Five Songs for Dean and Castiel

Part One

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2. Wherever You Will Go

The Calling

"I know now just quite how my life and love might still go on. In your heart, in your mind I'll stay with you for all of time." – Wherever You Will Go (The Calling)

Dean stood in the motel room, his brother's arms around him.

"He didn't even say goodbye, Sammy." He sobbed, clinging onto his younger brother.

Dean had never been this distraught over anything before, and it was normally Dean comforting Sam not the other way around. Sam sighed. Castiel had just left without a word, leaving Dean to wake up next to an empty space where the angel had been laid the night before.

"Shhh…" Sam whispered, "He'll show up again, Dean. He wouldn't just leave you like that without good reason."

Dean sobbed again, and Sam's chest tightened at the sound. This was Dean…he shouldn't be crying like this…it was so wrong.

"I knew something wasn't right last night afterwards…" Dean whispered.

"When you'd slept together you mean?" Sam asked.

"Yeah…he, ummm…"

Dean paused and pulled away from Sam, both of them sitting on the double bed.

"He what, Dean?" Sam asked, frowning and cocking his head slightly.

God that reminded Dean of Castiel…

"He cried, Sammy…" Dean sobbed, looking away from his brother.

Sam didn't know what to say to that. He was unsure what to make of it. He patted Dean's shoulder comfortingly.

"I need time to think, Sam if you don't mind." Dean said softly, wiping his eyes and trying to regain his composure.

Sam nodded and quietly left the room, Dean lying on the bed on his stomach. He began to sob again and buried his face in the pillow.


"Shhh..." a voice whispered, fingers gently stroking Dean's back, "Hush, Dean."

"Not now, Cas okay…?"

Dean realised what he had just heard…and what he'd just said. He rolled over and saw his angel staring at him. He couldn't possibly feel angry at Castiel, whose eyes were as blue as ever. Sitting up, Dean threw his arms around the angel who gripped him tightly and kissed his cheek.

"Cas, where have you been? I've been worried sick!"

Castiel smiled and sighed, closing his eyes to savour the feel and scent of the human he was holding on to.

"I had to let God know where I would be from now on…"

Dean pulled away and looked at Castiel with confused eyes.

"I'm staying with you, Dean…forever."