She walked fast down the hall, not bothering to look back. She couldn't let Roxas get close to her, but why? Is it because she's afraid that he'll tell his friends about her problems? Or is she afraid of getting close to someone, and they'll walk out of her life?
She could hear his voice call out to her. He was following her. "Namine, please, I wanna make it better."
She stopped in her tracks, she suddenly felt her heartache as a familiar memory played in her head.
"Namine, stop running." The girl grabbed her wrist. It stopped Namine from running anymore, she turned her head to look the girl in the eyes. Her big blue eyes look sad and hurt. "It hurts me seeing you hurting. I wanna make it better. Namine, I love you."
'Namine, I love you.' It echoed in her mind and it tucked at her heart stings. She gave her a small smile. "Oh, Xion!"
She fell down to her knees and she broke down and cried. "Namine, what's wrong?" The boy approached the girl, with worry. He placed a hand on her shoulder. She tucked at his pants and her head hung down. "I miss her."
Roxas bend down at her level. He wrapped his arm around her. "It's okay." She fell into his arms and she sobbed. He wrapped his arms around her. "Tell me what's upsetting you."
"A girl I use to date-." She was going to say more, but she shut her mouth. She doesn't want him to know everything about her, the less he knows, the better.
They stayed like that until the bell had rung. As it rung they broke out of the embrace and rose to their feet. Namine had forgotten how it felt to be hugged, how it felt to be comfort.
"Namine, always remember; whatever you're going through, I'm always there."
Namine nodded and they went their separate ways and went to class. As Namine entered her math class; the students were staring at her, as she took her seat a blonde girl with green eyes suddenly says. "You're sure a crybaby. What is it you cry about? Everything?" She giggled along with the other students around her.
Namine sighed and she dug out her math notebook and a pencil. The teacher suddenly walks in. "Sorry, I had to deal with a student." She walked over to the white bored and she wrote some problems on the it.
She always does this before starting a lesson, she calls it 'warm-ups.'
Namine opened to a fresh clean page, and she grabbed her pencil and she wrote what was on the bored. As she was writing; she saw at the corner of her eye a pencil writing on the other page of her notebook. She watched it as it was forming a message. She looked up from her bangs, it was Seifer. "Write on your own damn paper." She pushed his hand off the paper.
She glared at the message that he wrote. Why don't you do us a favor? Go kill yourself! She didn't take her eyes off the message, she felt her body ace and her eyes grew with sadness. She felt like she could cry any minute. She quickly rose from her seat, she walked to the door and she grabbed the bathroom pass, that was hanging on the hall on a hook, then she left the classroom.
"I was planning on killing myself anyway." She walked down the hall and entered the girl's bathroom, she locked herself in the stall and she pulled her pocket knife out of her pocket and she pointed the blade at her heart. "One stab and I'm gone." As she inched it closer, she began to cry, loud. "This is the end." Her heart was racing and pounding against her chest-she's to afraid to end her life. More tears rolled down her cheeks. "I can't do this, but if I don't do it; everyone will make fun of me." So she made up her mind and she stabbed herself in the hip. She winced and cried as she pulled it out. She watched her blood flow out of her.
She suddenly felt light headed, and her balance was off, her vision became blurry and the world around her became black. Her body fell to the hard ground.
Not long after a girl walked in the bathroom. She saw a small pool of blood. "Oh my god!" She pulled her cellphone out of her pocket and called the cops.
The announcement came on the intercom. "Attention, we are under a shelter in place!" Said a female, it beeped as she was finished talking.
The girl that called stood outside of the bathroom. As she saw the paramedics, she pointed and shouted. "She's in there!"
They rushed in the bathroom. One of them busted the stall door open. There laid a girl on her stomach, under her was the pool of blood and the knife was still in her hand. "Yup, this was a suicide." They tried to get a heartbeat, but couldn't.
The girl was standing there watching them. "She's either dead or dead out cold." She cried at the mans words. Two men carried her on a bed that had wheels on it and they took Namine and placed her body on it. The other male stayed and he asked the girl a few questions.
"Miss, do you know this girl?"
The girl nodded. "Yes I do, she was my ex girlfriend."
"Okay, has she been known to harm herself?"
"Namine, started cutting herself a few years ago. I never knew she'd be suicidal." The girl wiped the tears off her face.
"Do you know why she was self-harming?"
"Well her parents told her that they don't want her and that they don't love her and such. I think that's what started it."
"Okay, thank you for your information. Have a great day." He left the bathroom, leaving her behind.
"I shouldn't of broken up with her."
