Ok so this is chapter two. I know that a few people have been waiting for it. I would like to thank Delena 1864 and ThatOneCellest for their reviews as well as the wonderful people who are following my story! It really makes me smile when I see people are enjoying my writing! Now, without further ado my attempt at shattering the writer's block wall. Enjoy!

Nate felt free. Free from Bart Bass' reign of terror, free from debt and free from uncertainty and fear. It even looked like, after a week of being in and out of meetings with investors, he would be out of debt before the summer was over. Sure it wouldn't be a relaxing summer in the Hamptons; there was still a lot of hard work ahead before that. It would be really hard but it would be honest, legal and finally he would be able to run the Spectator his way.

For Nate, it was hard to remember a time when he felt so happy. He knew he owed a lot of that to Sage. Her constant support was part of what had made it possible for him to have a secure future. Sage had been an amazing friend, but when Nate thought of her these days that was all he saw. In fact if someone were to ask who Nate pictured standing beside him when his dreams came true, the girl Nate pictured wouldn't even be a brunette.

Gone were the days of dreaming in class about his picture perfect future with Blair Waldorf and the nights of dreaming about Serena van der Woodsen. Vanessa, Juliet, Catharine, Raina, Bree, Diana, Lola were all distant memories. There was just one girl, woman really, that he saw when he closed his eyes.

Jenny Humphrey. She had been his friend, his confidant. He had been her first. She had given him her virginity and then she was gone. Nate hadn't been able to wrap his mind around it. He knew that things had been crazy in those days but at the same time life was always crazy on the Upper East Side. Then, completely out of nowhere Dan was punching Chuck in the face and accusing him of stealing his little sister's virginity. Nate didn't know if Chuck had slept with Jenny and he had been sure that there was no way Jenny would've slept with Nate's best friend.

There hadn't been a chance for Nate to talk to Jenny though. Blair had banished her and that was it. After that Nate got caught up in life again, while Jenny made less frequent appearances in his dreams they were fuzzy and forgotten by morning. He was just under so much, constant pressure. Despite everything, Nate had forced himself to move on.

Now he had broken the Gossip Girl story, he had time to breath and Jenny was at the front of his mind. He had to ask himself, with Gossip Girl exposed, would she come back? Would Blair let her? Would Jenny let herself? If she did would she even talk to him? Did he have a chance at figure out what had happened and win Jenny back?

There were way too many thoughts flying through Nate's head. He needed to talk to someone. He needed Chuck. He needed a drink. He needed Jenny Humphrey from Brooklyn. With that he grabbed his phone and headed to the Empire.

If Chuck wouldn't text him back, he would just show up.