A/N: Okay so I should definitely have updated my other stories before this one considering it was originally an oneshot but I promise soon okay.
I had collapsed in an abandoned on-call room, the lights off and my eyes closed. I hadn't meant to say what I said in the car, it just sort of… slipped out. That doesn't mean it isn't true, though. Meredith is my safe haven. She understands me the way no one else can and I don't need to be "Evil Spawn" with her. She breaks down all my walls with just a smile and it scares the crap out of me, but enthralls me all at the same time. When I let it slip, she didn't seem surprised at all. A small smile crossed her face, tapping her hands along with the station that I had so consciously picked earlier.
So now here I am lying in an on-call room two hours later trying to sleep. But of course the world has other plans for me as always, and decided that this would be a good time for my pager to go off. Rolling over on my side I picked it up of the floor, waiting for my already blood-shot eyes to adjust to the neon blue light that emitted from the torture device.
Finally able to read it I jumped up, threw on my scrub top and rushed out of the room. As I neared the elevator I chuckled slightly remembering all the crazy stuff that had and will go on in there, holy crap was I sleep deprived. As I stepped out the flood of craziness almost overwhelmed me. Then I suddenly remembered my interns, my brand spanking new, might-kill-someone-if-they-got-the-chance interns.
Turning around in search of my group, I spotted Meredith with her interns who were looking kind of scared as well. Another small smile crept onto my lips when I remembered our first trauma and how she and I had fought over the totally awesome spike dude. Okay enough blasts from the past, I spotted my group. They were standing by the door looking just as fearful as Meredith's.
"Okay, my only rule- do not kill anyone. Oh and no fighting over patients" I commanded making eye contact with Mer. She smiled a little then turned back around. This was going to be a long day.
A/N: ok so this is extremely short and so is the next one but I thought that I could have a small chapter from Alex's point of view and a small chapter from Meredith's view then continue on.
