Hoy! Here is the main story, well where i think it starts, the bit before was like a catch up on there life!! Hope you like it

17 years old

I finished my shift and as I stepped out of the Newton's shop I smiled. Edwards Volvo wasn't in the car park so he wouldn't be here to pick me up for a few minuets. I sat down on the curb to wait. The sky was dark with thick clouds and it wouldn't be long before the rain started. It was summer and although the storm was close it was still warm and muggy. I had just finished my second to last year at school and I couldn't wait for the summer to really start. I knew I would have loads of fun with Edward and I couldn't help but smile at the thought. We had been going out for a year and a half now but my heart still skipped a beat when ever I thought of him. Right then the heavens opened. Large fat rain drops splattered down on me. I gazed at the road waiting to see Edwards shiny Volvo. My phone buzzed.

"Sorry, sorry" I heard his frantic voice on the other end.

"Hiya – are you running late by any chance?" I asked smiling widely.

"You not in the rain are you?"

"Too late – I'm already soaked"

"Sorry – I'm on my way"

"Don't worry; I don't mind the rain so much"

"How was your day? Busy?"

"Yea, a big rush for the summer. What about you?"

"Boring without you." He answered quickly. I smiled and my heart beat picked up.

"Did you miss me then?" I asked teasing. I heard a gasp then a shriek of tiers on the other end on the line. My heart stopped. The line went dead and then beeped three times and told me I was disconnected. I still held it to my ear.

"Edward?"

Next thing I knew I was running tears falling fast, heart beating faster and my mind doing over time imaging all kinds of horrible senses. I fell several times. I wasn't even sure where I was going I just knew I had to get to him. I knew the way he would be coming, so I ran that way.

By the time I got there the emergency services where already there. I could barley see through my tears and the rain. I tried to push my way through but they wouldn't let me.

"That's my boyfriend. I have to see him." I sobbed helplessly.

"I'm sorry miss." And those three words broke my world.

I pushed through, my heart trying to escape my body to reach him first. A man in a luminous coat stood next to me.

"There was nothing we could do."

I don't know how, but I cried harder. I didn't realise I still had tears left.

There in front of me was his silver Volvo, hardly recognisable, damaged beyond repair. It was wrapped around a tree.

I stumbled forward, not being able to grasp what had happened.

"Where is he?" I whispered.

"We don't know. We haven't found his body."

And although it was stupid and deep down in my very soul I knew it couldn't be true, hoped flared inside me. He could still be alive. His body wasn't here so how could he be dead. With all my heart I wished it to be true. I would sooner he'd left me, hate me, didn't want to see me so much he would fake his own death than for him to have … I couldn't even think it. As long as he was alive some where then I could live.

I slumped forward onto the ground next to the door. I could see through the broken windscreen into the car and there on the seat was a dark red stain. My stomach tightened and I felt sick. I looked away. I stayed there, in the rain, soaked to my skin, until my tears had run dry. I had none left to shed.

Someone helped me up and put me in the useless ambulance that had been called for someone that didn't need it. My heart froze but still beat vaguely because I hoped that Edward's soul was still here. If he could be taken so easily then my faith in life would not remain for long. So I told myself that he had left me. And although that ripped me apart, cut me so deep I might never recover, I was still breathing because I wanted him to be.

But in the very heart of me, the intelligent part that took in what my senses where telling and couldn't deny it, knew that this was far from true.

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