beside her.
"Do you know I exist?"
She looks at me surprized.
"Of course"
"I don´t think you really do"
"Of course I do, you like Riley."
I shake my head at her comment, I like Riley as a friend. She´s beautiful but I don´t see us work together.
"I don´t think you see me...Or am I wrong? Do you see me?
She looks at me, studying my face. Then she does something that really surprizes me. She puts her hand on my cheek, with an tear in her eyes.
"I´m sorry..."
We both started to lean in, and my happieness is a fact when our lips collided together.
