We went that morning to the hospital that my parents were brought to after the accident. It was located not too far on my grandma's house as its only one ride from the house.

When we arrived to the hospital, I wasn't allowed to see my parents corpses as it may cause psychological problems. I only waited for grandma outside the room and I had chosen to go in the garden while I wait for my grandma.

When I arrived at the garden, the fragrance of the flowers welcomed me with their sweet scent. I wandered around and saw the different kinds of flowers. When I felt that I was getting tired of walking around the garden, I went to find a bench, and luckily found out near the garden's entrance.

When I was sitting at the bench, I didn't feel it, but I slept. I had a dream and that was maybe a future's intuition.


It was winter, the streets were filled with snow and the date was December 24. A boy was standing in front of me. He has a taller height than mine, has messy blue hair and blue eyes..

"Nanami Haruka, I love you..." the boy in front of me said.

"Uhm..." The teenager me said in the dream.

"No, you don't have to react... it's my feelings for you... besides you're gonna choose between the two of them right?" the boy said.

"It's okay...I'm not saying that you're friendzoned, but I'm gonna choose between them, though its forbidden for us to do it..." I said in the dream.

"I especially want to say this to you...this special day...so I guess...I failed right? Well, that's life, so choose wisely between the two of them... that's a rare event to happen in this world..."

"So...I got to go now... it's almost time...so when is your next basketball match so I can watch it?" I said in the dream.

"It's next month, January 5... so I'll be waiting for you to come that day..." The boy said.

And then he walked away from me, and then waved hands meaning goodbye, and just then I... just...


"Haruka...Haruka...HARUKA"

I then woke up to my senses. It was my grandma who was waking me up. It was already time to go.

"Haruka, we'll be going to another place, its that okay?" My grandma asked me.

"Yes, grandma" I replied.

And after we went out of the hospital, we rode a taxi to another place, to the place where'll my next home will be, the orphanage.

When we arrived at the orphanage, me and my grandma went inside the building and saw there a lot of kids running on the hallways, laughing and having fun. We then went to a room where there are many kids and double-deck beds intended for the kids.

I knew from the start that I will brought to the orphanage as because my grandma will be brought to the retirement home because she's not able to care of herself and sometimes getting exhausted too much.

And then a boy with the same age as mine came up to greet me.

"Hey, so you're our new friend... welcome to the orphanage...so, um, you can call me Yanyan... that's what everyone calls me." the boy said.

"Thanks..." was only that I said.

And then the boy run from me and played with the other kids. They were enjoying themselves when they knew they don't have any relatives to get them.

"So, Haruka, you knew it from the start that you will be brought here?" My grandma asked me.

"Yes...Grandma" I said.

"Well, it cuts the explanation so you'll be living here as I will be going to the retirement home. Your things are brought here this afternoon...so your bed will be located... there" My grandma said as she pointed the bed. It was on the far left side near the windows.

"So, I guess I'll be going now, Haruka, oh, by the way they also have schools here so you can continue your school here. So, it's all now okay, bye, Haruka, I'll try to visit you sometime." My grandma said and waved her hand at me and closed the door behind us.

I went to my bed and I was feeling tired so I slept there while... crying. Little did I know, that someone, a certain one was looking at me.

"She's...crying..." Yanyan said.

Yanyan hugged the crying sleeping girl, kissed her on the forehead and wiped her tears.


Sorry for not updating for almost 1 and a half months because opening of school makes it tough when you're on pilot section. Ana also the title "My Life, Past" will be used for three chapters so I guess you can wait until I post the next one. So, see you next time!

PS I think this is absurd but I may make a new fanfic for a new anime. It maybe Kuroko No Basuke or Angel Beats. So you guys have to choose whether if you want KnB or AB... just comment below, vote and share this chapter!