"I really don't know about this…" I trail off. Mom and Prim are helping me dress today.

I'm wearing black skinny jeans, a white button of shirt with the front tucked in so the back is hanging and loose, a maroon scarf and tan heel boots. I have to keep my wrists covered, even though I didn't cut last night. My hair is down and left wavy and they didn't put any makeup on me. "This is going to be perfect! Count how many guys look at you, okay?" Prim begs.

"I already know the number. And it's zero." I reply.

"Please just count them Katniss? Please? For me?" she whispers.

"Fine," I pick up my new backpack that is just a black Jan sport one. I remember being friends with Peeta Mellark as kids now. I remember we used to play hide and seek and we were playing in the forest behind my house and I feel from the huge oak tree when we were a mile from my house. I was seven and he was eight and I broke my leg and he carried me all the way home.

"Are you going to eat breakfast?" Mom asks hopefully. I sigh and nod, even though I truthfully am not hungry. I need to eat. "Text me when you get to school because I want to hear all about the reactions of everyone."

Dad makes me an omelet and I eat the whole thing and let mom give me a mug of coffee and twenty dollars to put on my account for lunch. I hug all three of them goodbye and walk out the door to my car. It's snowing and I'm freezing because I don't have a jacket. Instead of driving in silence, I put in my Jonas CD and drive to school.

I'm nervous. So nervous I'm afraid my dinner is going to make reappearance. I take a deep breath and shut off the car, get out after grabbing my backpack, and clutch my car keys in my hand with my phone in my back pocket as I walk up to the school. I pause to lock my car before opening the doors to the cafeteria and walking inside.

Glimmer is looking around, waiting for me to walk in, but she doesn't say a word.

I count the guys that stare at me with wide eyes and dropped jaws, and I get ten. "Hey, you're really pretty, what's your name? I love your outfit!" Glimmer exclaims.

I turn to face her completely. She looks me up and down and then frowns, then she looks into my eyes and her widen. Then everyone seems to get who I am and everyone goes silent.

Glimmer looks like she's seen a ghost. "Never mind." She says. Everyone starts laughing.

That stings, a lot. "I don't know what you guys find so funny!" someone says loudly.

Everyone turns around and I see Peeta standing there. His breathtaking blue eyes are black, his arms are crossed and there isn't a trace of joking or humor on his face. "And who are you?" Glimmer sneers.

"That's none of your damn business. Why do you have to bully people? Does it make you feel better? It doesn't make Katniss feel better, when everything single day, you and your loud ass mouth has something to say about her and every day one of you inconsiderate assholes start laughing instead of helping her out. Every one of you makes me sick. You guys are all heartless creatures with no feelings, and I'm sorry you have to put people down to make yourself feel better."

They all look shocked, honestly shocked. "You have a lot of nerve." Glimmer says.

"He's right!" Finnick stands up. "Leave Katniss alone,"

"Yeah," Annie stands up too.

"Yeah bitch, shut your plastic mouth before a take a pen to your fake titties." Johanna snarls.

"Why do you care about her? She's hideous with no friends, she cuts herself, and she doesn't eat, like…why do you care about her? She probably has a plan to kill herself!" Then Glimmer turns to me and punches me in the face.

No, no I can't fight her back. I may be tiny but I'm extremely strong, especially with a bow and arrow. Blood starts gushing from my nose. Then she laps me.

The bipolar part of me is starting to show. Everyone is muttering how I'm 'too weak' and 'I can't fight anyone'.

And then the sides of my vision show red. Glimmer smirks, thinking I'm not going to do anything.

I snap, and kick her legs out from underneath her and start punching the absolute shit out of her. I'm screaming and her and she's screaming at me. "Get off me, lesbian!" she screams.

"I'm not a lesbian you good for nothing inconsiderate fucking asshole!" I continue beating the shit out of her and a ton of teachers are coming in and shouting at us to stop and shouting for help because the teachers in here are all girls.

Glimmer is struggling to get out from underneath me but I can't stop beating the fuck out of her. I don't know where my car keys went. Someone wraps their strong arms around my waist and pulls me off of her. Glimmer is pulled to her feet by someone else and I thrash around in the person's arms, shouting swears. The person holding me back grabs my backpack and rips my car keys from somebody's hand. Then with one arm, the person picks me up and carries me out of the school.

I'm set in my passenger seat and the person, who I now know is Peeta gets in the driver's seat. I hear over the intercom in Cinna's voice that everyone is go leave campus and go home now because a snow storm was just declared. Johanna, Annie and Finnick all get in my car too, and tears start to slide down my cheeks. I pull my knees up against my chest and silent cry my eyes out the whole way home.