I'D LIE
Chapter Two: I Heart ?
SUMMARY: Bella and Edward are best friends, the only problem? Bella is Head over Heals in love with him and he doesn't know!
DISCLAIMER: I OWN ABSOLUTLY NOTHING!! ALL CHARACTERS BELONG TO STEPHANIE MAYER AND THE LYRICS TO THE SONG BELONG TO TAYLOR SWIFT!
THIS CHAPTER IS DEDICATED TO: BREE AND EDWARDADDICT17 FOR BEING MY FIRST REVIEWERS! THANK YA'LL SO MUCH!!
Dear Diary,
It's me again! Well this has officially been the WORST week in my life! It's Sunday and you will NEVER believe what happened! Well let me start by telling you what transpired this week to make my life a living hell! Well I already told you about Monday, lets start with Tuesday...Well on Tuesday everything went by normally and I tried to implant in my head the fact that Edward and I, will never be together! So that was my mantra all day, trying in vain to drill it trough my head! and thankfully no one noticed the fact that all day I was pretending to be happy and bubbly, I guess that's the story of my life, pretending to be something I'm not! Well anyway on Wednesday nothing adventurous happened, so when Thursday came, I was beginning to think that this might not be such a bad week after all and guess what Diary? Once again I jinxed myself! God I really should have known not to get my hopes up! Well anyway this is what happened! Me and Edward walked into the cafeteria as we do everyday, talking about some stupid math problem when out of no where Lauren "the big blond bitch" Mallory walked up to Edward and dragged him away to sit with her! that's not the worst part, the worst part is that she was ALL over him, and he didn't do anything to stop her! but then again he had no reason to stop her, after all he and her have had a "friendship" if you know what I mean, since last year, and of course he is a stupid hormonal teenager, so really there was no reason for him to push her away! so why did I think he would you ask? because somewhere deep down I actually had this idea that maybe, maybe he might harbour some feelings for me! I know Diary it was stupid of me to think that! because there was no way he would feel THAT way for me! and I know Diary I told you I would try to forget him, but it's so hard! Well anyway on Friday every corner I looked Edward and that bitch were having a make-out session, or actually it was more of who-can-eat-eachothers-face-off-first kind of thing! one word: DISCUSTING!! Well anyway yesterday was there "date" and I just happened to be on the computer around mid-night when Edwards logs in and starts telling me what happened on his date! And you wont believe this Diary! Apperantly they are EXCLUSIVE now! Everyone know they are together! God I am really dreading going to school tomorrow! Not only do I have to put up with her in school but now I'm going to put up with her whenever I am around Edward! Urghhh!! I hate her soo much!! Well anyway Diary, I'm going to go cause dad is calling me! He's saying something about me and him or is it him and I? I'm not good at grammer so anyway...We are going to visit his friend Billy up at the reservation, can you say boring? I haven't been there is like forever! Ohh well I'll write soon! Bye Diary!
Bella closed her Diary and locked it, then she lifted her bed covers and slipped it under her bed. As she walked down the stairs she noticed her dad and Emmett were talking about some sport
"Dad you ready to go?" she asked as she entered the room
"Yeah, let me just get my keys" he said before going to retrieve his keys
"Are you going too Em?" she asked as she put her sweater on
"Nope, I'm going to visit Rose" he said as her dad walked out with the keys in hand
"Ready Bells?" he asked
"Yeah" she said before walking out the door to go to the cruiser. Charlie Swan, her dad, was the police chief of Forks, Washington better known as the most rainy place in the United Stated, but hey she wasn't complaining after all the rain suited her mood most of the time
"So..." said her dad trying to make conversation
"So...who's going to be there?" asked Bella trying to make small talk
"Well Billy of course and Jacob" he replied
"Who's Jacob?" she asked a bit confused
"Jacob is Billy's son, you both used to play together when I used to go fishing with Billy and I used to take you" he replied
"Oh...I don't really remember" she replied
"I doubt you would, the last time you saw eachother was when you were about five, after the trip where you fell into the water, your mother refused to let you anywhere near the reservation again" he said with a hint of sadness in his voice
"Oh" was all she said as the rest of the miles to the reservation were driven in silence
"We're here" announced Charlie as they entered the drive way. Charlie parked the car and they got out then proceeded to walk to the door and knock
"Come in" yelled a voice from the inside
"Hey Billy" said Charlie as he entered the house
"Hey Charlie, and this must be Bella" he said from his position in a wheel chair
"Hi" Bella replied shyly
"Why how much you've grown! I haven't seen you since you were this high" he motioned with his hand and Charlie let out a chuckle
"So where is Jacob?" asked Charlie
"Oh he is out back working on that car of his" replied Billy
"A car?" asked Charlie
"Yeah he is rebuilding one" replied Billy "Bella, why don't you go out back with him, so you too can catch up"
"Umm...okay" she replied as Billy showed her where to go
As she walked out she heard music coming from the garage and then someone emerge from under the car
"Hi" he said once he noticed someone was there
"Hello" she replied shyly as a blush crept to her cheeks as she noticed that Jacob was only wearing a a pair of pants and no shirt, his hair was cut short and it was spiky and his chest was musculer and he had a six pack, he was also sweaty and she had to admit to herself that he was drop dead sexy (AN:// Just picture the Jacob from New Moon)
"I'm Jacob and you are?" he asked oblivious to the thoughts in her head
"Ohh sorry, I'm Bella" she replied
"Bella? Charlie's daughter?" he asked
"Yup" she replied awkwardly
"Oh yeah now I remember you, you've grown since the last time I saw you" he said
"Well yeah, I mean you tend to grown in the years from five to seventeen" she replied sarcastically as the awkwardness slowly fadded
"Your seventeen?" he asked
"Well almost seventeen" she replied as he chuckled
"I'm almost sixteen" he said mockingly as she rolled her eyes
"So what are you working on?" she asked
"Well I'm rebuilding this beauty! it's a 1986 Black Volkswagen Rabbit" he said proudly
"Wow and are you almost finished?" she asked impressed that he was rebuilding a car by himself
"Yup, all I need is a few more things" he replied
"That's awesome, need any help?" she asked
"Do you know anything about cars?" he asked with an arched eyebrow
"Not really, but it's never too late to learn now is it?" she asked as he chuckled
"I guess not" he said before instructing her on how to help him
As the day went by Bella and Jacob started getting to know eachother more, they sort of just clicked and as Bella was leaving she promised to come next weekend to help him out again
"Hey Emmett, Edward" said Bella as she walked into her house after Charlie dropped her off
"Where's dad?" asked Emmett
"He had to do some emergency work or something like that" she said before sitting on the couch across from her brother and Edward
"Oh okay cool, did you have fun at the reservation?" Emmett asked with sarcasm
"Actually I did" she replied smilling
"You did? what did you do?" Emmett asked suspiciously
"Well me and Jake-" she started but was interupted
"Who's Jake?" asked Edward with a blank face
"He's Billy's son, well anyway he is rebuilding this car by himself and I was helping him out" she said with a smile as Emmett snorted
"What?" she asked
"You helping out with a car?" asked Emmett with a chuckle
"Yeah, what's so funny about that?" she asked offensively
"Ohh nothing, just the fact that you dont know anything about cars" he replied laughing
"Well maybe I like cars now" she replied defensively
"Does the little squirt have a crush on the car-fixing guy?" he asked mocklingly while laughing
"So what if I do?" she aked getting upset as Emmett soberd up
"YOU WHAT?" asked both he and Edward
"Maybe I do have a crush on him and maybe I don't" she said angrily "and it's none of your business"
"I forbid you to see him!" said Emmett protectively
"Well too bad, because I'm going to see him next week and there is not a damn thing you can do about it" said Bella before stomping up the stairs
"Can you believe her?" asked Emmett angrily
"I have to go, see you tomorrow" said Edward before rushing out the door without another word
'Who is this Jacob guy? who ever he is he isn't good enough for Bella! I'm going to have to keep an eye on Bella, because if he hurts her I swear I'll personally kill him' thought Edward as he headed to his car
Bella walked angrily to her bed, retrieved her Diary and started writing
Dear Diary,
I am so upset right now! you have no idea and today was going so good! Let me tell you what happened! I went with Charlie to the reservation and I thought I was going to have the wrost time ever! but when I got there I saw Billy (who I remember a bit now) and he told me to go in the back cause Jacob was out there, when I walked out I swear Diary, when I saw him he took my breath away! he is so incredably sexy! Of course he can't compare to the Adonis that is Edward but he comes a bit close! Well anyway we started talking and I even helped him out on his car, it was so fun and I must confess Diary that not once did I think of Edward when I was with Jake! We even made plans for next weekend! Well anyway when I got home I saw Emmett and Edward sitting on the couch, and when I saw Edward my stomach did that flippy thingy, and I felt my heart sink because it felt like I had cheated on him for some reason, but that is just plain stupid! After all we are not even together! Well anyway I started telling them about my day with Jake and Emmett started making jokes that I had a crush on him and I said "So whay if I do" and that's when everything went down hill! Emmett even had the audacy to forbid me from seeing him! I mean seriously who does he think he is? my father? and Edward he just stayed there with a black expression on his face! Like I have to give either one of them explanations about my life! God how I hate them sometimes! But anyway I think I might be developing a crush on Jake, I mean he is sweet, nice and a gentleman, everything Edward is but the only difference is that Jake might notice me and Edward never would! Maybe this is Fate's way of helping me move on? Maybe Jake is the person that will help fill the void of not having Edward the way I want? Well any way I'll keep you up to date with what is going on! I'll write soon! Bye Diary!
Bella Closed her Diary then put it back in it's hiding spot then got out her guitar and started singing the lyrics that came to her mind
"Wish I had concentrated,
They said love was complicated,
But it's something i just fell into,
And it was over-rated
But just look what i've created
I came out alive but i'm black and blue..."
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Xoxo- Lala
