Hi again everyone! Here is another chapter for Different Types of Pains. BTW I would like to thank a certain reviewer for this chapter's inspiration.
To: Guest (Guess he/she doesn't have a name yet)
You asked me to make Add MM from DiE but I am sorry I can't approve that. However. I will write Add's insanity point of view in the next chapter. He will be twice as insane from the base class Add but not as insane as DiE. I already had this idea in mind when I first finished the 1st chapter. I am sorry about it and thank you for the idea of the next chapter.
Pain of letting go of certain feelings
Ara was crying in her bed because of a white haired boy. Reason? She wants to move on. She has been in love with the insane mechanic for 3 years. She didn't have courage and she knew he wouldn't have any feeling for a clumsy girl who he thinks is annoying and he is always catching while she was falling by tripping over her own foot.
Ara cried harder at the thought of it. Then there was a knock on the door. She didn't hear the knock. When the door open she snapped out of her crying self and checked who's there. It was Ciel. "Ara what happened?" Ciel asked. Ara didn't say anything and just stared at the photo on her night stand which had Add catching Ara as she tripped over her own foot.
Ciel sighed. "You love him don't you?" Ciel asked. Ara didn't say anything but just nodded in response. Ciel came and sat beside Ara. They sat in silence for 30 seconds before Ara hugged Ciel and cried. The wind blew and Ara's bedroom was door closed by the wind. Ciel swear he saw a flash of white and some dim pink before the door closed. He didn't give much thought of it and got back at comforting Ara.
A few minutes later she sat up and whipped her eyes and her cheeks which were stained with tears. They sat in silence a little longer not knowing what to say. Finally Ara took a deep breathe and spoke "Ciel?". "Hm?" Ciel hummed in response. Ara continued "Do you want to date me? So I can let go of these feelings for..." Ara didn't finish her sentence. Ciel just smiled.
"Sure"
(Ara's POV)
Add's emotional pain
Ciel and I were walking back to Hamel castle from a walk around town. We also saw Add buying somethings from some people. I guess he is working on something. "... And Lu was like 'Ciel! Why'd you do that!'" Ciel joked. Me and Ciel laughed. Then suddenly Ciel looked behind us and I followed his gaze. There was Add... Staring at us...
"Anything wrong Add?" Ciel asked. My heart starting beating fast and it slightly hurt from the choice I made. "Tch. Can anything else go wrong?" He said half-sarcastic. "No Add it's just that you are kind of... Out of character lately... That's all" I replied. I was trying to be as comforting as possible. "There is nothing wrong. Now let's get back to the Mansion" Add said. I gave Add a doubtful look before Ciel and I continued walking.
'Ara' 'Yes Eun?' 'Ara I think you need to break up with Ciel' 'What?! No!' 'Yes. Ara I don't want you to hurt your feelings nor do I want Add to hurt his. I know you don't want to hurt his feeling too so stop dating Ciel' 'Eun! Don't you see?! Add doesn't love me! Now I have to get over him and start loving someone else' '*Sighs* Fine. But don't blame me if you and/or Add get hurt'
Add's physical pain
"What's wrong with him?" I asked Ciel after Add left the kitchen. "I don't know." Ciel replied "Anyways Ara I think you should continue cutting the carrots for Ann's soup". "Okay!" I replied trying to be cheerful. I put the ladle back in the pot where I stirred curry in and walked over to the chopping board. As I walked over it I went wide eyed.
I saw what looked like a drop of blood on one of the small carrot pieces Add cut and some blood on the knife also. "What's wrong Ara?" Ciel asked behind me. Ciel walked over me and saw the blood "... Oh... That's why Add stopped cutting carrots... Maybe we should check on him" Ciel said as he started walking over to the kitchen door. Suddenly Eun took over me and grabbed Ciel's arm.
"Ciel I think Add needs some time alone" Eun said. Ciel just stared at Eun for a few second and then sighed "Okay...". Then I took control of my body.
'Ara this is the final chance for you to break up with Ciel' 'Eun! How many times do we have to go over this?!' 'Ara this is for yours and Add's safety' 'Okay if this is the last time then no! I don't want to be in love Add anymore' 'Ara don't deny it. I know how much you want him... But this is your last chance' Ara thought a little after Eun said that in her mind 'Ara... Do you want to break up with Ciel or not? Yes or no?'
'... No'
Add's heart pain
I stared at Add's back as he walked away. My heart was breaking into pieces. Piece by piece. My eyes started tearing up. Just before me and Ciel were about to kiss Chung yelled "Add wait!". That time my eyes snapped open and I pushed Ciel away. "Ara... What happened? I thought you wanted to get over Add" Ciel asked.
"Ciel... We are breaking up..." I replied with my voice cracked. Ciel just chuckled "I guess there are somethings you can't let go of..." Ciel replied. I got up and headed to Add's lab. What I didn't know was that Ciel smiled behind me and leaned back from the bench we were sitting on. "All done" Ciel said. At that Lu came out underneath from it.
Lu smiled "Well that's good... Hopefully it's not too late to fix this". "I am sure it's not too late" Ciel replied. Then Ciel and Lu kissed.
'Ara what did I tell you?!' 'I-I am sorry Eun... I should have listened to you in the beginning' '*Sighs* I just hope he doesn't go back insane' 'What do you mean?' 'When we first met Add I could sense his intense insanity but now it became less intense. Maybe because of you Ara. But when he was walking away. That insanity was intense... Twice as intense as 3 years ago'
My eyes widened. I remembered Add being insane 3 years ago. But if he became twice as insane now then... Oh God please no. I quickly started running towards Add's lab. When I reached one of the spare rooms in Hamel which Add used as his lab I heard a loud insane laugh then a huge boom. I froze for 5 seconds. I regained myself and opened Add's lab room door. I was too late...
Add was not there...
The room was empty and messy...
Add was a clean person...
But what shocked me the most was...
Something at the far end of his room on his wall...
There was...
A huge hole...
Well now that's over. Please review some idea of what should I do in the last chapter. Laters!
