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In those two months me and Leo drifted but my love for him only grew I notice he was changing in those two months I didn't think it would affect him so much he started becoming angry he wouldn't even take mercy on poor Mikey during training he would be in his room half the time or meditating

he still talks but not really to me more to Mikey Donnie Spliter April and Casey the most I get is orders a good morning and on occasions good nights.

I can't help feel all this is my fault...fuck this IS all my fault

And the love for him is painful god I have to tell SOMEONE But...who?Can't tell Donnie or Mikey I drought they'll understand Splinter...yeah right No way will I tell Leo so who Hmm...

"APRIL AND CASEY" I suddenly scream at the table making Donnie drop his experiment and Mikey choking on his pizza who I start to pat on the shell gently That's when he walks in obviously pissed his meditation was rudely interrupted

"Who the shell is makeing all that noise"I gulp quickly pointing my finger at Mikey but in return Donnie and Mikey point at me he looks in my direction letting out an irritated sigh"Keep it down Raphael" what? Did he just call me Raphael it usually Raph sometimes Raphie to piss me off never...Raphael

"Whatever" I stand quickly knocking my chair over walking quickly to the entrance"Where are you going" he ask he sounds a little sad naahh I'm imagining things"none of your damn business" I sneer and leave damn it why do I fuck up so much why did I say such words to him why is he my brother

...why do I Love Him.

as I make my way over roof tops I make it to Casey's and April's I peak through the window to see April on the couch eating mint chocolate ice cream that is perch on her swollen belly.

Yep you guessed it after the battle we find out Casey purposed to April we were all in the wedding should have seen us in those damn itchy monkey suits that was the first time Splinter drank alcohol man was he drunk off his ass dancing on tables with his old ass while a panic Leo chased him around.

Then 5 months ago we found out she was knock up I tap on the window and she turns to see me waving happily she tilts her head back I believe to call Casey who comes running in looking panic probably thinking she was going into labor idiot.

She point to the window he sigh walk over and opens it"Sup Raph" I climb in quickly shutting the window"Hey Case how ya doin April" I say greeting the two"My feet are swollen my back hurts I look like I ate a basket ball and you don't wanna know what's going on with my boobs but all and all pretty good now...what's wrong with you?" I stare a here

'dude way to much info'

'"What do ya mean" Casey gets all in my face looking me over"You alright Raph you look kinda pale" I look between the two damn they're pretty smart"Well I do kinda have a problem and was hopein ya could help me out" I rub the back of my neck I go to sit on the love seat while they sit on the couch April sitting cross legged on the couch and Casey hunch over resting on his knees

"So what's up" Casey ask looking at me worriedly"Well.."I fidget a bit till April speaks up "you know you can tell us anything Raph we won't judge you"

god they'll make great parents "What if I told you I know one of my brothers are in love with one of my other brothers.." They stare at me that at each other than back at me"Umm we would say it doesn't really bother use I mean it a high chance you all are even related and we have nothing against homosexuals"

Casey explains. I fidget some more"Your in love with Leo aren't you Raph" April ask likes its nothing I damn near fell out of my chair"How d-id you know"April starts jumping around on the couch "PAY UP CASE" she say holding out her hand

he sigh mumbling 'damnit' and slaps a 20 in her hand. What the fuck?"Sorry Raph but I always had a feeling you had love for Leo deeper then a brother I
saw it when I first met you guy you would do anything to get Leo attention even if it meant fighting with him"I stare at her like she crazy

"I always thought you and Mikey would go at it" Casey explains"Dude that's sick" he let's out a laugh"So what happen are you just confused about your feeling or is there more. I look to the ground ashamed "that and well...I said some stuff to him awhile back and we stop talking and stuff""What did you say"she ask looking worried so I take a deep breath and told them the story word for word

I realize at the end of it I'm shaking like crazy and my eyes began to burn but I refuse to cry. Then I feel a soft hand rub my head "Oh Raph" she looks like she ready to cry "what do I do April I'm losing him all over again"

god I'm such a pussy!

"What do I do"She look at Case starting to think and then back at me"All you can do is try to rebuild your relationship then when your ready I think you should tell him he won't judge you I know it"I look at her and shake my head "how do you know that"

"Because you two complete each other. Like sun and moon fire and water"I let a chuckle slip "Master Splinter been here"She giggles a bit "well it perfectly logical which is why I think Donnie and Mikey gonna get together"I tilt my head back and let out a loud laugh

"The smart ass and the dumb ass"She pats my head again "the hothead and the coolhead its just perfect"

...

I make it home going through everything I talk about with Case and April 'just be nice to him rebuild our relationship I peek my head into the meditation room to see...yep still meditating. I make my way back to the kitchen and whip up some green tea he loves this bitter shit. I pour it into his favorite cup setting it on a small dish. I make my way into the meditation room and set the tea in front of him then go to make my leave

(Narrator POV)

Raph set the tea down in front of the meditating turtle then turns to make his leave. Leo
opens one of his eyes to see his red clad little brother leaving the room opening both eyes he looks down to see his favorite tea set in front of him. His eyes widen slightly looking at the tea then the empty door way letting a small smile grace his lips It doesn't phase as he continue to meditate 'Raph...'

...

(Raph POV)

I woke to hear Mikey screaming at the top of his lungs at the TV. "COWABUNGA DUDE THAT WAS AWSOME!" I shift in my hammock coming to close to the edge my hammock spins throwing me out of it "SON OF A BITCH" I screech then I can hear Donnie "Raphs up" I hear the sound of feet coming towards my room probably Donnie but again I was sadly mistaken Leo push open my door looks around to see me face first in the floor with my ass high in the air

"Raph you ok" he ask walking over to me and helping me up"Y-yeah I'm fine" rubbing my head I now realize how close he is to my face his breath hitting my face 'smells like tea' and god I love it!

He places a hand on my head looking at me worriedly "are you sure that's a pretty nasty bump"I turn red as hell and push away his hand "I said I was fine" I snap GOD FUCKING DAMMIT his eyes darken some and his face becomes a scowl "Whatever" he gets up storming out of my room.

I did it AGAIN!

how stupid can I get I get up and run after him "Leo wait up will ya" he stops and spins around a finger pointed in my face"Why should I you obviously want me to leave you alone...maybe I should go back"

I can't take it anymore I grasp both of his shoulders and push him up against the wall my hands are shaking and he looks surprise I then remove my. Hands from his shoulders as they move up his neck and to his face his face turns a light shade of pink I lean in getting closer.

And closer.

And closer.

Bringing our foreheads together I slip my eyes close and let out an annoyed sigh then open my eyes again"..I'm sorry"It takes him a minute to process what I said then he
closes his beautiful eyes bring his hands top mine and push them away turning his back and walking off. I need to make it better I can't not have Leo by my side

...

Later that night I figure me and Leo needed some bonding time alone from everyone so I caught him slouching on the couch feet prop up on the couch flipping through the channels I hope over it landing right on his stomach

"Oof w-what the hell Rap-"

"Let's do something tonight"I cut in quickly He gives me a look like I'm fucking crazy "you"he points at me"want to do something with me"then at himself"Yeah why wouldn't I" I smile at him this just freaks him out more "are you feeling o-!"

I flip us so I'm on bottom and he laying on top of me as I nuzzle my beak into his neck "pleasee Leooo" I feel his body tense up and he gives a shaky reply "o-ok" I don't know what I'm thinking moving into a position like this but he seems not to mind

I pull his body closer to mine breathing in scent-sweet
cherrys- I heard a small noise escape his lips I almost lose control if it wasn't for"Dude what are you doing" Mikey ask leaning over the couch eating a slice of day old pizza I bolt up hitting my head to Leos we both scream in pain

"GOD DAMNIT MIKEY"I jump over the couch throwing Leo back on the couch then proceed to chasing him he runs like a bitch to Donnie's room shutting the door"Little prick"I slam my fist against the door.

someone tap me on the shoulder I turn to see Leo fidgeting looking at the ground with a blush spread across his face. Fuck that's hot"So...where you wanna go"I give him a toothy grin and slip my arm around his neck"The new Bloody Marie 4 is out" I say excitedly "Oh noo"


YAY CHAPTER TWO!

so i was on vacation and was sooo bumb I couldn't write all i had was my cell sooo my friend a genius and says just type in your email and dudes

i got like two more chapters done soo I'm making great progress sooo

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