CHAPTER II: "Rei is what?"
- Gendo, what you were afraid of, now is happening -said Ritsuko
- What? Explain yourself, please -said Gendo Ikari
- The Human Instrumentally Project, Shinji and Rei knows
- What? But... they know about Yui, and the EVA, and the clones,...and Rei?
- I don't know, Mysato said that Rei and Shinji know the Yui staff. I'm not sure
- Well, they'll have to find out anyway -he said
- How can you be so peacefully? You must explain to them, right know!
- Calm down, please! It's not such a big deal!
- Oh, so you think that the fact that Shinji doesn't know that Rei is half a clone of his mother and half an angel isn't such a big deal?
- Rei is what? -said a voice, a familiarly voice
Gendo and Ritsuko looked terrified to the door, where Shinji was lying them.
- Shinji...since when you've been there? -ask Ritsuko
- I was there time enough to understand all!
- Shinji...son...this isn't what you are thinking... -said Gendo- We just...
- You don't know what am I thinking! And don't call me son...I never were it for you!
- Shinji... -tried to said Dr. Ritsuko, but he cut her off
- No, I've heard enough, all you have to do now is tell the hole story
-But... -she said
-No, Ritsuko, he's true. I'll tell it.
^^^ When you've born, your mother died, in an unsuccessfully intent of synchronize with your Evangelion. Yui's soul enter to the EVA 01, that's why you are the pilot of that EVA. But we made a pilot, to pilot the EVA, who was a clone of...of Yui, your mother, and that pilot is Rei Ayanami. She's also half an angel, Lilith, the female angel of the creation. There, in the Paradise, are the other Rei's clone. Well, that's the story. Happy? ^^^
Not really -he said. He heard the story very angry, but the end shocked him -How can you never tell me this before?
I was going to, but.
You were going to said it, but.?
I.I thought that Rei should know this First.
What! -he cut him off- Rei doesn't know all this? Rei doesn't know her own nature? Oh, God.
Slam. He slam his own father. He did it because he was so angry with him, with Ritsuko, with everyone, even Rei. Now you can explain a lot of things, that's why he is so close to her, because he see her as her wife!
How dare you! -said Ritsuko
Leave him -said Gendo- He's right. I've should tell her about this and I didn't. I'm sorry, Shinji, we both are.
Do you think that a simply 'sorry' is enough for what you did? No. Your own conscious will give you the punishment you deserve -he said, and run over
When Shinji got out of the room, Gendo started to wept.
Gendo! -exclaimed Ritsuko
He's right! I deserve this and more! I'm a terrible person, and a terrible father and husband.
Commander Ikari, I think that you can't fell guilty for this. You made what you had to made. And, don't care about what a hell does he says!
But he's my son!
But you never saw him as it! Admit it, Gendo, you aren't feeling guilty about the Human Instrumentally .
This has nothing to be with the Project!
.Project, you're feeling guilty because you see now how much have you dislike your son. I'm not just a Dr., I'm a woman, and a human after all, and I can realize what you can't.
I think you guys are right. But how are we going to tell this to Rei? -said Gendo
Pardon? WE? No, dear, YOU are gonna have to say this to her. You created her.
Yeah, ok.
After what happened in the Commander Ikari's room, Shinji went to talk to Misato. After all he heard, he needed to talk to somebody.
-So, you know now? -asked Misato
You also knew but you didn't tell me either? -said Shinji
Yeah.kinda.Shinji.eh.I'm sorry
What? Sorry? What for?
Because I should have tell you. I'm sorry for you for have to know this like this way.
It's ok, somehow I will know this either way. But, how is that Rei is Lilith but she didn't attack us?
No, she isn't completely Lilith, she's Lilith's soul, what the Lilith that is in the Terminal Dogma needs to complete herself.
Lilith is in NERV? -asked Shinji
Yes, in a cross.
Aha. What a hell is the Human Instrumentally Project?
It's a Project who wants to complete our souls.
How?
By uniting all us. Our souls will unite and complete itself. That's the propose of the Project.
"But I can't tell you that it suppose to cause the Third Impact, because you will stop it".
Ok. Thanks. I'm going to talk to Rei. Bye.and wish me luck.
Yes, I do.
- Gendo, what you were afraid of, now is happening -said Ritsuko
- What? Explain yourself, please -said Gendo Ikari
- The Human Instrumentally Project, Shinji and Rei knows
- What? But... they know about Yui, and the EVA, and the clones,...and Rei?
- I don't know, Mysato said that Rei and Shinji know the Yui staff. I'm not sure
- Well, they'll have to find out anyway -he said
- How can you be so peacefully? You must explain to them, right know!
- Calm down, please! It's not such a big deal!
- Oh, so you think that the fact that Shinji doesn't know that Rei is half a clone of his mother and half an angel isn't such a big deal?
- Rei is what? -said a voice, a familiarly voice
Gendo and Ritsuko looked terrified to the door, where Shinji was lying them.
- Shinji...since when you've been there? -ask Ritsuko
- I was there time enough to understand all!
- Shinji...son...this isn't what you are thinking... -said Gendo- We just...
- You don't know what am I thinking! And don't call me son...I never were it for you!
- Shinji... -tried to said Dr. Ritsuko, but he cut her off
- No, I've heard enough, all you have to do now is tell the hole story
-But... -she said
-No, Ritsuko, he's true. I'll tell it.
^^^ When you've born, your mother died, in an unsuccessfully intent of synchronize with your Evangelion. Yui's soul enter to the EVA 01, that's why you are the pilot of that EVA. But we made a pilot, to pilot the EVA, who was a clone of...of Yui, your mother, and that pilot is Rei Ayanami. She's also half an angel, Lilith, the female angel of the creation. There, in the Paradise, are the other Rei's clone. Well, that's the story. Happy? ^^^
Not really -he said. He heard the story very angry, but the end shocked him -How can you never tell me this before?
I was going to, but.
You were going to said it, but.?
I.I thought that Rei should know this First.
What! -he cut him off- Rei doesn't know all this? Rei doesn't know her own nature? Oh, God.
Slam. He slam his own father. He did it because he was so angry with him, with Ritsuko, with everyone, even Rei. Now you can explain a lot of things, that's why he is so close to her, because he see her as her wife!
How dare you! -said Ritsuko
Leave him -said Gendo- He's right. I've should tell her about this and I didn't. I'm sorry, Shinji, we both are.
Do you think that a simply 'sorry' is enough for what you did? No. Your own conscious will give you the punishment you deserve -he said, and run over
When Shinji got out of the room, Gendo started to wept.
Gendo! -exclaimed Ritsuko
He's right! I deserve this and more! I'm a terrible person, and a terrible father and husband.
Commander Ikari, I think that you can't fell guilty for this. You made what you had to made. And, don't care about what a hell does he says!
But he's my son!
But you never saw him as it! Admit it, Gendo, you aren't feeling guilty about the Human Instrumentally .
This has nothing to be with the Project!
.Project, you're feeling guilty because you see now how much have you dislike your son. I'm not just a Dr., I'm a woman, and a human after all, and I can realize what you can't.
I think you guys are right. But how are we going to tell this to Rei? -said Gendo
Pardon? WE? No, dear, YOU are gonna have to say this to her. You created her.
Yeah, ok.
After what happened in the Commander Ikari's room, Shinji went to talk to Misato. After all he heard, he needed to talk to somebody.
-So, you know now? -asked Misato
You also knew but you didn't tell me either? -said Shinji
Yeah.kinda.Shinji.eh.I'm sorry
What? Sorry? What for?
Because I should have tell you. I'm sorry for you for have to know this like this way.
It's ok, somehow I will know this either way. But, how is that Rei is Lilith but she didn't attack us?
No, she isn't completely Lilith, she's Lilith's soul, what the Lilith that is in the Terminal Dogma needs to complete herself.
Lilith is in NERV? -asked Shinji
Yes, in a cross.
Aha. What a hell is the Human Instrumentally Project?
It's a Project who wants to complete our souls.
How?
By uniting all us. Our souls will unite and complete itself. That's the propose of the Project.
"But I can't tell you that it suppose to cause the Third Impact, because you will stop it".
Ok. Thanks. I'm going to talk to Rei. Bye.and wish me luck.
Yes, I do.
